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  1. Rec 74

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    “Shh, do not be embarrassed, Haasy.” Ilya cups the rookie’s jaw in one hand as he squeezes his cock in the other. “Hollander likes what he sees. Maybe he wants you for himself. But he wants a lot of things he does not deserve.”

    Ilya’s smile is cold and cruel.

    “Should we make him watch, Haasy? Show him what he is missing?”

    Haas is whining now, grinding against Ilya’s hand. It’s pathetic and desperate and unbearably hot—just the kind of thing Shane used to do for Ilya. He locks eyes with Ilya, sees the challenge in his gaze, bright and defiant. The growing hardness between his legs. Proof that Shane isn't the only one who can do this to him anymore.

    This is his punishment.

    (Canon-divergent TLG. Shane and Ilya broke up after their Christmas fight because Shane wasn't ready to come out. Four months later, Shane sneaks into Ilya’s backyard in Ottawa and sees more than he bargained for—Luca Haas, on his knees for Ilya. He gets caught watching, and an angsty, messy threesome follows. There will be a Hollanov happily-ever-after...eventually!)

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    17 Apr 2026

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    ch 2 | he's done miracles on me

  2. Rec 19

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    “Drinking?” Ilya asked.

    Shane met Ilya’s eyes and shook his head slightly. “Uh, no. I don’t drink.”

    Ilya blew a raspberry. “Boring.”

    Shane rolled his eyes. “Not really.”

    “Very boring, Hollander. Sex?”

    Shane flushed bright red at that. “W-what?” His eyes were wide, like he’d never heard the word sex before.

    Maybe he hadn’t? Ilya didn’t know much about these Mormon people.

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    Shane and Ilya are roommates playing hockey for Boston College. Ilya is happy to be free from Russia. Shane is a very anxious, stressed, and closeted Mormon boy who is trying to pray the gay away.

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    06 Mar 2026

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    ch 2 | insert billions must smile woyjak here

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    Rose volunteers for a nonprofit that rescues sex-trafficked omegas, and Shane thinks it's a great cause. He even attends their fundraising galas.

    Then, one night, Rose calls to ask for a favor: She wants Shane to let a recently-rescued male omega live with him. In his apartment.

    His name is Ilya, Rose explains, and the thing is, despite omega hormone levels, he acts and smells just like an alpha. He can't keep staying in an omega group home because he's scaring the other omegas and endangering the staff.

    But he could live with Shane, Rose insists. "You're a big strong alpha hockey player, so he can't intimidate you physically. But also he needs to feel safe, which he can with you, because you're not like other alphas." She pauses. "You know?"

    By which she means Shane has never had a full rut, his scent glands barely work, he can't form a knot, and he has no interest in sticking his dick in anyone. Which, whatever. It's fine.

    But if being a failure as an alpha means he can help this omega, Ilya, who's apparently as much of a biological anomaly as Shane is…

    Shane says yes.

    And maybe it's a stupid decision. But he knows that it's also the right one.

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    23 Mar 2026

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    ch 9 | this is my first foray into the omega ilya meal deal so im kinda nervous

  4. Rec 72

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    When he looks back at the beginning, he doesn’t think he would change a thing.

    Maybe just the fact that they lost so much time.

    Can it all really change in an instant?

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    12 Mar 2026

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    ch 16 | accidental bitching is a very intriguing thing to me

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    The wolf beneath Shane's skin is not some committed leader, intent on controlling others. Yes, his designation fits well with his need to protect those he loves. To protect innocents. But, his alpha status is not the same caliber as Ilya Rozanov's.

            In this moment, it's both good and bad news. If Ilya manages to do what his brother has tasked him with, Shane won't suffer too much in changing designations. The pride in him is attached to his accomplishments, not whether or not he can pop a knot. But on the other hand, his flexibility practically guarantees that, with enough time and effort, Ilya will succeed. They will end up permanently mated. All because Shane couldn't sleuth stealthily enough.

    Or, Agent Shane Hollander gets caught, cover blown. It's up to Ilya, their confidential informant, to save him. But will the price be worth it?

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    24 Mar 2026

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    ch 18 | im in love with how in depth this worldbuilding is + somehow this ilya feels like he could stare into my soul too and he's not even real 😭😭😭