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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    “That won’t happen to me, Jeremy.”
    “It might,” Jeremy says gravely. “I care about you, Kevin. You can’t keep betraying yourself like this. And trust me, even without the night practices, you’ll still be the best.”
    Kevin felt the flutter of butterflies in his stomach. Fuck the Ravens and the night practices. All he saw was Jeremy in front of him, his beautiful face tight with a worried expression. What could Kevin do to make him smile again?

     

    OR - Kevin thinks he might finally have a chance with Jeremy... but what if Jeremy is already off the market?

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    17 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 44

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    His feet were moving before his brain had fully processed everything, and he was throwing himself down beside the backliner. There was nothing that could knock Jean down hard enough that he would not get back up again. He would only stay down if he couldn’t get back up.

    Jean was pale, his pained breaths shallow.

    “Show me what hurts,” Jeremy spoke as calmly as he could, but something wasn’t right. An eerie feeling hummed across his skin. He threw off his gloves and his helmet.

    “I can’t, I can’t,” Jean was gasping over and over. His eyes were wide beneath the bars of his mask, gaze flickering back and forth up and down in a frantic pattern.

    “What? You can’t what?” Jeremy’s hands hovered just above him, looking for the wound, the blood to staunch, something, anything he could do to help. He thought about stripping Jean of his gear, but thought better of it, not knowing where or what the injury was. A slow stream of blood poured from his nose. What was wrong? Why wouldn’t Jean just show him what was wrong? “What hurts?”

    Jean’s eyes locked with Jeremy’s, grey and wide and terrified.

    “I can’t feel anything.” It sounded like he was choking.

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    17 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    Jeremy’s soulmate was dying.
    He wiped his palm against his jeans; it didn't change. He made a fist, shook his arm, and opened his hand again. Nothing.
    His soulmark — the mark on his hand that showed where he would first touch his soulmate — was fading. Which meant his soulmate was dying.

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    16 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 20

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    “How’s your pain?” Jeremy asked. Jean brought his hand up, tilting it back and forth in a so-so motion. Jeremy frowned. “Usually this bad?”

    “Usually does not happen at all,” Jean shrugged. “I am managing.”

    Jeremy paused, as if thinking. He turned to make sure the women were still busy, and Jean mused that they were practically making out at this point, but his thoughts came to a grinding halt when Jeremy leaned beside his ear. His breath was hot on Jean’s cheek as he spoke in quiet French.

    Jean’s head spun; this time, not from the pain. I could help you, if you wanted.

    “Oh, and how is that, Jeremy?”

    “I can show you tonight,” he offered casually. “After Cat and Laila go to bed?”

    Jean forced himself to retain eye contact and ignore the growing feeling in his abdomen. He hummed. “We’ll see.”

    Or, for the first time since leaving the Nest, Jean gets his period; Jeremy offers to help.

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    02 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 94

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    The femdom section was a surprise in more ways than one.

    For the first time that evening, Jean felt attracted to what he was watching. A deeply uncomfortable erection and five minutes of deliberation later, Jean pushed forth. It was the only category he truly liked fantasizing about being the man in—he couldn’t decipher why until he noticed the pattern.

    In the specific niche he managed to get lost in, the women—despite their occasional torturous or condescending actions—were kind.

    They used affectionate names, caressed their victims lovingly, peppered compliments everywhere, even if some were crude. Keeping men as toys for their pleasure, but the toys beg to be used.

    The ease at which Jean pictured it was frightening: being used by someone he would adore to please. Someone he would ache to satisfy.

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    AKA: Cat and Laila give Jean access to porn in the hopes that he discovers what he likes in a safe setting. He only cares about one genre.

    Then Jeremy finds his open tabs.

    (Quality updates done on 5/3/26)

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    30 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 35

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    Jeremy has a terrible secret. He can’t stop watching his neighbor, who likes to change in front of his window.

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    30 May 2026

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    21 May 2026

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    Testing the boundaries of his own constraint, Jeremy slid his palm further up the length of Jean's back, lost in the way Jean reacted with another gentle exhale of breath. Jeremy couldn't hold himself back as he felt the warm puff of air directly over his mouth, Jean's plush and enticing lips almost brushing his own.

    Jeremy's eyes closed again as he tilted his head back slightly, murmuring just shy of against Jean's lips. "Jean, can I...?"

     

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    a little take on a jerejean first kiss during THAT scene in the golden raven

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    16 May 2026

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  9. Public Bookmark 89

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    "Jeremy, what are you talking about? We are having entirely separate conversations.” Something fearful clings to the man’s words, but determination flashes on his features as he straightens up. “I’m worried your concussion is worse than any of us thought. Slow down, please?”

    Concussion? Jeremy squints at him. “I don’t have a concussion,” he says suspiciously, head throbbing inconveniently as if to dispute the very idea.

    Gray eyes blink in confusion. Good. At least Jeremy’s not alone in his perplexity. “Yes, you do.”

    “I think I’d remember that.”

    The man swears in French before saying, “I think the problem here is that you do not, obviously. We need to go to the hospital.”

    When Jeremy loses over a decade of memory overnight, Jean's entire universe threatens to collapse.

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    15 May 2026

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  10. Public Bookmark 79

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    “I have some clothes I can let you borrow if you’re really desperate. I don’t know how you ended up like that,” he gestured to Jean’s state. “But you might wanna consider another line of work.”

    It was so ridiculous Jean huffed out a laugh and Jeremy smiled.

    “Modelling, perhaps?” he gestured with his hand palm up in suggestion.

    Jean’s eyebrows lifted of their own accord at Jeremy’s boldness. And Jeremy smirked before turning promptly on his heels and leaving the room.

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    Or the one where Jean and the foxes are an underground vigilante street gang and Jeremy is a resident doctor finishing up in med school.

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    14 May 2026

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    Jeremy accidentally texts Jean instead of Kevin. Little does he know he's essentially thrown a life preserver to a drowning, freshly-abandoned Jean Moreau in the Nest.

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    14 May 2026

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  12. Public Bookmark 10

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    Jean was never allowed to want something for himself. He doesn't know anything about being a good alpha, or courting, so why did he think trying to court Jeremy would work?

    Jean POV of i just wanted to be yours by the lovely Iz

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    13 May 2026

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  13. Public Bookmark 25

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    “Why are you so happy?”
    “Because I’m looking at you.”

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    11 May 2026

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    When they laid Riko’s body to rest, the only thing Jean could think about was Kevin Day. Kevin Day, Castle Evermore, and the fragile blades of grass near his feet. He thought he must’ve been imagining their brightness, the absolute intensity of the iridescent neon bright fucking green of them.

    Riko was dead.

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    “The Ravens never scouted me,” said Jeremy. He was bouncing his leg under the table. “Didn’t you know why?”

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    11 May 2026

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    Matthew Lynch can't date until Ronan does, and Gansey's solution is to pay one of their classmates to go on a date with him. One guess who.

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    26 Jan 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 44

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    "There's something so hot about being marked by someone, or marking someone else, letting them know 'you're mine'," Jeremy says through wet open mouthed kisses across his jaw.

    Jean shivers as Jeremy sucks, and bites lightly, just once, on the hinge of his jaw before soothing it with his tongue. He tenses slightly at the idea of teeth on his neck which threatens to derail him, but instead Jeremy trails his way back to Jean's mouth. A rush of affection floods him, with Jeremy so aware of his boundaries and he sighs softly into the kiss, bringing him in closer by the waist.

    "You know, there are other places to leave hickies," Jeremy suggests, nosing at the hem of Jean's shirt to mouth at his collarbone. "Places no one has to see."

    "Like where?" Jean asks, trying to find his voice again.

     

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    Jean mistakes Laila's hickies for bruises and Jeremy teaches him all about the art of hickies.

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    15 Sep 2025

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    Jean scoffed mockingly, “As long as I’m here and looking after you I say no.”

    Elodie scrunched her face up, glaring harder. “God, I hate you sometimes,” she muttered under her breath.

    Jean crossed his arms, now fuming. “Oh yeah? Well you know what? New rule. You can’t date until I do.”

    He stared down at her, his chin in the air, unwavering. Taking satisfaction in the way her eyes widened as she raised up onto her knees.

    “WHAT? You’re a mutant! YOU’RE NEVER GOING TO DATE!” she yelled at him.

     

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    The one where Kevin pays Jeremy to take Jean out so Elodie can date the boy she likes since Jean won't let her date until he does AKA The 10 Things I Hate About You jerejean au that nobody technically asked for, but I know you all wanted.

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    11 Dec 2024

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  18. Public Bookmark 67

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    Jealous Neil. Why not?

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    08 Dec 2024

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    Jean Moreau comes to the Trojans a broken man. The Trojans, for their part, decide that broken does not mean unlovable.

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    07 Dec 2024

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