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  1. Summary

    Short stories and One Shots inspired by songs that hit me hard...and soft ;)

    Song list:
    Men I Trust - Unlike Anything
    Billie Eilish - everything I wanted
    Skylar Gray - Words

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  1. Public Bookmark 62

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    JARVIS is gone, most of The Avengers have up and vanished, there's a crazy lunatic named The Winter Soldier haunting the streets; Steve is stupidly going after him, and Tony has a raging fever.

    He was busy trying, and admittedly overworking himself, to figure out one of the new drug compounds that HYDRA had gotten a hold of.

    It was proving useless since he didn't even have a sample of the content inside it. We'll, that's if you don't count the mutation already being inside him.

    Or, Steve wants many things and decides to take matters into his own hands.

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    26 Nov 2025

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    Chapter 3

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    Steve Rogers isn't gay.
    Steve Rogers is straight, and he fucks men when he needs to. One day, though, he knows he will settle down with a woman. He really will.

    Then a serial killer starts murdering everyone Steve Rogers has ever slept with. On that list are 11 men. One of them is Tony Stark. And suddenly, Steve is confronted with a reality that is very far removed from the idyllic one he created in his head. With the looming threat of public exposure; the harsh memories of a childhood he worked so desperately to forget; and the terrifying countdown until their murderer reaches the Avengers Tower all crushing down on him at once, Steve is forced to not only figure out who the hell is behind the killings - but also to reckon with the kind of man he wants to be once he makes it out of this.

    If he makes it out of this.

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    15 May 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Finished, 10/10. Chapter 14 🙂‍↕️

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    Bucky Barnes has a lot to contend with in the 21st century. One difficult task after another is laid out in front of him: managing his new found freedom, attending therapy and working through his trauma. It's a struggle, but recovery is not a straight line, as his therapist so often likes to remind him.

    He has to navigate this friendship / relationship / whatever it is with Sam all the while managing his guilt and shame for his years as the Winter Soldier, and his grief over Steve's death. Then of course there’s these new super soldiers that have appeared out of nowhere that have to be dealt with, along with the frustrating inclusion of new faces, like Walker, and the familiar, like Zemo.

    And then there is another task, one that sometimes seems to be the most difficult task of all: learning to be kind to his past self.

    Rewrite / fix it of TFATWS – you do not need to read the other parts of this series, this works as a standalone. Pre TFATWS to about three months after the series ends. Not just a rehash of the TV series, I like to bounce off canon and do my own thing. I generally update fortnightly.

    Series
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    316,703
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    61/75
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    02 Jun 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    chapter 8

  4. Public Bookmark 1

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    Ed’s driving is really quite bad.

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    25 Mar 2020

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  5. Public Bookmark 2

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    While Ed and Winry spend time apart, Ed decides to write to Winry.

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    25 Mar 2020

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