lemongee
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- Video Blogging RPF (3)
- Fall Out Boy (1)
- Men's Hockey RPF (1)
- Bandom (1)
- Minecraft (Video Game) (1)
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“Dude--” Rempe starts. He’s kind of laughing though, like this is all so fucking funny, and Gabe glares at him, hard enough to kill. “You’re kind of bitchy, huh?” Rempe asks.
“Shut the fuck up.” Gabe hisses. “Like, actually shut up, you do not want to fuck with me right now.”
“Okay, big guy.” Rempe grins slowly, blood drying in flakes around his nostrils.
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They climb into the car and Sapnap feels quiet. He feels like Nick. So he closes his eyes, listens to his mom as she hums to 89.3, and tries his hardest not to think about Karl. Coming here. Tomorrow. He squeezes his eyes shut tightly until sunspots burst, reform, and burst again.
Or Sapnap invites Karl to his family's home for Christmas, and he feels...ways about it.
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Baby Boy Can't Lift His Headache Head (Isn't it Tragic?) by lemongee
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Fall Out Boy, Bandom
12 Jun 2023
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George is walking around, calling for Sapnap, voice frantic and loud, grating against his ears. Dream taps furiously at his phone, no doubt trying to contact his friend. But Karl just sits and stares, sound waving in and out tinnily, just unnatural enough to make him dizzy.
He’s already drunk, and the unpleasant fear lurching in his chest doesn’t make it any better. He gingerly places his hand, still covered in wine, on the cushion beside him, just to make sure.
It's still warm.
Or, Sapnap gets thrown back in time, and his friends have to go find him.
Or, Or, Pete adopts another twenty-something, and Patrick's just along for the ride.
Or, Or, Or, I force my two favorite things onto you poor readers. Sorry.
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An Existentialist Recall by lemongee
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game)
14 Feb 2022
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More often than not, Tommy forgets how to be Tom. He forgets what he’s actually interested in, forgets how to talk to people without raising his voice or pitching it low, scraping it on the edges of his rough persona. The persona he still wears like a bracelet, one that’s fraying and shredded nearly to bits.
It’s almost transparent how much he hates it, now.
Almost.
Or, a study of a loud kid who isn't really a kid anymore, and how he deals with growing up both too fast and not enough all at once. A study of having the worlds eyes on you when you wanted nothing more than to be looked at by your parents, or your friends, or maybe just your dogs. It’s about friendship, and loss, and learning how to be okay with yourself when you aren’t the best person in the world. It’s about lying and growing and being honest; about anger and self hatred and maybe self love, too. Somewhere.
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All his life, Macklin Celebrini believed control was strength. Omegas didn’t thrive in hockey. They survived. Then came the Sharks, a team that refused to let him disappear behind his composure, and Will Smith, whose steady presence made hiding feel impossible. In a world that sees omegas as fragile, Mack learns that vulnerability can be its own kind of strength.
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a love so real by queerofcups
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
14 Oct 2025
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The camera always wants to pour more light onto him, leave Dan in a dark little shadow, basking in Phil’s rays blah blah blah but also, like, it sucks for the purposes of making a decent fucking video.
Bookmarked by lemongee
14 Oct 2025
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god. im always gonna remember where i was bro october 13 u will go down in history........
this was so fucking like. surreal to read. bc its been blessed by dan.......and it's rpf but also like rp...i. for interpretation. because its lowkey real. just oh my god im so fucking proud of them idk man. turned 23 and had the best day of my life where i saw pierce the veil and then this shit happens two days later. lifes a circle but a really really fucking beautiful one.
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“It could be nice. Right? We could get a cool house, and like, a dog. Or two, maybe. Have you seen those golf simulators? We could get one of those. And I want a pool.”
“Mack.”
Silence, thick and striking.
“Just imagine it,” Mack whispers, “Just pretend for a minute, okay? We aren’t getting married, I know, it’s fucking stupid. But just, like, pretend.”
“It’s really late, dude. We need to sleep.”
“What kind of mattress would we have?” He asks.
He can’t help it. He has to pry, he has to dig his fingers into the cracks and pull it all apart.
Bookmarked by lemongee
01 Oct 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
this just simultaneously healed and ripped my heart out. had a pretty rough day and it made me feel warm and seen and nice. mack's excuses to go to wills room, how he pushes and keeps asking questions is just so Him i about died. so so good
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Will and Macklin are rookie hockey players on the same team, navigating their growing friendship while Mack deals with his identity and recent breakup. As they spend more time together, Mack realizes his feelings for Will, who reciprocates. Their relationship shifts from friendship to romance, helping them both grow as players and individuals throughout the season.
Bookmarked by lemongee
17 Sep 2025
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really well written, has some awesome dialogue moments. loved the scene on wills car, and just all of will in this honestly. he was the perfect guiding hand for an unsure mack
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Ninety percent of everyone's problems could be solved by a robot that just texted NO to hockey players on a regular basis. Unfortunately, Sidney didn't have a robot.
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Bookmarked by lemongee
15 Sep 2025
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this was the first hrpf i ever read and i Cannot believe it isnt bookmarked like.....thank u markwardo thank u knighttracer thank u sidgeno