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Planarcadia Renheng Collection by Ceriseriah
Fandom 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
22 Jun 2026
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- 3
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04 Jun 2026
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this love (came back to me) by mellllting
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
29 Jul 2023
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When Kafka said Blade would be joining them momentarily, Dan Heng expected the worst. But in the end, his heart always knew.
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- Part 2 of the only thing that doesn't die is love
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- English
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- 21,780
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- 1/1
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14 May 2026
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"Dan Feng loved very much, dearly so, enough to curse you.” When the lunar pearl cups the spider-lily’s stained cheek, he feels it bejewelled. “But I am not like him. I love dearly enough to kill you.”
Dan Heng, out of spite, runs away from the Preceptors and finds himself working as a courtesan. Ren wants those delightful brief moments of death and is willing to pay for them.
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- English
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- 72,369
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- 15/15
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03 May 2026
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Even at the alter, General Ren does not smile. His expressionless gaze is cast on their joined hands instead as if it offends him. He does not lift his gaze until they rise from a deep bow, deeper than Dan Heng has ever had to in his life and it is for a man who has slain thousands of his people.
His smile slips when their eyes meet, a clash of green and red so vivid the world comes to a standstill to this single point in time.
After six years on the battlefield, Dan Heng meets defeat in the face of his consort.
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In the aftermath of a bloody war, the way to a lasting peace treaty comes in the form of marriage; generals of their respective armies would be offered as consorts for the heirs of their nations. In the name of peace, Dan Heng reluctantly accepts the show of goodwill but seeing an enemy as a friend is no easy task.
It quickly becomes clear that his own people would sooner seek vengeance for their losses than to accept this political power play, even at the cost of their prince's life.
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- English
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17 Feb 2026
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the season we left behind by eclipscent
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
31 May 2025
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Phainon met the love of his life in his second year of university. Unfortunately, he was not the love of the life of the love of his life... wait, it's been eight years since, what's this about Professor Anaxa getting a divorce now!?
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17 Jan 2026
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Hold Me Through This Hellish Night by casastella
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
30 Sep 2023
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" Blade gives him a single glance before he goes back to picking up the fragments to pile onto a dustpan. Dan Heng almost leaves. Almost. What catches his eyes is the way Blade’s bandaged hands tremble as he slowly picks up glass, dropping each piece with a clink.
Dan Heng stands in the door, thinking maybe the trembling would pass. It doesn’t. In fact, it gets worse with each movement. "
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In which Dan Heng discovers exactly how mara affects Blade...and he does something about it.
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14 Dec 2025
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The General knows what he is feeling is wrong. The way his body and mind reacts to such a sight can only be described as something unnatural. Because in all those years of living, he had never experienced it for one another. Not even towards a woman when he had seen so many beautiful ones in his many years of living. Nobody but Prince Till with his teary eyes and rosy cheeks, and so out of his usual bravado. With that beauty he carries around so effortlessly that always manages to capture the General's undivided attention.
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13 Nov 2025
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“Till.”
“What?”
“It’s time to ask yourself what I was to you.”
The question lands strange on his ear, unusually participative for the apathetic ghost that enjoys digging the knife into wounds that never really started scarring. But Till has had years to think it over, and although the answer he can produce stems from imaginary scenarios and memories that are agonizingly starting to blur, he feels like he knows his heart a bit better, now.
“My friend. My family. My—”Series
- Part 3 of rebel AU
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01 Aug 2025
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Ivan has suffered from night terrors for as long as he can remember. Finding out the only cure was to sleep in Till’s bed, they both grew up accustomed to each other’s acts of affection without thinking much of it. At least that’s what Till thought, kissing your best friend goodnight and cuddling together was a normal thing to do, no? As for Ivan, living with the realization that these might be more than simply nightmares was a personal hell in itself.
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30 Jul 2025
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for my mind is cast in the fire, bearing the burden of a sweet pain. by hanji (notbadbrat)
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
27 Jul 2025
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“I look at threats the way I look at any man or woman with too much power and too little discipline,” he says finally. Which is not how I look at you. All that I am rejects what you represent and do.
Till leans back, seemingly unbothered, yet a twitch of his brow and his lower lip curling slightly betrays him. His palms brace on the marble border, face cast on the water—his side profile a gift to the night, kissed in moonlight. One foot starts swinging slightly, heel tapping against the stone in a quiet, rhythmic tic. “And what does that make me?”
Ivan considers lying, but he has never been good at hiding what he doesn’t truly wish to cover. I look at you like I don’t know how to come to term with your existence. “A prince as beautiful as he is devious and unpredictable."
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- Part 4 of my alnst1930 fics
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27 Jul 2025
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We are the hush between dusk and night. by hanji (notbadbrat)
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
26 Jun 2026
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At the edge between dusk and night, there is a moment of absolute silence—suspended in time, free of prejudice, flowing in warm hues that blend into an ocean of stars. If this war were over, if this world were gentler, perhaps we could stay together forever on that rooftop, each with our own colours, fighting for our place in the sky.
But the war rages on, and this world cares for no one—kind and cruel to all—so we can only fight for ourselves and pray to the ancient gods. Pray that this time, too, we will come back safe and sound.In a war-stricken world where only male-female pairs are allowed to operate the Franxx, Till and Ivan defy the norm, their unexpected compatibility as co-pilots challenging both the rules of their world and the roles they were forced into. Amid rising tension with their teammates, the enemy threat and APE’s growing ambiguity, they quietly rebel against the truths they were taught to believe.
[Ivantill Week 2025, Day 3: AU]
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- Part 1 of DITF au
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- English
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- 34,407
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- 4/7
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21 Jun 2025
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Ivan gets the opportunity to explore Till's body which stirs up something he didn't think he had anymore: emotions.
(1.8k words of Ivan taking a microscope to Till's body.)
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23 May 2025
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“If you’d have called me asking for help,” Till says, slowly, carefully, “I wouldn’t have picked up.”
He sees, and is somewhat startled by, the impact of his words. Ivan sways on his feet almost imperceptibly, and in his eyes there is the smallest sliver of passion. Of hatred. Then Till watches Ivan piece himself back together, indifferent and efficient as always.
“That’s the difference between you and me,” Ivan says with vindictive superiority. “I never would have called.”
ivantill breakup au
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22 May 2025
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He almost loses his footing on the stairs, sight hindered by a pile of buckets, and a couple of things fall as he is saved by another student, scratching his right arm hard against the railing.
“Are you alright?”
Something hiccups, stops, tumbles down the stairs. It’s the pile of empty buckets encrusted with paint, Till notices distantly, but he can’t see them.
Instead, he sees black. Black hair, black eyes, all in the right hue, and the beginning of a black sweater under a pair of headphones snuggled around a neck. It is so absurd that no words get out, his mind dizzy and playing statics in an unnerving loop.
Till licks his lips, feels electricity in his veins, tries to swallow and fails, throat dry. Says, “Ivan?”Ivan and Till have a second chance, if they decide to grab it.
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- Part 1 of musical score for two
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- English
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- 57,183
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- 7/7
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15 Apr 2025
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The sound makes him freeze on the spot. It is barely there, making him doubt if he really heard it or not. Cautiously turning back to the door, he presses an ear against it. Barely a second later he hears it again. This time clearer.
It is a cry. A weak, almost silent one, but it is there. For a few seconds, Till can’t put a name on it. It can be a stray cat, or some small animal for all he knows. Yet, there is this mysterious voice in the back of his head that says he should probably not ignore it. Till listens to it, forming eye contact with Ivan as he enters the living room with a slight frown of his own. Till only shrugs at him in return.
The door finally opens, and Till looks at the empty hallway before the faint cry pulls his attention to the ground next to the door.
“Holy shit…”
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- English
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07 Mar 2025
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satiety by cardama
Fandoms: Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008), Trigun Stampede (Anime 2023)
04 Feb 2025
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“Alright, up we go,” Vash says, ducking under Wolfwood’s arm to support his weight over his shoulders. He wraps his arm around his waist to haul him out of his seat.
“Woah,” Wolfwood slurs. “I appreciate your—” he cuts off, mumbles something Vash doesn’t quite catch, “— bein’ a little too handsy for me.”
Vash almost chuckles but holds it back lest the sound attract the bartender’s attention again.
“Sorry,” he says instead. “Let’s just get you settled somewhere else.”
Wolfwood frowns — no, pouts? — before saying, “’M not leaving without Vash.”
Wolfwood has too much to drink. It impacts his ability to not say sappy shit and Vash's... everything.
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- Part 2 of craving
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16 Feb 2025
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A mission goes wrong and both Soap and Ghost are left wounded. Back home, on his sick-leave, Soap's apartment gets broken into by the very men they were supposed to capture that day. Captain Price sends him a location for a place that should be safe. Soap didn't expect to see Ghost in the doorway when he gets there, bare-footed, in comfortable clothes and his worn-out balaclava.
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- English
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- 56,376
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- 17/17
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- 1,055
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01 Feb 2025
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three part fate, seven part courage by astrocosmos
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
26 Nov 2019
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A mother and father place their child's hands upon the sword, and lunge straight for Xie Lian's abdomen. Despite knowing it won't prevent the inevitable, Feng Xin can't help but place himself in their line of attack. If this was reality, it would've pierced right through him instead.
But this is an illusion.
No, in his heart Feng Xin knows...
This is a memory.
***Feng Xin and Mu Qing discover the traumas Xie Lian has kept hidden from them, and the trio have a talk that's eight centuries overdue.
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- English
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16 Dec 2024
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two facing waterfalls flow into the same river by Berries20
Fandoms: 告白実行委員会 | Confession Executive Committee, ヒロインたるもの！ | Heroine Tarumono! | Heroines Run the Show (Anime)
07 Oct 2025
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“Long ago, a man and a woman from feuding villages fell in love. Torn apart and unable to marry in life, they swore misfortune on the two villages, their deaths causing various calamities to befall the lands.
Taking the advice of a deity, the villages began to offer a man and woman in holy matrimony to appease the pair’s bereaved souls, avoiding disasters for centuries…”
At the sudden deaths of the previous Fated Pair, Someya Yuujirou and Shibazaki Aizou, two young men from neighbouring islands, are rushed into marriage as a last ditch effort to stop the series of calamities plaguing their lands.
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10 Dec 2024
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“Lu Guang, have you ever liked anyone?”
"I already said, I’ve never liked any girl.”
This makes a lot more sense if you keep in mind he and she are pronounced the same way in Mandarin.
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17 Jul 2024