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  1. Public Bookmark 18

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    Shoto is getting so sick, he can't do it anymore. Everything is too much. Nobody helps him for the real reason, not that he asked to.

    Will he be able to recover in time ? Will he die ?

    - this fanfic start when shoto is already heavily touch by anorexia. At a low bmi. He’s also 168cm lmao

    - this fanfic have specific weight and bmi.

    - if you're triggered by low bmi and reality of living at a very very low bmi. Pls don't read.

    ALSO: this fanfic is about MY personal experience from mental anorexia. Every experience is different, you don't need to have a low BMI to be struggling. I am talking about me, just with shoto's character as we have lots in common.

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    26 Mar 2026

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    11

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    Todoroki has an eating disorder. His classmates watch him walking around on thin ice trying to pretend everything is okay. Class 1-A is there to support him, but will they be able to intervene before it's too late?

    Not Canon Compliant!

    TW: Eating disorders, graphic descriptions of purging, talks of weight/calories mentioned, past child abuse

    *Completed on 9/26/24, Edits/Added Content Chapters 1-13 on 11/26/24

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    22 Mar 2026

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    chapter 14
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    How to put it? If he admitted to them that anything was going on at all, he’d have to admit it to himself. He’d have to address that there is a problem there which he needs space and time to deal with. But it was easier to just go about thinking that there wasn’t an issue. Because if there was, then Shouto might lose control of his mind and emotions, which are kept well-checked. He doesn’t want to dig up anything from where it’s so neatly buried.

    ...

    UA holds a class teaching the heroes how to recognize the signs of child abuse. Todoroki is less than pleased with this; now that the whole class knows what to look out for, they’re starting to notice some things Todoroki would rather keep buried.

    **CHECK TAGS AND AUTHOR'S NOTES FOR TRIGGER WARNINGS**

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    10 Mar 2026

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    chapter 2
    taken to hospital after trying to attempt
    took pills and cut

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    Todoroki's under a whole ton of stress between his father's expectations and everyone else's. Everyone seems to have an idea of how he should act except him. In his own head he's simply a tool, a well sharpened weapon for his father to wield. He's not used to people. Not used to the whispers and rumors and bullying. Not to mention Aizawas's check ins.

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    Todoroki's stressed, kids are jerks, Endeavor's an abusive dick and Aizawa knows something's up, and he will get to the bottom of it.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Depression has slowly stalked Deku for the past year or so. Hiding in the shadows like a panther— it never leaves his mind. He had managed to keep it at bay after getting one for all. However, after all might lost his power, and the stress of being the true successor started to press in on him from all sides, the haunting darkness began to creep back into Deku's chest and clutch his heart with sharp claws.

    There’s only one thing that can keep the crowding emptiness away.

    The kiss of a blade and the bite of a cut.

    After years of being careful, you’d think Deku would know not to go too deep. But what were to happen if one day in a blur of emotions and a haze of emptiness he dug too far down? The ugliness of his true self was spilled out for everyone to see. How can he hide himself any longer if his insides were carved out? If the gazes of his friends and teachers turned from admiration to horror.

    If one day—he went too deep.

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    02 Jan 2026

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    chapter 16
    deli kills himself at end slits wrist
    aizawa comes and realises don’t know if alive