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  1. Rec 67

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    Cheng Xiaoshi went wherever life took him. The more active he tried to be, the more he just messed things up for himself, and so he was forced into a passive role. Always following orders, always following what his parents told him, always following what his teachers thought was best for him.

    That's why, for the past three years, Xiaoshi’s life had consisted of attending highschool, studying in the library, getting tutored until dinnertime, eating, and passing out. Day by day. Three years long.

    Well, he’d managed to get into the most prestigious university…in Bridon.

    Eight thousand kilometres away from Guidu, and he barely spoke the language. Yet he had to complete a nursing degree in English.

    [Cheng Xiaoshi just left China for the first time in his life to study four years abroad. Feeling completely isolated, he's more than ecstatic to find Lu Guang, another Chinese person living in Bridon. Over the years, they prove to be inseparable and seem to be the only two to really find comfort in each other]

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    30 Sep 2026

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    hi hi hi i love this so much i love the characterization i love the plot i love the representation i love i love i loveeee this fic

    author did so well establishing the issues cxs (and lg) face. none of it seemed too exaggerated, and neither were they too less in comparision to the impact. it's also very accurate to the real-world, which was very admirable.

    character development was great, too! we love characters who grow and learn from their experiences!!

  2. Rec 16

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    noun: a thing that has already happened or been decided before those affected hear about it, leaving them with no option but to accept it.

     

     "It was never a choice for you, was it." Cheng Xiaoshi says, and it isn't a question, merely an observation. "Going back."

    "No," Lu Guang replies softly. He's quiet for long enough that Cheng Xiaoshi thinks that's all he's going to say on it. He doesn't push.

    "It was just…the next step in a sequence." Lu Guang continues, thoughtful and hesitant, brow furrowed just a bit. "Nothing made sense and then I had two options in front of me, to go forward or…go back. There might as well have only been one." He smiles bitterly, eyes unfocused and staring at something that Cheng Xiaoshi can't see. "You'd think after so many resets I would have it in me to at least consider the other option, but it's the same every time. I can't—I don't know how to—to live in a world without you in it. You weren't in it anymore, so I went back." And it's just that simple.

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    25 Sep 2026

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    this is really well written i love the tension during and after their fight (i also hate it at the same time because then i start crying from the angst... yes i cried reading this)
    i love author was able to perfectly capture the feelings and mood... so that it hits right where it hurts. i mean, what? who said that
    ok now please we need fluff!!!! more!!! fluff!! /silly /lh

  3. Rec 20

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    White Claw has wanted change for as long as he could remember. In a world ruled by unchecked power, he stepped into the shadows to punish those who abused it accepting the title of villain if that’s what it took.

    As an omega, he was never meant to fight back. Yet he did. He never expected to trust alphas, let alone see a few of them as family.

    But others are moving in the dark, treating lives like chess pieces. And if they threaten the peace he's trying to complete, White Claw is ready to become the the villian he's claimed to be to protect those he cares about.

    Because every clock has two sides...
    and not every villain is truly wrong... especially when more that one person is two faced.....

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    26 Sep 2026

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    i forgot to bookmark this but anyway.

    this is sooo well written! i love how lg refuses to conform to the 'traditional ways'. i also love how in each universe, au, or even in canon, cxs is his source of inspiration and hope, it's so sweet!
    i love this sm

  4. Rec *

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    Tired of being hit on, Lu Guang embarks on a fake relationship with Cheng Xiaoshi - all while investigating a kidnapping ring, lying to everyone they know, and trying to Make More Money™.

    (A.K.A. just another typical day at the photo studio.)

    -- In which they’re both far too enthusiastic about pretend-dating, and the line between reality and fiction gets blurred

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    24 Sep 2026

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    holy peak oh my god.
    this was a whole rollercoaster ride IN THE BEST WAY POSSIBLE!!
    the characterizations are on point, the plot is plotting, AND SHIGUANG IS SHIGUANG!!!
    i really, really love the little details and references to canon, it's so meaningful <3 if li haoling pulls some crazy depressing ending, i'm going to think back to this fic and simply gaslight myself into thinking that this is the true ending of link click (it is trust me)
    i also love the little comics (and fanart!) that appear for some of the chapters, they're all so cute!
    hi hi hi uh i forgot what else i wanted to add but anyway this was such a good read...

  5. Rec 35

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    Cheng Xiaoshi’s hands have once again begun to wander, slipping underneath the hem of Lu Guang’s shirt and leaving a trail of goosebumps everywhere his fingers brush. He places his hands on Cheng Xiaoshi’s wrists in warning, but makes no move to actually stop him.

    “Don’t mind me,” Cheng Xiaoshi murmurs, his breath hot against Lu Guang’s neck, sending a shiver down the latter’s spine. “Keep talking about your book.”

    cheng xiaoshi is curious about what lu guang has been reading lately

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    23 Sep 2026

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    im. i. i dont know what to comment on. cxs being absolutely shameless? i already point that out enough.