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A Toast to Now by melapplesphan for dizzy
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
24 Dec 2018
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It's Christmas Eve, 2016, and Phil Lester's plane home for the holidays has been delayed due to snow. In a fit of boredom, he finds himself taking an uncharacteristic leap and striking up a conversation with "DanielH."
Meanwhile, Dan Howell can't quite believe that AmazingPhil - the same guy who ignored his messages 7 years ago - just started chatting with him on Grindr.
Written for dizzy for the phandom fic fest holiday exchange.
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Despite the fact that Dan's mental health is better than it once was, he still has Bad Days from time to time. Luckily, he has Phil to help him through them. Involves a chilly day in October, a few simple gestures, and a lot of love. Inspired by a small moment in the pumpkin carving video.
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During the filming of their 2018 Easter baking video, Phil finds that he can’t stop staring at Dan’s curls and wishing he was wearing his pastel outfit, so he asks Dan to put it on for him. Or, how Phil finally stumbles onto the main reason why he gets so turned on during the late nights he and Dan spend baking. In which Phil has a thing for Pastel Dan, running his fingers through Dan’s curls, and telling Dan he’s beautiful. Equal parts fluff and smut. Please heed the tags.
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“Dan’s been gone for almost twelve hours this time, Mum.”
Dan accidentally overhears an emotional conversation between Phil and his mother that forces him to question how he's been dealing with his depression. Is he finally ready to take that first terrifying step toward healing?
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Faced with the prospect of the show they're going to be recording for everyone to see, Dan's nerves start to get the better of him. Phil does his best to help him, but in the end what they both really need is each other. My answer to why Dan and Phil were late to their meet and greet tonight.
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“Hey, hey, calm down. They can’t hurt you anymore.” by yikesola
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
13 Jul 2019
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He’s ill, he’s irritable, he’s unsteady— he’s weak, he’s confused, he’s barely holding on. His body is in full rebellion.
A ficlet about that week in March and nightmares.Series
- Part 8 of tumblr ficlet prompts
Bookmarked by melapplesphan
21 Jul 2019
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Touch by yikesola for thoughtfullightcollection
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
21 Jul 2019
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Dan is less than a day into this visit, and he doesn’t want to lose any time. Especially not to one of Phil’s bad headaches.
A fic about headaches and tactile natures.Series
- Part 10 of giving the people what they want
Bookmarked by melapplesphan
21 Jul 2019
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helplessly helpless: I’m alive, can you hear me? by MANIAvinyl
Fandoms: Phan, Phandom, Danisnotonfire - Fandom, Amazingphil - Fandom
21 Apr 2019
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Dan’s been in a relatively good place. He’s kept his head screwed on tight recently. So because the worst of the storm has passed he feels like it’s on him to help the world to de-stigmatize talking about mental health. When he mentions this to Phil, though, it’s finally revealed how much the last few years have impacted his best friend, too.
Really, I just wanted to explore Phil’s side of the story regarding Daniel and Depression. Because mental health doesn’t just affect the individual; it also affects those close to them, in ways we can’t imagine until we’re the ones on the other side.
Bookmarked by melapplesphan
21 Apr 2019
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Sometimes when I look in your eyes I could swear I see your soul
or Dan has always looked at Phil with such fondness
Bookmarked by melapplesphan
20 Apr 2019
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Slow, Ongoing Metamorphosis by yikesola
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
16 Apr 2019
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They see things at home for ages before they eventually show the internet. Dan’s curly hair, Phil’s glasses, Dan’s hoop earring, Phil’s quiff. And even once they’re ready to show, they do it slowly.
A fic about changes and when we get to see them.Bookmarked by melapplesphan
20 Apr 2019