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    The Ottawa Centaurs go to a bar after a game. There happens to a be a mechanical bull, and everyone puts money on who can last the longest on it. Everyone underestimates just how experienced Shane is at riding.

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    11 Mar 2026

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    "Daddy will fuck you tonight until you can't walk. And you will take my cock like a good girl. Understood?"

    The sound Shane made was barely human—a strangled, desperate keen that cracked in the middle—and then, so soft Ilya almost didn't catch it, trembling with want:

    "Yes, Daddy."

    It started with a hair clip. A tiny, pearlescent crescent moon that Shane wore for thirty seconds and ripped out in shame. Two years later, he's standing in lace panties and a mini skirt in a private room, waiting for his husband to open the door.

    Shane Hollander has a choice: keep pretending the part of him that loves lace and lip gloss doesn't exist, or give it to Ilya as a birthday gift and hope it doesn't ruin everything. He chooses Ilya. He always chooses Ilya.

    Ilya gets a birthday present he’ll never forget.

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    11 Mar 2026

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    “Did you just tell a customer their outfit was structurally unsound?”

    “It was.”

    If you ask Shane Hollander, he'll tell you the bar's highball glasses are committing a war crime against sparkling water, your outfit has at least three structural flaws, and no, he is NOT blushing, it's just warm in here, and no, he was NOT staring at the new bartender through the gap in the ficus leaves, he was RESTING HIS EYES, and also, for the record, he doesn't care that the bartender has hazel eyes the color of warm stone in late-afternoon light or that his hands can untangle Shane's knotted fingers like they were made for exactly that purpose. He's a particularly opinionated artist with a sunset to paint. He doesn't have time for this. (He makes so much time for this.)

    A neurodivergent artist with the social grace of a startled deer + a bartender with the patience of a saint + a best friend who lives for drama = a love story told in fumbled words, shared sunsets, and the quiet understanding that sometimes the most profound conversations happen without speaking a word.

    Or: Shane Hollander has zero filter, zero social skills, and is absolutely in love with the new bartender his mother hired for their family bar

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    11 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

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  4. Rec 99

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    “Hayden, choose position for us”, Rozanov purrs, and Hayden’s brain stumbles so hard he makes a weird coughing sound.

    “Huh? Me?” Somehow he expected them to just - ignore that he’s here and do their own thing; he didn’t consider he’d actually get to affect what they do to each other.

    “No, obviously not you, one of twelve other stupid Metros players in this room who are also named Hayden”, Rozanov deadpans. “Come on. Want Shane to ride me like pretty little cowboy? Or should he be face down in the pillows?”

    Shane is looking between Hayden, Rozanov’s slicked up cock and Hayden again, eyes dark, biting his lower lip. Fuck, it’s obvious how badly he wants it.

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    09 Mar 2026

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  5. Rec 82

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    It's wrong of Hayden to be looking at this. He shouldn't see this.

    "Ilya, that's so good. How the fuck is that so good?" Shane whines as his hips grind filthily against Rozanov’s. Rozanov says something in Russian again, one of his hands leaving Shane’s ass to disappear between their bodies. Fuck, he must have Shane’s dick in his hand now, or maybe both their dicks. Hayden can feel his own cock stirring and his skin flushing as he watches, his heart beating frantically. He can’t look away.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    The first time they’d done this, in Ilya’s bed, Shane had been mystified at Rozanov’s insistence that he not enter the nest without Shane’s permission. Now, Shane feels something akin to smugness flexing its claws in his chest. A primal satisfaction at the rightness that he is the one with the power - at present, if not for much longer - alpha just outside the nest and at his mercy.

    Like Shane will only yield for someone who has earned it. He can draw out Ilya’s suffering just a little longer, make him earn it.

    Shane rakes his gaze over the delicious chest and bicep muscles bunching above the edge of the nest. “Waiting for something, Rozanov?”

    “Are you going to let me into your nest, omega?” His pronunciation of the endearment is more Russian than English, accent thickening around the syllables.

    “Depends. You gonna give me your knot?”

    “Hm, does not sound like begging yet to me.”

    Some months after Shane recovers from rejection sickness in Ilya's bed, they share their heat/rut together at the cottage, both clinging to the delusion it's still casual.

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    08 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

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  7. Rec *

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    Still, he’s felt like absolute shit for weeks, and the idea of sitting in his hotel room, where he would probably masturbate, cry, and have another night of fitful sleep, did not make him feel any better. Getting to be skin to skin with Ilya Rozanov did. And surely Rozanov wouldn’t be demanding Shane make a nest in his damn bed if he didn’t fully intend on actually kissing him in it and keeping him there until morning, right?

    Maybe that would be enough to pick Shane up out of this drop, keep it from happening again.

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    After not sending the "we didn't kiss" text, Shane's omega hormones go into distress mode. Despite trying to hide his symptoms and play through the misery, when Ilya Rozanov finds out what's going on, the alpha Shane's body wants most is determined to fix it.

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    08 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

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    It’s not going viral because Jane’s true identity was exposed—or even because Ilya was blatantly sexting in public. That part’s as expected as Shane doing yoga or any human being on earth breathing.

    No, the texts are going viral because no one can believe how bad this “Jane” is at sexting.

    The women of the world are outraged. The men of the world are baffled. No one can understand why Ilya Rozanov, whose abs have their own fan club, is wasting his time on ‘a piece of cardboard that wished to be turned into a real girl’ (this particular joke has 300k likes and counting).

    Or: After a social media trend mocks Shane's sexting skills, he tries to improve them. It goes about as poorly as you'd expect.

    Now available in Russian

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    07 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

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    Shane: I’ve never wanted to share it since our timeline is so…complicated
    Hayden: Is it? You were fucking, then you dated, then you got married. Normal progression!
    Shane: I don’t think the “fucking” part of that equation is usually 7 years

    In which the Voyageurs’ secret homophobic group chat leaks, Shane decides it might be time to tell the world how long he’s been seeing Ilya, and said world loses their shit.

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    07 Mar 2026

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    "We could have some fun tonight. You, wearing my clothes…”

    “Shut up,” Shane says, annoyed by the thrill the words send through him. Life would be so much easier if he wasn’t wrapped around Ilya Rozanov’s finger—or fingers is probably more accurate.

    Or: 5 times Shane didn’t plan on stealing Ilya’s clothes, +1 time he absolutely did

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    07 Mar 2026

  11. Rec *

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    Shane: omg how did you know im on pain meds? u know everything!
    Shane: like how I’m gay
    Rose: Shane, don’t tell people you’re gay right now, okay?
    Shane: I know I know
    Shane: he said shhhh
    Shane: he is so cute
    Shane: he held my hand :)

    Or: A look into Shane's texts while high on pain meds.

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    06 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

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    “I don’t care that he’s gay!” Hayden says. Shane turns finally, locking eyes with Hayden, searching for any truth in that statement. Because there’s a difference between knowing theoretically that you share a locker room with a gay guy and seeing him ride a dick like it’s his life’s purpose. “I don’t. You know that. I just…him?”

    “Yes,” Shane says softly. “Him.”

    Hayden lets out a guttural groan. “Jesus, man. You couldn’t at least top him?”

    Or: 6 times Shane and Ilya get walked in on, +1 time they walk in on someone else

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    06 Mar 2026

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    Usually, Hayden can accept that Shane's private life is none of his business. When he’s at home waiting on four kids hand and foot, it’s not like he's filling his days making deranged cork boards connecting Shane to every gay man in North America.

    But on the road, he has nothing to occupy his time besides the occasional Skype call and cable TV. It gets harder to ignore the fact that Shane’s swapping sweet nothings with a man he still won’t let himself talk about.

    Or: After the cottage, Shane comes out to his teammates but swears that he doesn't have a boyfriend. Unfortunately for him, Hayden and J.J. don't believe his lie for a second.

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    06 Mar 2026

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    Hayden watches Shane, almost expecting him to go, "wow, I was hacked while we were at practice, look at these weird messages!". But no such luck. Shane smiles.

    A real smile, a big one, his text from Lily smile. God, Hayden was so sure they were sending each other endless strings of heart emojis and "I miss you more" "no, I miss you more"s, not…that. Never in a million years would he have guessed that.

    Or: 5 times someone's shocked to learn that Shane's a little freaky, +1 time someone isn't

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    05 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

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    Jackie suddenly appeared behind Hayden. She was smiling widely as she took her place next to Hayden, slipping her arm round her husband. "Shane, Ilya, so glad you guys made it!"

    With one arm, Rozanov pulled her out of Hayden's embrace and twirled her around. "Ah, I have missed you Jackie. You are looking very sexy today, well done."

    Patrice's jaw dropped. 

    Surely even Ilya Rozanov wasn't flirting with another man's wife in front of her husband and his own husband?

    Pat glanced at Kate, giving her his 'I told you so' look. 

    But Jackie just laughed. "Thank you, Ilya."

    "You are very welcome. Is tragic for you now your husband is so old. Anyway, here is gift for old man. I wanted to give Viagra-"

    "Oi!"

    Jesus, this guy didn't know when to stop, did he?

    "-But Shane said was 'inappropriate'," He made finger quotes with his fingers as he spoke and then shrugged, a shit-eating grin on his face. "Sorry, Jackie, I tried to help."

    Asshole.

    (hayden's birthday party sees 3 metros, and their assumptions about hollanov, corrected)

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    05 Mar 2026

  16. Rec 38

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    "Hayden had done the math and figured it out about a month after Shane had told him he was gay." That’s one way to put it. It is certainly what Shane thought.

    “Yeah. They were hooking up for a while,” Hayden went on. “I guess that’s over now that he’s gay.”
    Jackie just looked at him. There was a long, patient silence. Finally, she smiled.
    “He was always gay, Hayden.”

    Or:
    Jackie did the math. Hayden absolutely did not.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    "That ring size... It's for a man, right? It's too big for a woman.", Hayden pointed out after analyzing the ring with a suspicious look.

    Suddenly, the room was silent again and all eyes, once again, landed on Shane.

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    Shane gets outed as gay by accidentally dropping a ring in men's size

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    03 Mar 2026

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    “Just for a while.” Shane breathed, his eyes unwavering and persistent. “I just - I just need a taste. I’ll be good, I promise.” He licked his lips and edged closer on his knees. “I’ve been waiting for you. Don’t I deserve a reward?”

    He’d never been one for propriety, but Ilya was quite sure that heat-drunk omegas who barged their way into homes and scandalized staff didn’t merit praise. But he’d never been one to deny Shane anything, so he relented anyway.

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    Or: Shane goes into heat a month before the wedding and throws propriety out the window.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    The NHL partners with an omega health organization for a safe-sex awareness campaign.

    Shane—the league's most prominent omega player—is asked to participate in a filmed segment where a certified alpha health educator demonstrates on an anatomical dummy how to properly prepare an omega outside of heat. Professional. Clinical. Except the educator cancels last minute, and the only alpha already on set who has media clearance is Ilya Rozanov.

    The demonstration involves lubricant, careful stretching, and detailed verbal narration of technique. Shane has to stand there and provide "the omega perspective." The dummy is silicone and clinical and shouldn't be erotic at all, but Ilya's hands are huge and deliberate and he keeps glancing at Shane while describing proper preparation.

    Shane would rather take a slap shot to the face than admit what's happening below his waistline right now. Fuck.

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    02 Mar 2026

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    If a man does not keep pace with his companions, perhaps it is because he hears a different drummer. Let him step to the music which he hears, however measured or far away. ~ Thoreau

    Or;

    What happened when Yuna and Shane were talking.

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    27 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

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