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    “H’rder,” Shane whines into his mouth, not even trying to interrupt the kiss but speaking pathetically muffled and slurred around Ilya’s tongue.

    Ilya knocks their foreheads together, smiles.

    Nooooo Ilya, not before the game, Ilya,” he whines, a sweetly mocking imitation of Shane, “and now look at you, mhm? Why should I ever listen to your complaining, baby, when you’re gonna be such an easy, perfect slut for it anyways?”

    Or: Shane plays four-dimensional chess to get Ilya to fuck him even when he tells him no, for Shane-typical control freak reasons, in Shane-typical convoluted ways, with Shane-typical unawareness of this being a sex freak thing. Ilya provides, of course.

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    02 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 70

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    “What the fuck is this?”

    Ilya picks up the device, letting the velvet lining fall away. He holds it between his fingers and turns it, the light glinting on the chrome. “Is a cock cage. For you.”

    The words drop into the room hard. Shane’s heart flips, something in him tightening and then letting go, as if all the oxygen has been replaced by pure, electrified want.

    “For me?” he says. He’s not sure he’s heard right, or maybe his brain refuses to catch up.

    Ilya grins. “For you. You need this. And I need to know you’re thinking of me, even when I am gone.”

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    Shane loses control and comes when he wasn't supposed to. Ilya locks his cock in a cage for a week. Torture ensues.

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    01 May 2026

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    Ilya knew that he had just been conjuring up worries due to his own insecurities, and knew better than to take those out on Shane. At least he should.

    Then why had he not been able to get over it? Whenever he spent time with Shane everything was as beautiful and loving as it had been. He felt calm, collected, like it had just been one big misunderstanding. But then, the second he left, those suspicions crept back in.

    Shane tries to surprise Ilya. It goes terribly wrong. (Until it doesn't.)

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    30 Apr 2026

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    Ilya starts calling Shane boring regularly after that, not cruelly but persistently, the way you press a bruise you know is there just to confirm it still hurts. Shane's cereal is boring, Shane's training schedule is boring, Shane's shoes lined up by the door are boring, and Shane responds with variations of "fuck off" and "you're an asshole" that become increasingly creative and occasionally surprising. They do not talk about anything that matters. They talk about groceries and whose turn it is to take out the trash and whether Ilya's music is too loud at midnight, which it is.

    On the ice, Shane is someone else entirely. Ilya watches him from the upper stands every morning with vending machine coffee going cold in his hand and doesn't tell anyone.

    Or: Shane asked Ilya once how you know when it's the right person. Ilya described Shane to him, and Shane didn't recognise himself.

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    30 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 34

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    “Did you sleep with someone else?”

    What?

    A shallow laugh falls out of Ilya, as if this is all some joke. Shane glares at him. “You are serious?”

    “Dead serious, Ilya. And don’t – don’t you dare fucking lie to me. Just tell me.”

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    Or: After Ilya is seen taking a woman home, Shane thinks he slept with her. So, Shane wants to put on a show for him, but when Ilya realizes why, he makes sure he knows how much he loves him.

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    29 Apr 2026

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    The Boston Bears group chat had sixty-three new messages in the span of three minutes.

    His coffee forgotten, Ilya swiped open the chat, scrolling quickly to find the source of the commotion. A link to The Athletic, posted by Jensen, their captain, followed by a string of exclamation points. Ilya tapped it, the headline materializing on his screen like a blow to the chest:

    BREAKING: MONTREAL VOYAGEURS’ SECOND DRAFT SHANE HOLLANDER ANNOUNCES RETIREMENT

    Ilya's pulse jumped, hard and sudden in his throat. The mug slipped from his hand, not falling but landing too heavily on the counter, coffee slopping over the rim. He set it down properly, his movements mechanical, and forced himself to read the rest of the headline:

    20-YEAR-OLD ROOKIE OF THE YEAR STEPPING AWAY TO PURSUE HARVARD BUSINESS DEGREE

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    Shane Hollander has spent his entire life living and breathing hockey. At twenty, at the height of his career, he makes an unthinkable choice: he walks away to discover who he is beyond the ice.

    But some things don’t stay behind.

    What happens when the rivalry between him and Rozanov ends, but the pull doesn’t?

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    28 Apr 2026

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    Ilya stared at Shane in bemusement. “Sounds… complicated for just sex. What, you going to spank me, tie me down?”

    Shane was silent at that. His eyes were steady on Ilya, his face determined.

    Ilya’s heart thumped in his chest. “Are you?”

    “I’m not going to hurt you,” Shane said. “I mean. I might bite and scratch at you a little, but no more than I normally do.”

    That did not answer the tying down part of the question.

    But if Shane wanted to try something new, Ilya could indulge him. This was Shane after all, Ilya’s sweet, desperate bottom. What harm could it do? It wasn’t like they didn’t both know how this would end, with Shane face down on the bed, begging for Ilya’s cock.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    It's Shane's first practice as an Centaur, and for the first time since his rookie season, he's new. He wants to make a good impression, and what better way to do that, than to be good for his Captain?

    Or: Shane calls Ilya ‘Captain’ in bed, and they both like it more than expected.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    Shane works in IT.

    Ilya’s computer always seems to be fucked up.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    Shane has been the premier male lead at the Ottawa Ballet Theater for several seasons, but when a new, mysterious patron throws him off his routine, his whole life shatters. Will this man put Shane back together again or savor the broken pieces for himself?

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    23 Apr 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 50

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    “So, how long have you been holding onto that bellboy fantasy?” Ilya asks, smooth as anything.

    Smooth as the ice after double overtime, Shane spits mouthwash all over the mirror.

    They catch each other’s eye in the spotty reflection and both double over laughing.

    Ilya cleans the mirror and the counter while Shane cleans himself, and Ilya wisely waits until they’ve finished breakfast and Shane’s loading the dishwasher to repeat his question.

    “Why do you think I’ve been holding onto it? I could have just made it up on the spot,” Shane tries.

    “I have known you ten years, Shane.”

    “I might have!”

    Ilya just looks at him.

    Or, Ilya wants to know more about Shane's sexual fantasies and doesn't quite get that Shane's fantasies of all kinds are Ilya Rozanov.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    “What did I,” his throat clicks, swallowing harshly around the tears that he has refused to allow and fall. “What did I do wrong?”

    Mortification feels like fingers wrapped tightly around his throat, tucking himself closely against the wall and too afraid to even look Rozanov in the eye. There’s a long beat of silence where Shane can practically feel his heart climb into his mouth, his chest aching with a relentless thud. 

    “Hollander.” He can’t read Rozanov’s tone even on his better days, quiet and short of breath. 

    Shane wishes that he could dissolve into the floorboards, eyes squeezed shut and a spike of shuddering cold working its way through him.

     

    Or, Shane drops hard and fast after their hook-up in Vegas. Ilya takes care of him.

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    22 Apr 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 29

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    In Shane Hollander's mind, having sex with Ilya Rozanov tonight is out of the question because of one Scott Hunter next door. It's a good thing Ilya is full of good ideas.

    “But we can’t fuck, remember? Scott Hunter is next door.” The noise that left Shane’s throat was pitiful. Ilya watched Shane unravel with eyes full of hunger. He devoured each whine, moan, and plea that Hollander was giving to him. Shane was quickly becoming dumb and desperate, which is just how Ilya wanted him.

    He pretended to be thinking something over. Trying to brainstorm some way they could get around Shane’s previous ‘no fucking’ rule. “There is something we could do, instead of fucking.” Ilya finally admitted, fingers slowing down to give Shane a moment. “Is technically not having sex.” Rozanov said with a shrug.

    Shane knew at this point he’d agree to just about anything.

    Rozanov’s free hand eventually landed on Shane’s thigh, giving it a firm squeeze. “I could fuck your thighs?” Rozanov responded, keeping eye contact as he bent down to sink his teeth into the muscled flesh of Shane’s inner thigh.

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    20 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 23

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    Shane Hollander has an itinerary.
    It is color-coded, cross-referenced, and extremely effective.

    Ilya Rozanov has a YouTube addiction.
    It sounds harmless (it's not).

    When Ilya insists on handling the hotels for their Tokyo trip, Shane assumes it’s growth.

    It is not growth.
    It is, however, a very good surprise.

    OR, Ilya books them two nights at a love hotel. Shane hated it. Keyword: Hated.

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    18 Apr 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 13

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    A family trip, fluff, smut, and the terrifying feeling of finding a family of your own.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    “What is grailed dot com?” Shane reads out loud from the computer screen.

    “How have you spent almost fifty grand on it in the last year?”

    Ilya doesn’t reply.

    “Is it a-” it’s like Ilya can hear the gears turning in Shane’s head, “Is it a porn website?”

    Ilya laughs lightly, endeared by Shane's choice of words, “As if you would know.”

    “Fuck you, I’ve watched porn.”

    Ilya turns to face him, a look of pleased incredulity painted on his features. He watches as Shane processes what he just said and then shakes his head as if to rid himself of the trance. Shane both hates and loves these moments when Ilya gets him to say ludicrous things in his own defense. As if he even needs to defend himself.

    Shane and Ilya talk about personal finance, porn and they are in love.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    Ilya realized that he had two choices, and neither of them was very good. He could let his teammates believe he was a controlling asshole of a husband, or he could talk to them about things that Shane would probably prefer to keep to himself. He knew how private his husband was, how much time he’d spent cultivating a very particular image of himself to the world. An image of himself that only Ilya and a few other people were ever able to see behind.

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    Wyatt Hayes and the rest of the Ottawa Centaurs find out that Shane Hollander isn’t exactly what they’d imagined.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    Shane decides to give Ilya space. He’ll call when he’s ready. So Shane accepts an offer from one of his endorsements to fly to Washington ahead of his team for a promotional shoot and tries to be patient. When his plane goes down in the mountains, Ilya struggles to find hope and isn’t sure how he’ll live in a world without Shane in it.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    Shane has been covering up his soulmark for as long as Ilya has known him.
    Ilya doesn't have a soulmark at all.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    Shane and Ilya work at Crowell and Associates Marketing Firm. They have never worked together because their work styles are completely incompatible. A project forces them to spend more time together and explore whether or not they can actually get along.

    OR

    Ilya is a little shit just because he wants Shane's attention, what happens when he finally gets it?

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    14 Apr 2026

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