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    And Eddie’s not jealous, of course not, that’s Buck’s thing. He thinks wryly of Tommy and sprained ankles, and an embarrassing fondness fills his chest. Buck’s so— Buck, wholly and completely, and Eddie misses him, is all. But that’s not why he’s doing it, honest. These people don’t appreciate Buck for who he is, not the way Eddie does. He just wants the best for Buck, okay?

    ***

    Eddie brings Christopher home from Texas to find that in his absence, Buck’s started sleeping around.

    Eddie is completely normal about that.

     

    (Or, Eddie starts cockblocking Buck. Things escalate from there.)

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    06 Feb 2026

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    “I told you my partner was coming,” the man says, shifting awkwardly. He turns and gestures towards Buck. “Here he is.”

    Oh shit. It’s happening. It’s happening. The Universal Rom-Com Allocation System has finally found him and deemed him worthy.

    He’s going to be the best Fake Boyfriend this beautiful man has ever seen.

     

    Or, Eddie needs a fake boyfriend. Buck is about to deliver the Oscar-worthy performance of a lifetime.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    “911, what’s your emer-”

    “My son’s possessed!”

    Buck’s so glad that he didn’t still have a mouth full because he would have, for sure, choked. Spluttering, and hoping to God that the guy on the other end of the line can’t hear him, he asks, “Sorry, what?”

    The guy takes a calming breath. It doesn’t seem to work. “My son. He’s possessed. He has to be-”

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    Or the 911 Operator!Buck fic that no one asked for but got anyway

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Buck scoffed, ripping his arm out of Eddie’s hold. “Seriously, Eddie? You’re really trying to sell me that ‘it’s not you it’s me’ crap?” When Eddie stayed silent for one moment too long, Buck turned around, more than ready to leave their shared bed and said, “Screw the couch. I’m going to stay with Maddie for a while.”

    “I can’t stop thinking about Tommy,” Eddie blurted out and Buck was glad he was still sitting down because hearing that likely would have ended up with him falling right to the ground with the way he lost all feeling in his legs. And in general. All he could think through the sudden numbness taking over his body was-

    “My ex boyfriend Tommy?”

    And here he thought things couldn’t get any worse. Or more confusing.

    Or, the one in which Eddie and Chris return home and there's only one bed

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    31 Jan 2026

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    Buck and Eddie make a bet:
    - Can Buck prove he’s ready to find a new partner by going one month without sex or orgasms?
    - Can Eddie prove he doesn’t want to keep punishing himself by committing to having one orgasm a day?

    As Buck’s prize if he lasts, Eddie wagers a secret, one he’s only starting to accept: that Buck’s already the half he’s trying to become, to Eddie.

    As for Eddie, despite the prize he requests, the real reward might be learning to let go of the protective shell he’s built over a lifetime, a rather terrifying prospect.

    Good thing he’s got Buck to help.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”

    “Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.

    “No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”

    “Go fuck yourself.”

    +++

    Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.

    And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?

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    25 Jan 2026

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    The picture on the back is a dark tree line contrasted by the wide blue sky above it. It’s faded, like it has taken one too many trips in the back of a mail truck, tattered and worn.

    Eddie flips it over, the back scrawled with quick but somewhat neat handwriting. Scanning the words his eyes drop to the corner—the address.

    ‘Maddie Kendall, 1500 Hemlock Ave, Hershey, PA 17033’

    Or,
    An AU where Buck's postcards, which he sent to Maddie, were forwarded to Eddie on deployment by mistake. He becomes attached to the man behind the letters and his stories of his travels. Until, by a twist of fate, they bring him face to face with Buck himself.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    There’s a billboard. Which is a normal thing to find on the side of the interstate. Advertisements for car dealerships and injury lawyers and anything you could ever dream of. This, though… this is beyond his wildest dreams.

    This billboard has a picture of a man, about Eddie’s age, blond curly hair and crystal blue eyes.

    The man on the billboard is—

    He is—

    The billboard text swims into focus slowly, as if Eddie is surfacing from deep water.

    THIS IS BUCK.
    HE’S 33, SINGLE, AND A FIREFIGHTER.
    HE’S A GREAT COOK IF YOU DON’T MIND
    BREAKFAST FOOD FOR EVERY MEAL.
    I’M BEGGING SOMEONE TO DATE HIM SO
    HE STOPS THIRD-WHEELING MY MARRIAGE.

    And then, underneath, in smaller letters:

    ALL GENDERS WELCOME TO APPLY.
    I'M DESPERATE AND HE'S HOPELESS.

    PLEASE CONTACT MADDIE AT:
    [email protected]

    Or,
    The sisterly art of romantic sabotage.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    Eddie moves before Buck can blink—one smooth, unhesitating motion. His hands find Buck’s waist first, then slide lower, bracing under his thighs as he lifts. The world tilts, and for a second Buck feels weightless, the heat of Eddie’s palms searing through denim, the strength behind it dizzying against Buck’s already crumbling composure.

    Then the counter meets him—cool beneath his thighs even through the fabric—Eddie’s hands leaving heat in their wake like a brand. Eddie’s still standing close enough that Buck’s knees frame him, not backing away immediately. His breath grazes Buck’s chest, eyes flicking up, the space between them charged with something that makes every cell in Buck’s body scream more, more, more.

    “Now sit,” Eddie says firmly, hands still resting under Buck’s legs before he finally backs away. “Stay.”

    Or,
    Eddie picks Buck up, Buck is totally cool and normal about the whole thing.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    “Are you finally proposing?” Buck asks, and the air rushes out of Eddie like he’s been punched in the gut, a swift burst.

    Hearing it from Buck makes it real, solidified, no longer a shapeless fantasy in his head.

    "Proposing what?”

    “Marriage, genius.” Buck snorts. “Duh.”

    Buck peels Eddie's pomegranates, carves out the brown spots from his apples, eats the ugly, discolored fruit. Eddie wants to propose, spirals, and crashes a car about it.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    “Everything about being with Eddie feels right, and good, so so good, Maddie. It’s not timing or logistics, or even—I know he’d say yes if I did ask to move in.”

    “But you feel like you can’t?”

    Buck shakes his head.

    “Because I’m cursed.”

     

    (or, buck needs a loophole. eddie needs to know buck needs a loophole.)

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    17 Jan 2026

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    “I’ll do it,” Eddie repeats, looking at Buck in one of those silent conversation ways again, but Buck actually can’t figure out what he’s trying to say this time. It messes with his brain, until Eddie speaks again, “I’ll pretend to only be a little offended none of you have thought to ask me before, but Buck, I’ve fixed a lot of cars. I can look at yours.”

    (or, the check engine light comes on in Buck's Jeep, Eddie volunteers to fix it and carpool with him in the meantime, and it all breaks down from there, literally and metaphorically)

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    17 Jan 2026

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    “I just—I don’t want you to be alone,” said Eddie, softly, like an admission.

    Join the fucking club, Buck thought. It was funny, but none of his laughs were coming out right tonight. “I am alone, Eddie.”

    “Buck, I—”

    “She wants my kidney.” There it went; Buck never could keep anything inside. Could never keep the feelings contained, could never stop them from spilling out over the people nearest him. “That’s what fucking happened, okay? My dad needs a kidney donor and they remembered why they bothered having me in the first place. Is that what you wanted to hear? That my parents finally found a use for me after all these years?”

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    A request from his mom tears open old wounds for Buck. From 800 miles away, Eddie tries to stitch him back together.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    “Chim is gonna be at the hospital for awhile. He asked me to handle shift transfer,” Eddie says casually.

    Buck pauses mid-whisk. “He asked you?” 

    Eddie levels him with a stare. “I’m gonna pretend you don’t sound surprised before I get offended,” he says, voice flat. 

    “I’m not surprised!” Buck holds his hands up in surrender, the whisk dripping a traitorous stream of beaten egg onto the counter. “I just–y’know. Kinda figured he’d ask me.”

    or: Chimney asking Eddie to handle shift transfer effectively makes him Interim Captain Diaz, and he is going to use his newfound power to annoy the shit out of Buck for as long as he possibly can.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    “I can’t, I can’t do this.” Shane looks down at his feet, panting, looking so fucking beautiful and Ilya aches. Shane is ripping his heart out, gripping it tight in his hand how he is Ilya’s t-shirt.

    “Hollander,” Ilya says, and it’s a plea. It’s I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it, I shouldn’t have said it, come back.

    “I’m sorry,” Shane breathes, his eyes screwed shut like if he looks at Ilya, he’ll break. Will come running back to the couch. But he doesn’t want that, doesn’t want Ilya, so he turns and leaves and Ilya is alone.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    “You are so pretty when you beg me. Do it some more.”

    Shane babbles out pleas and cries for Ilya to fuck him. He isn’t sure how long he begs, but he stops when he feels Ilya’s hand against his cheek. He automatically opens his mouth and Ilya slips his index and middle finger into his mouth, pushing back into his throat. Shane resists the urge to gag. A tear slips down his cheek.

    “Good boy, Hollander. Beg me so nicely. I will fuck you. Because I want to. Not because you deserve it. Understand?”

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    15 Jan 2026

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    Shane blinks his eyes open to find Ilya hovering above him. “Let me make you a burger for dinner.”

    Ilya,” he smiles. Translation: Diet.

    “I will make you bird burger, the way you like it. Bean patty. Fake bread bun.”

    You think they have my bean burgers and weird bread at this thing?” Shane had been expecting to just survive on veggie platters until they got home.

    Ilya scoffs like he said something stupid. “Yes, Hollander, I told Dykstra to order them last week.”

    Shane and Ilya attend the 2019 Dykstra-Pike collaborative Canada Day cottage party.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    “Okay, please say something.” Buck managed, “I was only being weird because I didn’t want to be weird. Which I know sounds counter-intuitive, but I just wanted Christmas to be so perfect for you, because it’s our first Christmas together. I— I don’t know why I thought—”

    “It, uh, it isn’t my ring from Shannon.”

    Buck, obviously a linguistic mastermind, managed out a quiet ‘huh?’ in response.

    “The… ring.” He sounded like he was clearing a brick from his throat. “It isn’t from my first wedding.”

    “Abuela?” He asked, a little stupidly.

    Eddie, seemingly broken from whatever silent stupor he was trapped in, snorted.

    “No. Buck.” He stepped forward, swallowing and visibly forcing a smile onto his face. “It’s… for you. I mean, eventually.”

    OR -

    Buck finds a ring Eddie was planning to use to 'eventually' propose to him. He is obviously very normal and composed about this information.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Four times Ilya Rozanov reminded everyone exactly who the fuck they were dealing with (spoiler: still an asshole, still elite, still not going anywhere), and one time he didn’t have to be anything except soft.

    Or being out didn’t make him nicer. Being married didn’t make him softer. Being older didn’t make him weaker. And being a father? Well. That’t when things get complicated.

    (He’s really good at that last part. Don’t tell anyone.)

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    02 Jan 2026

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    So freaking cute, i’m crying

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    “How did you get home from the hospital?”

    “Took an uber.”

    “Does Maddie know?” Silence. “Does anyone?” More silence. More of Buck refusing to meet his gaze, staring at the door like he thought he could entice Eddie to leave by the power of suggestion. Well, good fucking luck, Eddie thought. Wild horses, and all that. “Why didn’t you call anyone?” he demanded. “Why didn’t you call me?”

    “I did!” Buck snarled. The momentum of his indignation carried him into a sitting position, and Eddie could see him flinch with the pain of it. His unnaturally stoic front was gone, and something raw and wrenching took its place; it occurred to Eddie that he’d never heard Buck raise his voice before. “I did call you, Eddie! As I was bleeding out on my kitchen floor. You. Didn’t. Answer.”

    ---

    The squatter in Buck's attic has a knife. Buck has a bit of a breakdown. Eddie has a plan to make everything right.

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    29 Dec 2025

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