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  1. Rec 46

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    The couch was huge and Hua Cheng decided to sit right next to Xie Lian, of fucking course! If this was how love was supposed to look like, then Feng Xin took it back, he didn’t need anything like that.

    He was all fine by himself! His laptop, his group of friends, the coffee shop next to his apartment, and Mu—

    Feng Xin’s thoughts were cut to a sharp halt, he hadn’t even thought about him in years! Feng Xin wouldn’t dare to even say his fucking name. And it was good he forgot about him because every thought about him ruined Feng Xin’s entire fucking day.

    Because all Feng Xin could do was think about how much he missed Mu Qi—

    Nope!

    Fuck that!

    Or Mu Qing moved back to town after eight years of ghosting Feng Xin, and with Mu Qing's arrival, he dragged all of Feng Xin's feelings right back with him.

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    20 Apr 2025

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    im a crybaby bcs id cried for the last 2 chapters omg the angst is really ANGSTY (I love it). It left me at a loss for words (maybe bcs it's 3 am and im SO sensitive at this hour !! it may not seem like it but i love it every bit of it 🥹

    i really wish they had a bit more like the flashback of their last day before mq left him!!

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    Herein lies the problem: Feng Xin has horrible, ridiculous, extremely inconvenient and unrequited feelings for Mu Qing. He doesn’t know when he’d started thinking of Mu Qing’s eyeroll as endearing rather than extremely fucking irritating, he doesn’t know when he’d started thinking of him when the sun sets, an idle wish for his company on his tongue, he doesn’t know when he’d started buying cherry bread to bring home because he knows Mu Qing likes it.

    Herein lies a second problem: Mu Qing has abhorrent, incorrigible, inconvenient, and extremely unrequited feelings for Feng Xin. He fell for him in high school, in a June afternoon, after a particularly nasty fight that ended in avoidance for weeks. Feng Xin had brought him cherries, hand picked with the effort Feng Xin only puts into things he cares about, an apology stuttered out of a shaking voice, a plea to stay.
    He’s been annoyingly, unfortunately in love with him ever since.

    or, Mu Qing and Feng Xin fall in love on a beach.

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    18 Apr 2025

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    “Congratulations. I think that might be the stupidest idea you’ve ever had.” Mu Qing sounds… pissed off, yeah, but not as pissed off as Feng Xin thought he would be. Mostly, he sounds wary. “You want to—to kiss me again?”

    Yes. More than anything.

    Out loud, Feng Xin says, “I just don’t want you holding a bad kiss over my head for the rest of eternity. Are you gonna let me make this up to you or are you gonna be a little bitch about it?”

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    Feng Xin accidentally steals Mu Qing’s first kiss. Naturally, the only logical solution is to give him another one. And another. And another. And another. And—

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    16 Apr 2025

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    i really liked the fic! sometimes i got way too frustrated bcs omg they are basically two idiots in love/j
    great fic! id love if the last part had been longer!! but i really like it <3

  4. Rec 86

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    “I was doing good without you, I am living my best life knowing I don’t have you by my side anymore. Why do you decide to come back now? If to taunt me, I won’t fall for your tricks so easily anymore, Feng Xin.”

    Even he could hear the unsteadiness in his own voice, he knew just as well as Feng Xin, that Mu Qing cared more than ever.

    “Twist my words as you please, but know well, my companion is many things. I believe he misunderstands me, there are things I wish to say to him, things I wish to confess. But I fear he will confuse my words with hostility, how should I tell him otherwise?”

    “Feng Xin, stop with this. Why are you talking of some bullshit companion that-”

    “Ask me of my companion, ask me off Mu Qing. Let me tell you what I think of him.” Feng Xin forced Mu Qing to keep his gaze on him, the look in his eyes was one Mu Qing didn’t recognize.

    He wondered why he didn’t see his reflection anymore.

    Or 5 times Mu Qing believed Feng Xin hated him and the 1 time he was proven otherwise.

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    08 Oct 2024

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    this is the most beautiful fic i've ever read, i have loved every single chapter, this is truly amazing. my fav part: mu qing filling feng xin face with kisses not once BUT twice 🥹
    OH AND feng xin words: mu qing, I love you. please don't leave me again

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    Seeing that damned peony flower in the crook of his elbow that night though, Mu Qing decided he hated flowers.

    Maybe ‘hate’ is a strong word. He says he hates Feng Xin daily, but it’s quite obvious that is not true, now is it? If he truly hated his rival, he would not even be cursed with this damned disease. No, he loved Feng Xin, and had since they were still by Dianxias' side as young mortals.
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    “It’s called Hanahaki disease.”

    “I know what the fuck it is dipshit, why the fuck do *you* have it?!!”
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    OR: MQ gets cursed with Hanahaki disease & decides to be a stubborn lil POS and not tell FX who he loves (spoiler alert, its FX), accepting that the curse will kill him. FX does not handle anything well + is as oblivious as a rock tbh. Both are stupid. I have no better way to describe this I won't lie.

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    14 Aug 2024

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