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    Shane releases what feels like his first exhale in forever—Ilya Rozanov, taken out by the common flu. Not ignoring him. Not ending anything. Still, the knot in his chest doesn’t ease completely with the vision of Ilya unwell and alone in Shane’s head.

    JANE

    Are you at your house?

    LILY

    Where else, Jane?

    JANE

    Don’t fall asleep. I’ll be there soon. 

    LILY

    No, am sick. I told you. 

    JANE

    I heard you. I’ll be there soon.

    Or, Ilya’s sick and Shane wants, and wants, and wants. 

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    07 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 47

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    When Rozanov gets to his apartment an hour later, Shane doesn’t say anything at all, just throws himself at Rozanov desperately, stumbling forwards over Rozanov’s legs and tangling his hands in golden curls. Rozanov chuckles a little into the kiss, murmurs something low in Russian, and then responds enthusiastically, lifting Shane off his feet. For a few blissful minutes, Shane forgets everything except Rozanov and the heat between them. Then the sex is over, and Rozanov rolls off of him.

    Shane is lying on his back, staring at the ceiling, feeling the sweat dry on his face. He keeps telling himself not to panic. Like that’s going to help.

    “Fuck, Hollander,” says Rozanov, and Shane hears him, distantly. “Was good. You want to destroy me twice in one night, huh?”

    It must have been good for Rozanov, too, then. He doesn’t usually joke about losing games. Shane feels a stab of resentment that he’s enjoying himself, when Shane is so afraid.
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    In which Shane gets bad news from his doctor, and tries to distract himself with Rozanov, and it doesn't really work.

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    06 Jan 2026

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    When a visit to his father turns violent, there's only one place Ilya wants to go.

    Set post-Rose breakup and pre-all stars game.

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    06 Jan 2026

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    Hayden finds Lily’s contact and touches the little call button.

    After a short time, the call connects. “Shane,” a breathless sound reaches his ear, a broken heavy Russian accent cut off by a choked up sob. “You scared me.”

    Hayden hangs up.

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    Hayden calls Lily after Shane’s injury

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    06 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 90

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    Ilya has the first proper conversation with David Hollander and comes to find that boringness is apparently not genetic.

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