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    “More,” Rozanov grunts in English, but Shane is transfixed on the bead of sweat rolling down his temple, down to his tense jaw. “Say more, Hollander.”

    “Mm, more–”

    “No, more– Блять–”

    “No more?”

    “Ни хрена себе– Say more Russian, Hollander.”

    or, Shane knows how to say about four words in Russian, and Ilya loses his mind

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    06 Aug 2026

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    “So, Ilya—”

    “I think you should call me Mr. Rozanov,” Ilya interrupts him, not three seconds in. “Is more professional. You wanted this interview to be completely professional, didn’t you, Shane Hollander?”

    Shane tries not to shudder at the way his name sounds through Ilya’s deep, velvety-smooth voice.

    “I am not calling you Mr. Rozanov.”

    “Mmm, yes, like that. Now say it again, but a bit sweeter.”

    “If you’re going to be a fucking asshole, we might as well not do this,” Shane snaps.

     

    OR - Shane Hollander is an ambitious sports management student with dreams of becoming a renowned NFL analyst. Ilya Rozanov is cocky, aggravating, and happens to be the country’s best college football athlete.

    When Shane is forced to do a report on Ilya for his senior project, resisting his charms should be easy. Ilya is everything he can’t stand. Unfortunately for him, the laws of attraction are rarely that simple.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    The summer of 1999 is an important one for Shane Hollander. It’s the summer before his senior year in college and before he goes into the NHL draft. It’s the last long summer vacation he’s going to get to enjoy at his family’s vacation home in Italy before he goes pro. It’s the summer he’s finally going to figure out enjoying sex with girls.

    And it’s the summer he falls in love for the first time.

    Unfortunately for Shane, the person he falls in love with is a) a man, b) annoyingly mysterious and c) going back to Russia in the fall, where Shane might never see him again.

    A story of first loves, first heartbreaks, and what happens when your sexy summer fling might just be the love of your life.

    (or, how Shane Hollander learned to stop worrying and love (Ilya Rozanov's) dick one summer in Italy)

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    A Call Me by Your Name remix, in the key of Hollanov. Featuring: a smaller age gap (than in CMBYN)! The erotics of water drinking and fruit eating! Tiny bathing suits and billowy shirts! Yuna and David are around too! You do not need to have seen/read CMBYN to read this!

    Part 2 now complete!

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    15 Jul 2026

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    23 years ago, during a long hot summer in Italy, Shane Hollander fell in love for the first and only time in his life. Now, he and his family are heading back to their Italian summer home for one last gathering. Recently retired from the NHL, learning to live with the teenaged son he found out about six months ago, and carting around his father's ashes because his mother has nightmares about losing them in baggage check, Shane is struggling to find his footing in a post-hockey life he never imagined. And he's definitely not interested in romance or a relationship.

    Which is too bad, because Ilya Rozanov has a plane ticket to Italy, his therapist's approval, and one mission: finally tell Shane Hollander how he feels about him.

    A story of first loves and second chances, heartbreak and healing, and getting your groove back.

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    Part 2 of a series—read part 1 first!

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    15 Jul 2026

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    15 Jul 2026

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    a hockey injury makes ilya curious

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    01 Jul 2026

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    shane craves the kind of intensity that his happy, long-term relationship simply cannot provide. ilya lives next door with his boyfriend, and wants shane anyway.

    (or, two couples! one apartment building! and infidelity!)

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    28 Jun 2026

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    “You fucking knocked me up.”

    There’s a pause before the corner of Rozanov's mouth tilts up, words nearly purring through his grin. “Ah. You are trying to turn me on, yes?”

    or: Shane gets pregnant. Unfortunately the father is Ilya Rozanov, the bane of his existence.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander are best friends. This is an undisputed fact that anyone who knows them could tell you. But the growing pains of adolescence, peer pressure, and the horrifying act of figuring yourself out often get in the way of even of the strongest friendships.

    Vignettes of a friendship, heartbreak, teenaged bullshit, and the love that grows and changes with two people who can't seem to let it go.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    11 Jun 2026

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    “Hello,” Ilya repeats, still kind of stuck on those freckles.

    “Hi?” the man says.

    “Hi,” Ilya says—again.

    Oh god, he's said hello three times now. He should literally say anything else. His name, probably. His phone number, preferably.

    “Hi,” Ilya says again, because he can’t help it. “I am—”

    “Are you Nick?” the man asks, and it comes out as a breathless sound.

    OR: Shane gets stood up on a blind date, and Ilya comes to the rescue, and proceeds to make a series of questionable decisions.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    08 Jun 2026

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Stranger: a/s/l
    You: What?
    Stranger: age sex location
    You: Oh.
    You: 24, Male, Canada
    You: You?
    Stranger: 24m usa
    You: Do you like hockey?

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    02 Jun 2026

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    something something toxic hollanov, a little ooc, very steamy makeup/hate sex.

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    29 May 2026

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    “Okay boys!” Kelly called brightly. “Could we just get a handshake now?”

    One final shot. Thank God.

    Ilya extended his hand lazily, but his eyes dragged over Shane in a way that made his stomach flip unpleasantly. Or pleasantly. He couldn’t tell. Was Ilya flirting?

    No. He couldn’t possibly—

    Shane inhaled sharply and grabbed Ilya’s hand. Their palms met with an audible smack. Shane squeezed with every ounce of strength he had.

    “We’re going to destroy you this season,” he said through his teeth. He meant it. Every fiber of him meant it.

    Ilya didn’t wince. If anything, his smile deepened. “I can handle you,” he replied quietly.

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    The college situationship AU from HELL.

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    29 May 2026

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    It takes some time for Shane to notice.

    With three kids, they are busy, so it’s not surprising when Shane doesn’t observe at first. Shane and Ilya are both forty-five years old, and they have such full lives that sometimes time feels like a cruel joke. They’re busy, and always on the go, and blindingly happy.

    Shane tells himself this is why it takes him so long to realize. 

    That lately, Ilya’s gone quieter during their evening nighttime routine before bed. When they shower and brush their teeth, Shane meticulously flossing between each molar while Ilya sort of haphazardly takes care of his own business, that Ilya doesn’t joke or laugh as much as usual. When they shower, he lets Shane get out first every time, and spends a little extra moment to himself. That he doesn’t lean in to let Shane card his hands through his hair anymore, and he used to love the feeling of that.

     

    -- or, a study of aging beside the person you love, via hollanov--

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    29 May 2026

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    A missing tooth. A standard hockey emergency.

    When a brutal elbow leaves Shane Hollander spitting blood on the ice, he lands immediately in the hands of the opposing team's dentist.

    Shane thinks the dentist saw a cavity. The dentist knows he saw a secret.

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    29 May 2026

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    “This is everything you’ve ever wanted, man,” Hayden continues. He grabs Shane by the shoulders, shaking him lightly, “The dream life, and it’s just waiting for you at the end of that aisle. So, you need to get it together. Rose is waiting for you.”

    The dream life.

    With his wife. A white-picket fence. Babies. Rose Landry and Shane Hollander, the perfect couple, riding off into the sunset.

    But if Shane could choose, he’d choose differently.

    Or, the missing years, from Shane's POV.

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    29 May 2026

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    "Bear Ilya" this. "Shane with a pussy" that.

    What if Shane was a #healedindividual when it came to food and his body and Ilya gets so hard at the sight of bulking season Shane that he almost passes out? What then?

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    28 May 2026

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