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It was bad enough before, when she was having horny and to some extent fucked-up thoughts about her mentor twenty years her senior. That she could survive, not without some portion of sex dreams and masturbation but still. But after being introduced to a new emergency physician, the poor girl felt like she was being tortured on a daily basis.
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05 Mar 2026
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Set after the events of 2x07, Natalie takes care of Lottie. Feelings between them grow in the midst of survival and starvation.
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15 Feb 2026
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“You know I'm just looking out for you, right?”
She snorted. “Yeah, right. I'm not letting you draw lines on me and feed me your blood, Lottie.”
Lottie’s grip tightened on the cup. Her voice stayed steady when she said, “Something can happen to you if you keep acting like this.”Lottie has multiple visions of Natalie dying and she’s determined to prevent that from happening.
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where Lottie gets so obsessed with keeping Natalie safe she ends up dragging her into cult and Wilderness beliefs.
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06 Feb 2026
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“The thing is, you enjoy it, don’t you?” whispers Lottie. “You enjoy it just as much as I do.”
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High school is over, but Nat’s sadistic, long-term bully has no intentions of letting her slip through her fingers so easily.
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20 Dec 2025
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27 Oct 2025
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wrestle to the ground (god help me now) by betteporterenthusiast
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
03 Mar 2026
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“You’re flirting with me. “ Lottie states simply, shrugging her shoulders as if she was pointing out a fact with no innuendo whatsoever.
“I’m not flirting with you, Mrs. Matthews. “ Nat smiles lazily, tilting on her arm and slowly moves to rest her face in her hand. The movement and new position brings their faces closer together, still a fair amount of space between them but enough to force Lottie to look at her.
“It’s 'Miss', actually. “ Lottie corrects her.
“Well, look who’s flirting now. “
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the one where Natalie is too feral for her own good, and it's Lottie's job to keep her out of trouble.
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the one where Natalie is a rockstar and Lottie is her publicist.
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15 Oct 2025
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Lottie reached out, fingers barely brushing against Natalie’s cheek. “You need this, Nat. We both need this.”
A single tear slid down Natalie’s cheek. Lottie wiped it away, slow and deliberate.
“I know you still feel it too.”
Haunted by the aftermath of Coach Scott’s death and the sting of being dethroned, Nat is consumed by guilt—especially after being forced to butcher him. In a twisted act of mercy, Lottie treats her with the reverence of the queen she once was.
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- Part 2 of LottieNat Weekend 2025
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10 Oct 2025
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A lithe figure comes to a rest against the table she's been forcibly attached to, and Nat can only sit and stare in a state of paralysing shock.
It’s been three and a half years since the last time she’s seen the woman in front of her- yet all Natalie can think about is the fact that the softness in her eyes, once reserved solely for her, has disappeared.
“Hi Lottie,” Nat murmurs. “You look older.”
Natalie Scatorccio walked away from the Yellowjackets syndicate in 1995, and has never looked back since. Unfortunately for her, nothing good lasts forever, and Lottie Matthews has always proved a difficult person to refuse.
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05 Sep 2025
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23 Aug 2025
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Seven months after Lottie Matthews vanished without a trace, she’s found naked and wounded in the middle of a forest, covered in strange symbols and unable to remember anything—except for one thing: Natalie’s name.
When Misty brings her home, the remaining girls from their high school team—Shauna, Jackie, Van, Taissa, and Natalie—reunite, trying to make sense of what happened. But as fragments of the past resurface and reality starts to warp, one thing becomes clear: Lottie’s return is not the end of the mystery, it’s only the beginning.
And Natalie might be the only one who can uncover the truth.
Or the one who buried it.NO CRASH AU
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18 Aug 2025
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“God,” Jackie scoffs as soon as the door swings shut behind the woman, “Are you still being weird about the scent stuff?”
She must have caught a glimpse of Nat’s expression before she could school it into the unassuming smile she often wears at work.
“Okay, I’m not being weird. It’s my, fucking, I don’t know, sense of smell or something. It’s being weird! It’s like it’s… hyper sensitive, it’s not like I’m trying to, like, sniff people.”Bookmarked by lust4ly4e
14 Jul 2025
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It’s the right thing to do, and she cares about Lottie, no matter how much she tries to deny it. Natalie wants to be a better person; she’s realized that much in the last few days. She’s spent her entire life living for some other person, and she wants to spend the rest of it living for herself and actively trying to be a better person. And if that means going through some breathing techniques with her hand on Lottie’s chest, she accepts it. Travis once told her she was a good person, and, even if she doesn’t feel like it most days, the acceptance of his death has pushed her to embrace that side of herself once more.
set after the events of 2x05, when lottie sees the antler queen shadow while in the sharing shack with nat. au where the characters talk about their feelings.
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- Part 1 of show me yours universe
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12 Jul 2025
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Natalie has been hiding her Omega status for years, but after the plane crash leaves her stranded in the wilderness with a dwindling supply of suppressants and a rapidly approaching heat, it’s going to be only a matter of time before everyone (including a certain tall, dark-haired Alpha who is always watching her from afar) to find out.
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Lottie and Nat are ashamed of their respective Alpha and Omega instincts, but they learn to accept themselves, begrudgingly, through each other.
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11 Jul 2025
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Natalie races to feel alive. Lottie fixes things for a living.
Neither of them planned on this little game—
But the photos in the glovebox say otherwise.OR
Racer!Nat comes into Mechanic!Lotties shop to get her brakes fixed, but ends up in a sexually charged, back-and-forth game when she finds a suggestive photo Lottie left in her glovebox.
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09 Jul 2025
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she's waiting for no one (hold on, i'm a block away) by moioy
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
25 Feb 2026
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It was them against everything.
Every night they weren’t falling apart, they were doing homework at the kitchen table in the Palmers’ trailer. Sharing headphones. Rewriting essays. Practicing college interview questions they’d probably never get asked.
They worked because they had no other option.
They were tired. They were bruised. They were good.
And they were going to get the hell out, even if it killed them.
(title and chapter names from Susie Save Your Love, by Allie X)
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08 Jul 2025
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Charlotte Matthews was born with the world at her feet—the daughter of a Grand Slam legend and a renowned surgeon, her future has always been a choice between greatness and greatness. The courts were practically paved into her DNA. Natalie Scatorccio was born with nothing—just a racket she found in a junk shop, a trailer park she calls home, and a fury that fuels every swing. Tennis wasn’t handed to her. She clawed her way into it. They meet as enemies. On opposite sides of the net, they push each other harder than anyone ever has. But somewhere between the matches, the bruised knuckles, and the quiet moments when no one else is watching, rivalry starts to blur into something else. Lottie and Nat are from different worlds, but they’ve always felt alone in theirs. Until now. Until each other.
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26 Jun 2025
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Lottie’s eyes softened into something familiar.
“You haven’t changed.”
Natalie just nodded.
“You have.”Or// mechanic nat x tattoo artist lottie run into each other 10 years post-rescue.
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25 Jun 2025
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“You’re inviting me to a frat party?” Nat takes a step back — Lottie definitely screwed this up. Whatever semblance of an acquaintanceship they once had, it’s probably over now.
“Yeah, sure.” Lottie shrugs. “It’ll be fun.”
But she knows that she’s lying. For Nat, the party won’t be fun at all. She’ll hate everything about it, and that’s assuming she even shows up, which won’t happen because like Lottie told Van, Nat has way better things she could be doing.
Nat laughs a dry, snarky laugh. “Okay, I’ll consider it.”
Lottie’s heart skips a beat. “You’ll what?”
“Do you want me to come to your party?”
OR: Lottie Matthews is the biggest player in her fraternity and Natalie Scatorccio is her drug dealer. She was never supposed to like her as much as she does.
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15 Jun 2025
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"Nat lets out a breathless laugh, eyes fluttering open. “You think you’ve got me figured out already?”
Lottie leans down, nose brushing Nat’s, lips barely touching. “I told you at the bar,” she whispers. “You want me to wreck you.”
Nat just groans, dragging her nails lightly down Lottie’s sides, breath coming quicker now, every nerve in her body on high alert. “Yeah,” she whispers. “Maybe I do.”
And fuck, she does. More than she can admit."
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Natalie Scatorccio is the lead singer of an indie band, Clam Slam—addicted to drugs, and the feeling of being wanted.
Lottie is everything she’s not: clean, calm, controlled... and far too interested.
It starts with a show. It doesn’t stop there.
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