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    Shane never gets injured that night at the Montreal vs. Boston game. Ilya ends things between them. They spend the next year trying to forget each other in other people. Their yearning betrays them.

    Based on the song Pushing It Down and Praying by Lizzy McAlpine.

    "When I close my eyes
    You replace him
    Wearing no disguise
    You erase him
    I wanna feel guilty
    I wanna feel that it's wrong"

    Link to the HISYAD playlist here: YouTube & Spotify

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    04 Oct 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 13

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    Shane Hollander is travelling home for Christmas when he has a panic attack on the train.
    Ilya Rozanov is there to help.

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    01 Oct 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 14

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    Shane Hollander, personal trainer, is branching out into the world of modelling.
    His first job is a shoot for romance novel covers, but he's not posing alone.

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    01 Oct 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 17

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    Shane Hollander is emergency dog sitting while the Pikes are out of town.
    He unexpectedly meets a handsome hockey player at the dog park.

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    01 Oct 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 15

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    Shane Hollander's been going to yoga classes with Jackie Pike for a few months now.
    Their regular yoga instructor is on a month-long holiday, and her replacement is the hottest guy either of them have ever seen.

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    01 Oct 2026

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    Alpha Ilya Rozanov is not a smart man but he knows this much: he is very much in love with his childhood friend, now roomie omega Shane Hollander. Through their first months of living together Ilya starts courting the omega, in an effort to get the lovely, undisturbed scent of oranges back. This is of course entirely by accident. Okay, maybe also a little bit because he can’t help it. Will our two protagonists find love, and live happily ever after?
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    Or: A college AU featuring simp Ilya Rozanov who showers a very oblivious Shane with the most thoughtful gifts. Shane is just trying to control his feelings towards the Alpha,

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    29 Sep 2026

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    “I. . . just, I don’t know. You’re so nice to me.” comes out of his mouth before he can think of anything else.

    Ilya’s head whips towards Shane with a small smile. “Nice? I am just nice to you, Hollander?”

    “Hey, that’s you too now, don't forget it.”

    “See. I marry you and you say that I am ‘nice’? Just nice?” he complains but he’s smiling all the while and Shane can’t look away as he turns back to the road.

    (ie. all comfort no hurt, shane is turned on by a compentency kink when ilya flexes in front of his parents and then has to do something about it)

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    28 Sep 2026

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    “How much longer?”

    “I don’t know, probably like fifteen minutes?” he can hear Shane shrug through the phone.

    “Hmm. . .” Ilya looks at Shane’s location where he’s watching him inch closer to their house on the map. “Phone says thirteen.”

    “Are you watching my location?” Shane laughs from where he’s talking to Ilya through the screen in his car.

    “Mmm, yes. I’ve been so miserable without my husband. I want you home.” he groans. “Now, preferably.” he adds and Shane huffs a laugh.

    (ie. shane is on the way home from a work trip and talks to ilya the whole way home until they're finally reunited (plus a little glimpse into the future))

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    28 Sep 2026

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    So Shane Hollander is, how do you say in English, a dirty little thief. A clothing thief, to be precise. Ilya can't say he saw that coming, but he also can't pretend he's all that mad about it.

    His shirt looks good on his Shane. On Shane. On Hollander.

    Right. His shirt looks good on Hollander.

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    27 Sep 2026

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    “Ilya will not be a baby for long,” Irina said, looking at Shane. He avoided her gaze to swing Ilya’s hand back and forth. “He will be three in two weeks. Will he be your baby when he is also three?” 

    “Ilya be my baby forever,” Shane replied seriously, not even missing a beat. 

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    5 times Shane made sure everyone knew Ilya was his baby

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    27 Sep 2026

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    "I am flirting with you," Ilya said. "I have been flirting with you for literal months. Intentionally."

    Shane stared at him.

    "I like you," he said. "Romantically. I have for a long time - "

    "Wait," Shane interrupted. "You were being serious?"

    Ilya has a plan. It involves flirting, proximity, dates-that-aren’t-dates, strategic jealousy, and an unreasonable amount of patience.

    Shane does not notice any of it.

    Or: Five times Shane completely misses the signs of seduction, and the one-time Ilya stops being subtle.

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    27 Sep 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 23

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    The local grocery store is having a special Valentine's Event - pick up a red basket to signal you're open to chatting to other singles!

    Ilya Rozanov reads the sign and thinks why not?
    Shane Hollander... does not.

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    25 Sep 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 25

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    Shane Hollander has the perfect secret spot in the library where he's never been disturbed.
    Until one day, he finds a stranger at his table.

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    25 Sep 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 12

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    Shane Hollander makes the most of being in Lisbon by joining a free walking tour of the city.
    He's ended up joining alone, but he's not the only one who's solo.

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    25 Sep 2026

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    “This one is almost full,” Ilya said from across the living room. He was holding something up.

    They’d both ditched their jackets and rolled up their sleeves, so Shane’s eyes followed the line of Ilya's arm: shoulder, to bent elbow, to bare forearm, to wrist, to hand. Ilya’s fingers were wrapped around the neck of a champagne bottle. Shane wasn’t really certain how many there had been lying around–Yuna and David had been in charge of handling refreshments–but an open, nearly-full bottle indicated that perhaps there had been too much.

    “Bring it here and I’ll dump it out.”

    “Dump it out?” Ilya frowned, crossing the living room towards the kitchen. “And waste it?”

    “What would you rather do?”

    Ilya set the bottle on the counter and came up behind Shane, strong arms slinking around his waist, Ilya’s lips just barely brushing against his ear. It wasn’t surprising–they’d both been a little clingy ever since the ceremony.

    “I want to share it with you.”

    Shane and Ilya's wedding night, after the guests have gone home, and a bit of the day after.

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    25 Sep 2026

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    "It was nothing, Ilya. Don't worry about it."

    "Ah," Ilya said, and something like understanding crossed his face. "Was about us, then."

    Shane pressed his forehead to Ilya's neck. Of course Shane couldn't just slip this by, of course he would be figured out. He wrapped Ilya up in a hug and moved his hand up and down his back, in a way that he hoped said it doesn't matter.

    "He just–after he checked me, I called him a dick, and then he said I'd need my big scary Russian husband to protect me. And then he called you a name, and…"

    Shane didn't know how to finish that sentence, so he let it trail off. And it felt so unfair. And I got more angry than I had any reason to. And I hate that I can't go one game without my sex life being brought up in some way. And it's happened a million other times, so why should I have cared on this one specific occasion?

    Over the course of the first half of his fifth season on the Centaurs, Shane considers retirement, homophobia, his public life, family, and his legacy. He also gets a tooth knocked out, visits the beach, and is repeatedly pissed off by how hot his husband is.

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    25 Sep 2026

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    Canada had given him his life as he knew it, but it had never felt one hundred percent comfortable, either. He missed Russia sometimes, but it didn’t have the thing that mattered most. Ilya had exactly one home, and it was this: his face pressed into a smooth chest, his head tucked under a strong jaw, with freckled arms wrapped around him and delicate fingers combing through his hair. Anywhere else was a temporary excursion.

    A treatise on second (and third) languages, homesickness, acceptance, Shane's struggle learning Russian, and the things people do when they care.

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    25 Sep 2026

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    The video returns to the set, with the camera on Harris, Shane, and Ilya again. Harris flips to the next question card.
     

    Harris: Who expressed interest in the other first?

    Shane and Ilya each raise the other's shoe.

    Harris: Ooooo! You disagree!

    Ilya: Shane. We both know that it was you.

    Shane: You were showing off! On purpose! You wanted me to react.

    Ilya: If that helps you sleep at night.

    Harris: Care to tell the story?

    Shane and Ilya speak over each other.
     
    Shane: No way in hell.

    Ilya: After the cameras stop.

    Shane and Ilya, freshly married and days away from their first game together, agree to make a silly video as a couple for the Centaurs' social media.

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    24 Sep 2026

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    “Call me if you need anything, okay?”

    Ilya nods firmly. “I promise. And you have fun with Rose. Go party, be crazy with your ex-girlfriend.” he adds, just to be an ass and Shane rolls his eyes.

    “I’m not going to be crazy.”

    “Go dance on a table.”

    “That sounds very unsafe.”

    “Go pop bottles and shake your ass. Just send me pictures if you do, yes? Very good ass.”

    (ie. shane goes out with rose and immediately and biblically misses his husband. no one is surprised.)

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    24 Sep 2026

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    Yuna’s entire body aches, and it would appear that her instincts were right— Rozanov is small, and he’s vulnerable, and he’s tired, and he needed somewhere safe to rest.

    And Yuna can’t help the weird sense that she’s honoured— her home was somewhere for Rozanov to go, even if she and David knew nothing about any of it, even if they still don’t, Shane knew it would be safe for Rozanov here. Shane told him to come home.

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    23 Sep 2026

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