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  1. Public Bookmark 70

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    “Chuuya, we did–”

    In a moment of overflowing relief and excitement, Chuuya’s lips press against Dazai’s, cutting off the obvious rest of his sentence. They did it. They got away with robbery.

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    A year ago, Chuuya found Dazai on the piers of Yokohama's port, ready to end it all after his family's tragic demise. Tonight, hidden beneath the thick fog of a city that has failed them, they robbed a jewellery store together. With the police on their tails, Dazai dares to dream of a better life with Chuuya, only to come face to face with a choice that could cost him everything worth living for.

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    22 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 56

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    Dazai simply shrugged, not even slightly bothered by Chuuya’s accusation. Instead, his face twisted into a cold grin, the taunt falling from his lips sharply. “Chuuya really likes to whore around a lot, no?”

    The words struck deeper than Chuuya wanted to admit, twisting something hot and defensive in his gut. “I’m not whoring around,” he bit out coldly. He really hadn’t been; it was never like that. “I’m just enjoying myself, something you wouldn’t know how to do even with a gun to your head.”

    Dazai hummed, the sound barely audible even with the music much fainter here in the back. Something unfamiliar flickered behind his eyes.

    “Are you offering?”

    Chuuya swallowed hard, his mouth suddenly dry, words sticking to his tongue like cotton. “Fuck you,” he spat, then turned to leave, annoyance shifting into something much more sinister inside him. He needed to get out of here before he did something he’d regret. They’d both regret.

     

    Or: dark era soukoku, sexual tension, and a port mafia party gone wrong (or right?).

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    31 Aug 2025

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    “Who are you then?”

    “I am Dazai. Dazai Osamu.”

    Chuuya’s eyes opened wide. He blinked a couple of times, then let out an incredulous breath. While retreating into his chair, he mumbled, “I... didn’t think it would work.”

    “It really didn’t,” Dazai smirked. He made sure to inflect his tone with scorn and mockery; let it be known that he would not bend to a human’s fleeting desires. “That is not my real name.”

    “It is.” Chuuya inclined his head to the side, curls caressing his features in fire, highlighting the redness of his cheeks — he was embarrassed, Dazai mused. Humans’ foolishness really was amusing: they had so little time and spent so much of it feeling. “As long as we’re together, that is your real name.”

    Or,
    Dazai is the Lord of Dreams. He breathes life into humans' dreams and nightmares, despite not being interested in them at all... until he encounters one human that wishes to live forever.

    And so, Dazai and Chuuya start meeting every hundred years.

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    31 Aug 2025

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    Dazai Osamu is a teacher.
    He's in his late twenties, he can't cook to save his life and he moved in with his boyfriend (the man of his dreams) three years ago.
    They have everything: sweet mornings, breakfast together, shopping trips where they banter and decide what to eat for dinner.
    It's the perfect mundane life, a beautiful friendship that bloomed into a gentle love.

    Life is not perfect. It never is.
    Thankfully, sometimes, 'good' is good enough.

    “Have a nice day at work,” Chuuya says, waving. “Love you.”

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    25 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 50

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    They have been living like this for some months now, trying to enjoy these small joys they carve out for themselves before they can’t rely on the ‘recharging their energies’ excuse anymore.

    There is no pause for yourself and your partner when your next job is either ending or saving the world — so they cling to each other.

    Or,
    Dazai and Chuuya move to a cottage in the countryside to recover from the injuries sustained in Meursault.

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    28 Sep 2023