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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    “That won’t happen to me, Jeremy.”
    “It might,” Jeremy says gravely. “I care about you, Kevin. You can’t keep betraying yourself like this. And trust me, even without the night practices, you’ll still be the best.”
    Kevin felt the flutter of butterflies in his stomach. Fuck the Ravens and the night practices. All he saw was Jeremy in front of him, his beautiful face tight with a worried expression. What could Kevin do to make him smile again?

     

    OR - Kevin thinks he might finally have a chance with Jeremy... but what if Jeremy is already off the market?

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    17 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 44

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    His feet were moving before his brain had fully processed everything, and he was throwing himself down beside the backliner. There was nothing that could knock Jean down hard enough that he would not get back up again. He would only stay down if he couldn’t get back up.

    Jean was pale, his pained breaths shallow.

    “Show me what hurts,” Jeremy spoke as calmly as he could, but something wasn’t right. An eerie feeling hummed across his skin. He threw off his gloves and his helmet.

    “I can’t, I can’t,” Jean was gasping over and over. His eyes were wide beneath the bars of his mask, gaze flickering back and forth up and down in a frantic pattern.

    “What? You can’t what?” Jeremy’s hands hovered just above him, looking for the wound, the blood to staunch, something, anything he could do to help. He thought about stripping Jean of his gear, but thought better of it, not knowing where or what the injury was. A slow stream of blood poured from his nose. What was wrong? Why wouldn’t Jean just show him what was wrong? “What hurts?”

    Jean’s eyes locked with Jeremy’s, grey and wide and terrified.

    “I can’t feel anything.” It sounded like he was choking.

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    17 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    Jeremy’s soulmate was dying.
    He wiped his palm against his jeans; it didn't change. He made a fist, shook his arm, and opened his hand again. Nothing.
    His soulmark — the mark on his hand that showed where he would first touch his soulmate — was fading. Which meant his soulmate was dying.

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    16 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 20

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    “How’s your pain?” Jeremy asked. Jean brought his hand up, tilting it back and forth in a so-so motion. Jeremy frowned. “Usually this bad?”

    “Usually does not happen at all,” Jean shrugged. “I am managing.”

    Jeremy paused, as if thinking. He turned to make sure the women were still busy, and Jean mused that they were practically making out at this point, but his thoughts came to a grinding halt when Jeremy leaned beside his ear. His breath was hot on Jean’s cheek as he spoke in quiet French.

    Jean’s head spun; this time, not from the pain. I could help you, if you wanted.

    “Oh, and how is that, Jeremy?”

    “I can show you tonight,” he offered casually. “After Cat and Laila go to bed?”

    Jean forced himself to retain eye contact and ignore the growing feeling in his abdomen. He hummed. “We’ll see.”

    Or, for the first time since leaving the Nest, Jean gets his period; Jeremy offers to help.

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    02 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 94

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    The femdom section was a surprise in more ways than one.

    For the first time that evening, Jean felt attracted to what he was watching. A deeply uncomfortable erection and five minutes of deliberation later, Jean pushed forth. It was the only category he truly liked fantasizing about being the man in—he couldn’t decipher why until he noticed the pattern.

    In the specific niche he managed to get lost in, the women—despite their occasional torturous or condescending actions—were kind.

    They used affectionate names, caressed their victims lovingly, peppered compliments everywhere, even if some were crude. Keeping men as toys for their pleasure, but the toys beg to be used.

    The ease at which Jean pictured it was frightening: being used by someone he would adore to please. Someone he would ache to satisfy.

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    AKA: Cat and Laila give Jean access to porn in the hopes that he discovers what he likes in a safe setting. He only cares about one genre.

    Then Jeremy finds his open tabs.

    (Quality updates done on 5/3/26)

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    30 May 2026