mourningafterdark

an eye in extreme close-up: within the pupil, a shrouded figure can be seen, reflected from the landscape the eye is looking at



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  1. Public Bookmark 1

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    What's true does not throw sand into one's oculars. So sleep, Zahndrekh. Sleep in your sworn-brother's grace.

    Millions of years after Yama, Setekh finally confesses the intensity with which no part of him has moved on.
    As a last resort, he appeals to the Stormlord to take Zahndrekh with him to Doahht. A monologue signifying nothing.

    [Written for the WH40K Secret Sanguinala Exchange 2025. Setekh→Obyron/Zahndrekh. References past events of Severed.]

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    26 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    Deep in the darkness, he catches the faint glint of a polished golden Aquila on the commissar’s hat. Kill him—cut off the head, and the battle is already won. They don’t know how to fight without orders. They don’t feel the rhythm of eternal war. Their corpse-god won’t save them.
    He inhales deeply, his lungs expanding, the dull ache in his side rippling through his body. Pain sharpens him. Pain connects him to the Truth. It is a necessity.
    “Architect of Fate, let luck be in my favor,” he whispers.
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    Merek Randon, a traitor guardsman, sees a divine vision on the battlefield.

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    26 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 3

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    After completing an experiment in media consumption, results must be summarized and published. Consider this as such. Seriously, this isn't fanfic, this is my actual human response to reading a real physical book.

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    28 Feb 2022

  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    CW for four people being their worst selves. Gideon and Harrow are roommates in a shitty yet expensive apartment. Ianthe and Corona live together too, in a lavish pre-war 3-bedroom that has been rent-controlled in their family for generations. Ianthe and Harrow are in the same grad sciences program, and Gideon is front-desk staff at the boutique gym Corona frequents. YES Gideon moved to New York so that Harrow could get her bioengineering PhD there and YES they had zero further discussion of what Harrow owes her or what plans Harrow will include her in after graduation 🥰

    This story is about their lightning-bolt present and long slow future. Please be clear there are major Gideon/Harrow feelings, but they do not get intimate except in a way that fully exists to work out the author's fucked-up obsessive queerplatonic (?) early 20s. Enjoy but don't make eye contact with me!! 

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    03 Feb 2022

  5. Public Bookmark 4

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    an alternative universe that paints harrowhark and ianthe as lifelong friends and lovers who are going to kill god or die trying. [ written as an rp ]

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    11 Jan 2022