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    I like the idea of these ‘sliding doors’ moments between these two guys. They are totally obsessed with each other and I think if they somehow were able to spend more time together without the expectations of hockey or immediately hooking up then I think their obvious ‘like’ for one another could come out in any number or ways.

    Fancy seeing you here. What if the two hockey boys ran into each other outside of games when they’re in the same city.

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    Shane Hollander was a man on a mission: Prove that he was as much of a simp for his husband as, if not more than, Ilya Rozanov.

    (Or four times someone notes how whipped Ilya Rozanov was + one time Shane Hollander showed the world that he was equally whipped)

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Last chapter read 2

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    Ilya buys Shane a pair of thigh high frilly socks as a joke.

    Shane wears them.

    Everything else that happens is entirely Ilya’s fault.

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    25 Mar 2026

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    Ilya stepped towards Shane and when he didn’t step back, Ilya took the opportunity to wrap him in his arms.

    “I just wanted you to know that it would be okay if you did need to do that.” He wanted to make sure that he said the right thing so that Shane wouldn’t be spooked. He had already fucked this up severely. But even then, Shane deserved to know everything.

    “I don’t believe in cheating.” Shane stilled in his arms before he finished with, “I don’t own you Shane.”

    Everything in Shane’s face shattered and Ilya knew that despite his attempts he had said something terribly wrong.

    Shane turned on his heel and hauled ass out of the bedroom. By the time Ilya could catch up to him, he was gone.

    And now Ilya was speeding to Montreal because four days was far too long for comfort.

     

    OR the one where Ilya tells Shane he can see other people and then regrets it.

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    25 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander was traded to the Ottawa Centaurs without ever being outed. His relationship with Ilya Rozanov is still a secret to most people.
    Everything was going just fine, until they both get added to the Centaurs WAGs group chat.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    Last read chapter 23

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    The last thing Shane and Ilya expected when they died after living a long, happy life together was to wake up back in their 17 years old bodies the day they first met.

    They get to redo everything together and to fix what they got wrong the first time.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    Last read chapter 9