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  1. Rec 7

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    Namgyu doesn’t like being angry all the time. He hates that it eats at him like this, but it does.

    “Shit,” he corrects himself under his breath, “get it together.”

    He wipes his face with the back of his snow-sprinkled coat sleeve, and everything feels so rotten and irredeemable that he has half the mind to just lie down right now, here in the tall snow, and let it cover him.

    It’s December and Namgyu is having a hard time.

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    13 Dec 2025

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  2. Public Bookmark 35

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    Thanos notices that his younger brother is getting bullied. So, he promises him that he will beat the shit out of the guy who keeps pestering him.

    They made a simple plan, Minsu lures the bully into an alley way where Thanos is at so he can teach the prick a lesson about messing with Minsu.

     

    Everything was going smoothly until he made eye contact with the bully, Thanos felt his heart thump hard against his ribs, he felt a pang through his heart. Like an arrow from Cupid himself.

     

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    Thanos falls MADLY in love with his brothers bully and tries his best to "fix" him and even out his relationship with his brother at the same time.

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    25 Nov 2025

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  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    Thanos wipes the tears off of his face and clears his throat, “Yeah, yeah, I’m good! Go back to sleep, Nam-su, I’ll be back in a little.” His voice embarrassingly cracks probably 2 times.

    There’s a few moments of silence.

    “Uh, are you sure? You don’t sound good, hyung.”

    “I am! Just go back to sleep.”

    “No, let me in.”

    “I’m alright, Nam-su! Seriously! Just go back to sleep, alright!”

    “Let me in, Su-bong! I’m not fucking stupid!”

    or basically nam-gyu takes care of thanos after a relapse

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    24 Nov 2025

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  4. Rec 4

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    Namgyu doesn’t make a habit of eating healthy, that was until Subong decided to turn it into a game.

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    18 Nov 2025

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  5. Public Bookmark 16

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    Under the replies of that last weird post, there was a comment that caught his attention.

    @YYY: ISN'T THAT NAMGYUS SHIRT IN THE SELFIE? #THANGYU CRUMBS??

    What the fuck was Thangyu?

    Thanos came across something new and isn't afraid to check it out.

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    17 Nov 2025

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  6. Public Bookmark 2

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    What.The.Fuck.

    Why was Thanos here? He didn't even live in this area! Did he have a new partner who lived close to Nam-gyu? In that case why was he dating someone new so soon? Nam-gyu had almost sworn to celibacy after they broke up. He's fairly certain he's destined to live the rest of his life alone.

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    Nam-gyu's almost certain he's moved on from Thanos, atleast that's what he tells his therapist. But when he spots Thanos in the park on the way home, his pent up emotions might get the best of him.

    Inspired by Sabrina Carpenters song "Tornado Warnings"

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    16 Nov 2025

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  7. Rec 4

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    “Hey, Gyu?” Thanos looks at him pointedly. He pushes his food around with his chopsticks. Gyu is reserved only for when he’s really trying to butter him up.

    Nam-gyu’s head turns. “What?”

    “I, uh, actually had a question.”

    “Okay?” He raises an eyebrow. “You don’t need to announce it. Just ask. Nothing’s ever stopped you from talking before.” He nudges him, playful.

    “Yeah, but—” He stops himself, takes a deep breath. “Okay. I guess I just wanted to ask you about your drawer. In the bedroom.”

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    Upon discovering what Nam-gyu has been hiding, Thanos confronts him.

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    07 Nov 2025

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  8. Rec 10

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    Nam-gyu rises slowly to his feet. His body is so heavy. He is afraid that it will give out at any moment. Thanos, too, stands, knife red to the hilt. Oh, Thanos, Nam-gyu thinks, and he wants to cry. He looks so exhausted. So unlike himself. It takes everything in him not to rush over, to wipe the blood off of his beautiful face, to kiss the weariness away, to take his hand and say, ‘Enough of this, now, let’s go home.’

    Thanos swallows. Gives him that look. Guilty. And he knows. It dawns on him suddenly, and he is filled with dread. 

    He steps backward. His own knife is heavy in his hand. He holds it out, as if this will protect him from anything at all. 

    “It’s gonna be that way, baby?” Thanos asks, voice low. “You want it this way?”

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    Nam-gyu and Thanos make it to the game's final round.

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    07 Nov 2025

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  9. Public Bookmark 1

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    "All his money, everything that was supposed to make his life better. Gone. This was supposed to change his life for the better, supposed to be a fresh start. This was supposed to work.

    Why does nothing ever work?"

     

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    After Thanos loses all his money to a crypto scam and gets caught taking heroin, he attempts suicide. However, instead of the salesman stopping him, what if it was someone else?

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    07 Nov 2025

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  10. Public Bookmark 16

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    Navigating teenagehood through anger, religious guilt and suppressed feelings leaves Thanos always on the hunt for the next high. But who would have thought that the ultimative high would not come in form of a colorful pill, but in form of a slender teenage boy with long, black hair and sparkling eyes? And why should something that feels so fucking good be his biggest sin?

    Nam-gyu is on his last year of high school. He has never been the popular kind, neither has he been an outcast. Just living a normal life is good enough for him. Though, he has to admit, it becomes really boring after some time. Just when he expects it the least, an opportunity to live a little presents itself right in front of him. A boy with bright purple hair and a cocky smile finally brings color into Nam-gyu's plain life. Until a rainbow of destruction washes over him and threathens to leave nothing behind.

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    06 Nov 2025

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  11. Public Bookmark 8

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    Namgyu is the one who has to gather Thanos’ stuff from his house after he committed suicide.

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    05 Nov 2025

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  12. Rec *

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    Nam-gyu resists the urge to tell him to hurry up. The cold is unrelenting, the type that makes him want to crawl out of his own skin. The lack of clothes certainly doesn’t help with that, and while Nam-gyu can still hear the way Thanos shuffles around, there’s a primal fear within him that he’ll be left behind, tied up and defenseless.

    — — —

    [The games end. The odd sense of partnership that’s unfolded between Thanos and Nam-gyu does not.]

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    25 Oct 2025

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  13. Public Bookmark 42

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    The first thing Nam-gyu thinks when he sees Thanos the great, the rapper, the legend for the first time, is that he dresses fucking awful.

    Nam-gyu’s certainly no fashion expert, but even he knows that wearing such mismatched neon colors is nothing more than an eyesore, especially when it clashes with brightly colored purple hair. The entire setup the guy has going on is a complete mess. Nam-gyu feels a little bit sorry for him, actually.

    — — —

    (A stray cat, quips written on sticky notes, a seedy club with a cruel boss and spiteful co-workers, and a purple haired rapper who seems intent on becoming a fixture in Nam-gyu’s life.

    The moon rises quicker with each passing day, a reminder that time is fleeting.)

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    25 Oct 2025

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  14. Public Bookmark 6

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    These little guys will learn from their past mistakes.

    A team thanos fanfic where characters don’t have a single day of comfort!

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    19 Oct 2025

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  15. Public Bookmark 16

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    🍓🐄🌙 ⋆。°✩ °。⋆ ⋆。°✩ °。⋆ 🌙🐄🍓

    Lucky7: VC and minecraft?

    Thanos420: Yk m always down for that js give me a sec

    Thanos. The Thanos that actually mattered. The reason he refused to call Subong Thanos even for a second, The dude he’d been talking to every night for the past six months. The guy with the smooth voice and annoyingly perfect aim. The same guy who called him “babe” by accident once (and then again, not by accident).

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    Nam-gyu hates that jerk called ‘Choi Subong’ in his class, he also loves his online “situationship” ‘Thanos’, what he doesn’t know though is that: they’re the same person.

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    18 Oct 2025

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  16. Rec 9

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    Nam-gyu tries, and he fucks up, and he fucks up again. And Su-bong continues to love him despite. And perhaps this is what has been missing the whole time: someone to love him unconditionally, through his worst and through his best. To see him as more than his addiction.

    He’s been doing better, as of now. Su-bong, too. They’ve been working on it together. It’s been hard, of course, as all things seem to be for them. But they’re trying.

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    Nam-gyu navigates the immediate changes of his promise to Su-bong.

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    17 Oct 2025

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  17. Public Bookmark 3

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    A few feet away, there was the soft sound of sand crunching under shoes, soft footsteps. He turned to meet the eyes of a stranger with bright hair and an ugly neon orange hoodie.
    The stranger tilted his head and gave a toothy smile; only then did he realize he was staring at him. He immediately averted his gaze and tried to go back to his smoke.

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    Namgyu sits at the beach, early in the morning. Five months into sobriety, he struggles with life in general.
    There a stranger appears, who understands him more than he thinks.

    (Domestic Thangyu week:
    Sober/High/Drunk)

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    17 Oct 2025

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  18. Rec 6

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    The needle drew closer to his vein, just about to push in, when the front door bursting open made him pause to look up. He stared at Thanos in the doorway, arms full of grocery bags, just in time to watch the smile drop from his face as he saw Nam-gyu on the couch, needle in hand.

    "Hey babe. Need help bringing shit in?"

    Thanos scoffed and rolled his eyes, kicking the front door closed behind him. "Yeah, because you're in the state to do anything but veg out on the couch right now."

    "The fuck? What the fuck is that supposed to mean?" Nam-gyu asked, his words lacking the bite he'd usually sink into them in favour of disbelief.

    "What the fuck do you think it means, man?" Thanos retorted, stomping over to the kitchen with a huff and dropping the bags carelessly on the floor. "Look at you. Strung out on the couch and about to shoot up again before your high is even gone, I bet."

    "Like you're one to talk," Nam-gyu mumbled under his breath, squinting at his elbow pit to line the needle riiight up flush to his vein — actually, he wasn't about to let this go just yet.
    — — — — —
    Domestic Thangyu Week
    Day 3: [Cozy]/[Fight] + Day 4: Drunk/[High]/[Sober]

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    16 Oct 2025

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  19. Rec *

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    Su-Bong—better known as Thanos—had been chasing music since he was sixteen. The day his big break came, he didn’t hesitate. He packed his bags, walked out the door, and told his asshole parents to fuck off without a second glance. He had a career to build, a name to make for himself.

    And he did.

    But ten years in the music industry came with more than just success. It came with late nights, bad decisions, and habits that sank their claws into him before he even realized it. What started as a way to keep up, to take the edge off, turned into something worse. Something that followed him long after the high was gone.

    His manager had seen it coming before he did.

    The conversation wasn’t a request. It wasn’t a warning. It was an ultimatum.

    "Get clean. Go to NA. Or you’re done. I’m not watching you destroy yourself."

    For the first time in years, Thanos realized he was standing at a crossroads.

    And for the first time in years… he wasn’t sure which way to go.

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    16 Oct 2025

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  20. Rec 8

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    A phone rings, another message coming in. Immediately, hands clasped onto the phone and turned around.

    “Are you for real right now?” Thanos snaps out instead, “Fucking Myunggi?”

    Shit, okay, he was definitely angry now. And clearly this was on him; he obviously knew Thanos wouldn’t be happy to see them talking since he had hidden it. But he could explain it now, “I’m sorry, I just—“ but, before he could finish, the other immediately pushed off of him and stormed off. “Are you serious? Thanos! Dude, can you at least let me explain—“

    “Are you fucking cheating on me?”

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    Namgyu is stuck trying to help Myunggi get a gift.
    Thanos, king of jumping to conclusions, jumps to conclusions on this.
    (Domestic Thangyu week:
    Fights/Cozy)

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    15 Oct 2025

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