15 Works by lim0n4de
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The room is quiet.
Too quiet.
It’s the first thing Buck registers.
Not the pale California sunlight slicing through the blinds, thin, sharp like a paper cut across his vision, not the subtle ache in his spine from the way he twisted in his sleep. Not even the tick of the clock on the wall. No. It’s the quiet that punches through first. Like a WWE punch. Hard and heavy.
It’s not peace. Not calm.
It’s absence. Full-blown absence.
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It's muscle memory. Wake up, message Bobby, go about his day. Except.. Today, he forgot he wouldn't get a response back from Bobby. Never would he gets a response from Bobby again.
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He was convinced to stay. Seriously, he was. But he decided to leave the day after his life crumbled. Again. But this time he stood up for himself, because is he going to stand there and get yelled at for having emotions again? Hell no! He wasn't going to stand there and be shunned (again) for being a human and having emotions, for actually allowing himself to crack open and release a small amount of his emotions like he's allowed to.
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It was almost disturbing, how life had a cruel way of repeating itself. Standing there, heart hammering against his ribs, Eddie couldn’t help but feel like he was being dragged back in time, to the day everything had almost been ripped away from him. To the day he had been the one bleeding out in the middle of chaos.
Only this time, it wasn’t Eddie on the ground.
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- Part 8 of 9-1-1 Buddie Canon
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No Grave Can Hold His Body Down. So Don't Allow Your Memories To Hold You Down. by lim0n4de
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
25 Apr 2025
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"I Love You, Kid"
"They're Gonna Need You"
"You're Gonna Be Okay, Buck, Remember That"
Those words played on his mind like a damn record player. Bobby had been dead months now. The funeral came and went quicker than he wanted it to, he made a speech, he tried to convince himself that Bobby was always going to be with him, Maddie had, Athena had, Chimney had. Even Eddie had tried to get him to believe it as soon as they came back (a day after Bobby died, specifically), but he's struggling to believe it. He wants to believe it, but he doesn't want to believe that he is gone.
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Or, Buck's been spiralling since Bobby died. He hasn't stopped.Series
- Part 7 of 9-1-1 Buddie Canon
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Buck stood on the porch, shivering beneath the thin hoodie clinging to his fever-slick skin. He wasn’t sure how long he’d been standing there, just that the familiar shape of Eddie’s front door had started to blur at the edges, his vision swimming from a mix of exhaustion and whatever virus had its claws sunk deep into him.
He had a key. Hell, he practically lived here. His toothbrush was in the bathroom, his favorite hoodie was always tossed somewhere in Chris’ room, and Eddie never stopped reminding him “You don’t knock. You walk in. This is your home too.”
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Or, Buck is sick and Eddie wants to take care of him. Both physically and sexually.Series
- Part 6 of 9-1-1 Buddie Canon
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Buck's emotions were reeling.
His best friend had left for Texas.
Of course, it was for good reason. He wanted to be with his son.
But that doesn't mean he couldn't be hurt.
He was allowed to be.
The one person who said he wouldn't leave had left him.
It's all to familiar really.
And so, the only logical thing he can do?
Act like he's fine (as to not worry everyone else around him). But die on the inside.
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Or, Eddie leaves for El Paso. And Buck has 3 accidents in the 6 months Eddie's been gone.Series
- Part 3 of 9-1-1 Buddie Confession
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He Knows Everybody's Disapproval, I Should've Worshipped Him Sooner by lim0n4de
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
21 Apr 2025
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Buck sits at the far end of the table in the 118 firehouse, the flickering overhead lights almost mocking the silence in the room. His fingers tap lightly against the table, a nervous rhythm he can’t stop, the sound of it strangely loud in the otherwise quiet space.
It’s just another day, another shift, but everything feels different now. The hum of the coffee machine and the soft murmur of conversations in the kitchen area are the only sounds filling the space. Buck glances over at Hen, Chimney, and Bobby, who are talking quietly amongst themselves. They don’t look his way. They don’t acknowledge his presence.
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Or, Post-Lawsuit Buck is excluded and breaks.Series
- Part 5 of 9-1-1 Buddie Canon
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He's stuck. Pinned beneath a slab of concrete that feels like it weighs more than a truck. His radio is crushed somewhere under the wreckage—he can’t reach it, can’t even turn his head far enough to check. His chest rises in shallow, ragged gasps, each breath harder than the last. The air’s thick with dust, choking, dry. It scrapes at his throat like sandpaper, and he can feel the panic starting to creep in, tight and hot in his chest.
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Or, debris topples on top of Buck after saving Bobby. No one notices. Not for a few hours.Series
- Part 4 of 9-1-1 Buddie Canon
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Buck dropped the lawsuit, Bobby allowed him back.
Except, now they're all ignoring him. Making snarky comments towards him. 'Forgetting' to make him dinner on his shifts.So he snaps. And they get the reality check they need.
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- Part 2 of 9-1-1 Buddie Confession
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Eddie wants Chris, Eddie's Parents want to restart with a new son.
Buck refuses to allow that to happen.
⚠️TW⚠️ Homophobic Slurs
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- Part 1 of 9-1-1 Buddie Confession
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+** 07*** 76**** (Peter):
Hey Ev, long time no see.
Look, I'm sorry for cutting all contact with you and Maddie but I'm sorry. I didn't mean to cut you off but.. life changes, yk?
Please message me back. Maddie is, kind of.
She's replying ever few minutes
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Or, Peter Parker is actually Peter Buckley. And Eddie is jealousSeries
- Part 3 of 9-1-1 Buddie Canon
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The 118 A-Shift + Athena & Maddie are at the Zoo.
Where they meet Buck's Season 1 Therapist.
Old feelings are bought back up, and arrest is made and some fluff!
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One moment Buck, Chim, and Eddie were on the ladder. The next? He doesn't know. It was literally a flash. He felt energy coursing through him, as if he had just chugged 12 cans of the Mango Flavoured Monster. He thought he felt himself fall but he isn't sure. He can't see, that's most he knows. And everything else is slowly going quiet. He doesn't know why. Rain is hitting his face. He hates it. It tastes salty. He hates salt, it's bitter. It's gross. Where is everyone? Why are they all quiet? Are they hiding something? He doesn't know but he wants to.
Everything is silent up until he hears his boyfriend. His boyfriend, yet he has a panicked voice.
"BUCK!"
Is what he hears before succumbing to the darkness and nothing else registers.
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Or, My take on s06xe10. If Buddie was canon.
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- Part 2 of 9-1-1 Buddie Canon
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Where There Is A Fire, There Is Gonna Be A Flame. Where There is a Flame, Someone's Bound To Get Burned. by lim0n4de
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
12 Apr 2025
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His head was pounding. His vision? Blurry. He could hear panicked screams. He doesn't understand.
Why?
Why him?
Why did he have to be crushed by the fire truck?
Why did he have to fight to save people during a tsunami while he himself was on blood thinners?
Why did he have to get hit by this truck?
It makes no sense to him. It was always his fault though.
This lawsuit? He started it because he didn't have the patience to wait to get his job back. His fault.
His sister leaving? His fault. He wasn't enough for her.
Loosing Christopher? His fault. He shouldn't have let him go.
It's always going to be his fault. And now he's finally paying the consequences.
But he thinks.
He thinks how he's never going to walk back into his boyfriend's arms and apologise for the whole lawsuit fiasco. How he's never going to be able to hold Christopher as tight as can.
And it's his fault. His. Fault.
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Or, after Buck denies the millions of "Bucks", he gets into a crash.
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- Part 1 of 9-1-1 Buddie Canon