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  1. Public Bookmark 83

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    After investigating an alleyway while exhausted, Chuuya ends up partially paralyzed and unable to walk.

    Life becomes a series of good days and bad days, and learning what its like to live in the aftermath.

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    10 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 80

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    Dazai's plan: to act so nice and sweet to Chuuya that the other becomes so paranoid he cannot enjoy his birthday.

    Chuuya just suspects Dazai has been possessed by aliens. To prove this suspicions, Chuuya asks the possibly-possessed Dazai a question only he can answer. “You… how do you feel about me?”

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    10 Jun 2026

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    "Sorry, Chuuya, I already have a date."
    "Eh?! Chuuya, I couldn't possibly compete against Dazai!"
    "Wait, why aren't you taking Dazai? Aren't you two dating?"

    Leave it up to Dazai fucking Osamu to somehow still keep ruining Chuuya's life even though he swore he wanted nothing to do with Chuuya. Seriously, he only had a week left until the Yule Ball and things were looking really, really, bad.

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    05 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 48

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    "That’s his ‘out’, the pure brilliance of his strategy: it’s a ‘we could, perhaps… just joking… unless’. A childish choice, really, but desire rarely breeds the smartest ideas.


    It’s hasty, they’re both clearly rushing. There must be no time for either to think.

    The mackerel can’t retreat if he’s balls deep.

    And the slug won’t chicken out if he’s getting his brains fucked out.

    Simple maths, really.

    Or: Osamu Dazai thinks the best way to handle a noise complaint is to become the noise complaint.

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    05 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 62

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    One evening, during the notorious four-year separation, Chuuya comes home to the sight of Dazai in his apartment.
    They both have a lot to say to each other.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    "Can you help me with something? There's this guy, and he doesn't realize that I've been trying to get his attention for the longest time..."

    Chuuya frowns at him. Then his thoughts clear. "Oh. You mean Baki."

    --
    Or, the one in which Chuuya has a crush on Dazai, and Dazai's interested in his twin brother instead.

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    03 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 99

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    “If you’re trying to make up for fucking strangers in my apartment, all you have to do is stop fucking strangers in my apartment.
    Dazai coughs quietly on the other side.
    “Are we strangers?”

    OR: the biggest trial in Chuuya's life is being Dazai's landlord

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    03 Jun 2026

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    “You’re really sure? I don’t think—”

    “I think you should heed your boss when he makes a decision,” Dazai butted in smoothly, meeting Tachihara’s eyes with a cool stare. “What do you think, Tachihara?”

    Or, Dazai visits Chuuya at work and quickly becomes irritated with a coworker who seems to like Chuuya a lot more than Dazai’s willing to let slide. (Chuuya is just trying to do his job).

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    03 Jun 2026

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    "Generally speaking," Dazai says, and he doesn't sound anything like the Dazai that Chuuya knows, "I can't imagine I'd go through the effort of faking my death when dying is both easier to achieve and more of a pleasant experience. Though it depends on the how and the why, of course."

    "Bastard, stop talking in circles and–"

    "Boss, huh?" Dazai says, and Chuuya breaks off. It sounds wrong, from Dazai, and Chuuya lets Dazai go. Dazai drops down to both knees, and then sits there, gazing past Chuuya and looking at the makeshift shrine on the imposing wooden desk. There's something dark in his gaze, and it's almost comforting. Almost, because it's familiar; it's a knife in the darkness that Chuuya has watched bring down hundreds of people.

    "What," Chuuya snaps. "Going to tell me you want the position back?"

    "Back," Dazai murmurs, drumming his fingers on his knees before he finally climbs back up to his feet. His hands go into his pockets, his posture relaxed and easy, and none of it makes any sense. "Chuuya, was I really?"

    -

    In which Dazai of the Beast light novel the Dazai of canon swap places and have to solve some mysteries to return home. Or try to, at least.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    The distance between them is significant, but Dazai can still see Chuuya's quizzical head tilt, almost asking;

    You came?

    Dazai does a mock bow that makes Chuuya roll his eyes.

    You called.

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    Or, Dazai's sophomore year starts with him getting caught up in the orbit of Chuuya Nakahara, and being unable to escape.

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    28 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 66

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    "Chuuya made sure that the man saw the grin he flashed, as he hung on the pole upside down, before loosening the grip he had with his ankles and dropping down, just to stop a few inches above the ground.
    Cheers emerged and people were clapping but Chuuya was solely interested in the man’s reaction, whose eyes widened a fraction before teeth bit down into lips.
    He had him on the hook."

    Working in a club as a pole dancer, Chuuya knows exactly how intrigued people are by him. Getting what he wants has never posed an issue and it also doesn't, when his gaze falls on a particularly attractive guest in the front row. Even as the night progresses, Chuuya has no regrets.

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    28 May 2026

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    Chuuya has a crush on his annoying yet attractive roommate, Dazai Osamu, but there is a slight problem. Dazai is known to be what some might call a womanizer or an absolute player. He's constantly bringing girls over or going out to girls' houses. Despite this, Dazai still finds it in him to flirt with Chuuya, teasing him and saying suggestive things. To get out his sexual frustration, Chuuya retreats to his notes app, writing various thoughts he has about Dazai, most of them being very detailed descriptions. Everything comes to a point though when Chuuya leaves his unlocked phone unattended and his roommate can't control his curiosity.

     

    ------Chuuya writes about having sex with Dazai in his notes and Dazai discovers them

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    22 May 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    Chuuya fails to answer a question in Truth or Dare, and is punished to spend ‘Seven Minutes in Hell Heaven’ with the most infuriating bastard he’s ever known.

    [translated to Chinese/中文 here : AO3, LOFTER]

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    22 May 2026

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    Chuuya and Dazai live in a world where as soon as you see your soulmate, you are able to communicate with each other through telepathy. What happens when they walk down a busy street in Yokohama looking for each other?

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    22 May 2026

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    ah, spring semester. a time of new beginnings, love, friendship, and… your ex-roommate threatening to smash your windshield in with a baseball bat? a college au chatfic following: one delighted dazai, one tormented chuuya, a pair of disgustingly lovey-dovey upperclassmen, and onlookers only making the situation worse.

    chuuya: ohmy fucking god
    chuuya: thats it thats fucking it
    chuuya: i’m getting out of the car

    atsushi: uh stay safe??
    atsushi: wait he’s going for the trunk?
    atsushi: A BASEBALL BAT????

    kouyou: oh no

    yosano: oh yes

    Updates every Friday

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    22 May 2026

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    "And I don't think so, I know so."

    When Chuuya boldly claims he can leave Dazai satisfied in a way his frequent hook-ups could never do, the two childhood friends enter into an agreement that adds certain benefits to their friendship. Strictly no strings attached, of course. A good idea in theory, perhaps, were it not for the fact that both their strings have been secretly attached to each other for as long as they can remember.

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    22 May 2026

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    It’s been nearly four years since the infamous double suicide from Yokohama University.

    Four days before its anniversary, a note is left behind at the local precinct, claiming that the double suicide is in fact a murder – and claiming that the ghosts of Dazai and Nakahara will resurrect for one night to obtain their vengeance.

    As they say, two can keep a secret if one of them is dead.

    [twitter thread + #BSDLiarAU]
    [8.24.2019: this story is now COMPLETE]
    [now has a lovely aesthetic/cover page!!! thank you!!]
    [now has glorious art!!!!!! also here!!! thank you!!!]
    [Translated to Russian!]

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    22 May 2026

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    Dazai glances down at Chuuya’s name tag. “Chuuya, huh?” he questions. “A pretty name for a pretty face.”

    “Listen,” Chuuya starts, “I’m flattered—,” he doesn’t sound flattered, “—but can you please just grab your coffee and get the fuck out?”

    or: dazai being repeatedly owned by the sick and tired barista at the new cafe—a thrilling saga.

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    22 May 2026

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    Parties have never been Dazai’s ‘thing.’

    He has always seen them as ‘unnecessarily loud’ and a ‘waste of one’s night’.

    So, imagine his surprise when he shows up at a college house party and meets this redhead who is admittedly hot—and ends up leaving the party with said redhead.

    Maybe, going to parties isn’t so bad after all?

    Or: Dazai gets dragged to a house party, meets Chuuya, and gets fucked for the first time

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    22 May 2026

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    Going out and getting drunk with friends is all great and fun - until you wake up in a foreign bed with no memory of how you got there.
    And if a question pesters your mind, you want answers. What better method is there, than to try and see if the memories come back?

    Which is exactly what happens to Chuuya, who wakes up next to the most insufferable guy alive; Dazai. But what makes it worse is that neither can recall what happened last night, evidence speaking for and against the fact that they've had sex.

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    40,700

    22 May 2026

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