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It’s not, like, a thing.
It’s only happened twice, if you don’t count the time during the pre-season when Max shoved a thigh against George’s crotch, and George, touch-deprived and broken-hearted, let out a sharp gasp and came instantly. Max, looking shocked and frightened, stormed away.
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24 Dec 2025
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russtappen meal so good i started thanking the heavens for it. yeah
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And it’s not like Sunghoon has spent an embarrassing amount of time thinking about what it’d be like to date Jay. Of course not. They’re best friends. That would be weird as hell.
Or:
Sunghoon buries years worth of pining to teach Jay all he knows about gay sex. What could possibly go wrong?
Bookmarked by yutamatic (nellimatic)
15 Jul 2025
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this is literally so insane. one of my favorite jayhoon fics ever dude
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Is Sunghoon a little embarrassed to be a virgin at his big boy age of twenty-one? A little bit. Does he avoid the topic whenever Sunoo brings it up during his moments of well-intentioned, albeit inappropriate, therapist roleplay? Of course.
(Or: Sunghoon deals with campus police, his best friend living halfway across the country, a drug dealing roommate, and the struggle of trying to lose your virginity in college.)
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Mystery Work
Part of for now
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
Bookmarked by yutamatic (nellimatic)
16 May 2025
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im screaming out into the void. this is so, so good. oh my GOD
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burnt out from work, sunghoon develops a severe case of insomnia and regrettably discovers that sleeping with jay is the only cure:
and then jay rustles a little, voice loud and clear with an afterthought, “you tell anyone about this, and i’ll rip out your jugular.”
oh hey, pillowtalk.
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i swallow your heart (you make me spit it out again) by strawberrymoon (minmangomin)
Fandoms: ENHYPEN (Band)
28 Mar 2022
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Sunghoon has never been a lucky guy. He considers that falling in love with Jay is also derived from his ongoing bad luck streak.
Maybe in another scenario, Sunghoon wouldn’t consider it as such but in this one… Jay’s eyes are fixed on Heeseung, and there’s that unmistakable fondness and brightness blooming in them.
Bookmarked by yutamatic (nellimatic)
06 Jul 2024
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holy fucking shit. dude. hello????? perfect story perfect characterization perfect narration. im gobsmacked. one of the best fics ive ever read
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Here are the facts, in order:
1. There is a vampire living in Jake’s apartment.
2. His name is Heeseung.
3. Jake might be falling in love with him.Bookmarked by yutamatic (nellimatic)
26 Mar 2024
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yelling falling rolling around going crazy dying AAAAAAAAAAA!!!! vampire hee and human jakey im IAJKSKWK
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Before becoming Sunghoon’s roommate, Jay has never dated so many guys in his life. But this is only because Sunghoon won’t make a move and he’s so sexually frustrated: he checks him out and he sometimes responds to Jay’s flirting but he never does anything. Instead, he continues to pretend he’s straight, spending time with all the pretty girls on campus, and Jay’s sick of it.
Fed up, when he comes home following a drunken night of too little, too much without getting laid (damn you Jake), Jay decides to do something about whatever it is that’s going on between them. There’s always been something; he just has to convince Sunghoon to admit that he agrees. Encourage him to finally do something about it.
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- Part 3 of 🎁
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Bookmarked by yutamatic (nellimatic)
19 Mar 2024
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kicking my feet and giggling this is exactly the type of jayhoon i need!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Mystery Work
Part of for now
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
Bookmarked by yutamatic (nellimatic)
17 Mar 2024
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just fell off my bed, off a mountain, off a bridge, off the edge of the world and through the universe. this is sooooo. wow
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Bookmarked by yutamatic (nellimatic)
01 Mar 2024
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need this fic injected into my veins. the tone, the sentence structure, the story itself. i consumed everything about this whole
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“Jongseong, where did you find this wonderful young man?”
Sunghoon half expects Jay to answer honestly, but then remembers that the first time they hooked up, it was almost immediately after Sunghoon finished doing a keg stand that set a fraternity record. Actually, now he’s kind of wondering if that was why Jay dragged him upstairs in the first place – maybe he was drawn to successful men. He couldn’t blame him.
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In the span of one weekend, Sunghoon has to go from pretending he’s not sleeping with Jay to pretending they’re deeply in love. He regrets every decision that got him to this point.spin off of nothing counts after midnight
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- Part 2 of the force of our impact, the fission
Bookmarked by yutamatic (nellimatic)
29 Jan 2024
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this fic messed me up for literal weeks, and will continue to mess me up for probably the rest of time. because… holy shit?? QOWJFBFJKEJAJ??? like. every time i read a word of this fic i turn into the guy from that day 2 no hating meme. falling to my knees and screaming and crying and everything. yeah. this ruined my life in the best way
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Maybe if this hadn’t all happened to him in the span of forty eight hours, he’d be more receptive. Maybe, if Jake had broken up with him, and then he’d been given six months minimum to deal with that, he’d be ready to hear that Jay also had plans of abandoning him.
But that wasn’t Heeseung’s life. Unfortunately, Heeseung’s life was this – he’d been dumped, first by the love of his life and then his best friend, and for some unknown reason, he’d decided it was a good idea to be crammed into a Caravan with them both for the next five days.
He wonders if anyone would notice if he threw the door open and flung himself into the ocean.
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- Part 3 of the force of our impact, the fission
Bookmarked by yutamatic (nellimatic)
26 Jan 2024
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you ever die, come back to life, die again, come back to life again, die, come back to life, die, and finally come back to life? exactly. this fic is perfect to me
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“Kun?” Ten blinks blearily, voice sluggish with sleep. “What are you doing in my bed?”
It's then that Kun realises three things:
- He and Ten slept together last night (figuratively; not for the first time).
- He and Ten slept together last night (literally; for the first time).
- In the hazy white-gold light of the new day, Ten looks sleep-soft and beautiful, and Kun feels the strong ‒ no, the overwhelming ‒ urge to lean down and kiss him.
Oh.
Oh, no.
(Ten and his obnoxious habits should set alarm bells ringing, but in the heat of summer sunshine, Kun just can't seem to stay away.)
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Bookmarked by yutamatic (nellimatic)
16 Sep 2023
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i started throwing up everywhere this is sooooo good
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Mystery Work
Part of nope., documented delusions
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
Bookmarked by yutamatic (nellimatic)
12 Aug 2023
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this fic chewed me up and spat me back out good lord it’s insane
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“It hurts me, you know,” Chenle says, “to watch guys treat you like that, time and time again.”
Jeno’s heartbeat stutters in his ribcage. Chenle is too honest for his own good, blunt and razor sharp all at once.
“So treat me better,” he breathes out.
Chenle leans in and kisses him.
And that’s how it starts.Jeno is tired of fucking random guys, Chenle suggests they try the friends with benefits thing. Enter: feelings.
Bookmarked by yutamatic (nellimatic)
28 Jul 2023
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i read this fic a while ago but didnt bookmark it until now. i love it so much. wow. it’s perfect fr. i’ve reread it many times btw
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Jaemin pauses, letting a delicate little smirk rest on the edge of his lips. “I have an idea.”
Jisung sighs, instantly deflating into the covers, and yanking the blanket up around him. “Hyung,” he mumbles. His cheeks are pink, lips nearly just as flushed, bitten and plum red. Jaemin wants to kiss him. “Can I like, at least, go shower before you start devising new ways to torture me?”
“Sure,” Jaemin allows pleasantly, leaning back against the sheets and stretching luxuriously. “Go for it.”
“I notice you didn’t quibble the torture part,” Jisung mutters.
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Heartbreaking: The Worst Person You Know Is Actually More Than Half Decent In Bed. Logistically, it’s a great mix. Donghyuck will begrudgingly admit that Jaemin is easy on the eyes—even if he’s got the personality of barbed wire.
It’s a match made in hell. It’s kind of perfect.
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Love is fleeting. Victory is eternal.
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Bookmarked by yutamatic (nellimatic)
11 Jun 2022
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i feel like im floating in the void. this fic ripped my heart out piece by price. absolutely brilliant