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  1. Public Bookmark 27

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    “Naim is an absolute vision in the strobing lights, glitter catching on the ridges of his cheekbones like stars. They sway to the music, not quite really dancing yet, but Naim keeps moving his head side to side, the beat moving him in a way Ryan’s not quite privy to yet. Give it time, Naim would tell him. Listen to this other playlist. You’ll get it.”

    Ryan’s never believed in the idea of providing for anyone before his relationship with Naim. Preparing to attend their first rave together changes that.

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    1/1
    Comments:
    22
    Kudos:
    190
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    27
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    21 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    When it comes to fight or flight, Ryan has never had to wonder what he was.

    OR

    Ryan relives the night before he fled Bandee, and comes face to face with how much he needs Naim.

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    English
    Words:
    6,144
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    13
    Kudos:
    124
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    1,420

    20 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 29

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    “Yeah but. Do you want me to have the ring?” Naim asks. The sides of his lips are all cut up, melting into the swollen gash of his mouth. The entire left side of his face is scraped from being forced onto the concrete. It’s ghastly. He’s still the prettiest person Ryan’s ever seen. 

    Naim’s really asking if he wants him or not, and Ryan does, of course he does. “Of course,” says Ryan.

    Somehow, there are much more monstrous things in the world than the demon who wears Naim's face. Once they pledge their commitment to one another, Ryan finds out just how much.

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    7,332
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    221
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    29
    Hits:
    2,133

    18 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 35

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    "You’re not going to believe this,” Naim says with a laugh. He takes a long drag of the cig. “That crazy lady in there thinks you’re beating me up. Like, straight up thinks you’re giving me all these scratches and bruises and shit.”

    Naim expects him to laugh, but Ryan doesn’t. He looks absolutely stricken. The color drains from his face. He stops in the middle of the sidewalk. “On purpose?”

    5 months after setting off to build a life of their own, Naim and Ryan are still plagued by attacks from the entity. It's hard to avoid getting defensive wounds.

    Naim's boss thinks Ryan is responsible.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    9
    Kudos:
    269
    Bookmarks:
    35
    Hits:
    2,143

    18 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 42

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    The town had already killed Ryan and Naim the moment they let that healer cross their threshold. A little more violence hardly mattered to them. The manner of Ryan’s devotion definitely didn’t.

    or: canon divergence where naim jumps into the fight against macca's boys to protect ryan (and gets hurt)

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    4,431
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    236
    Bookmarks:
    42
    Hits:
    1,696

    18 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark *

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    Years on from Bandee, part of him was still scared of how Ryan made him feel. The things he made him want. Maybe he'd never be able to let go of that fear entirely, ruined by what they'd been through in more ways than a murderous shadow. But tonight there was an ache inside of him like a bruise and Naim needed desperately for it to be pressed.

    Naim and Ryan go to a friend's birthday, and Naim lets himself want without fear.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    41
    Kudos:
    402
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    103
    Hits:
    3,265

    17 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 42

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    Those who have trusted in God may be careful to devote themselves to doing what is good.
    Ryan has an emptiness within him that devotion feeds off of. A need for love. Little did he know, that vacuum was perfectly Naim shaped. A place for his devotion to go towards, somebody to believe in and worship. Something Holy. 

     

    or, the year after ryan and naim leave

    Language:
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    Comments:
    16
    Kudos:
    173
    Bookmarks:
    42
    Hits:
    1,743

    16 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 88

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    They don’t speak on the bus. Maybe it’s the fragile truce that’s formed since the bus passengers proved they were both somehow still alive. Together. Maybe it’s the soft peace that’s settled since Naim allowed himself to bury his face in Ryan’s shoulder once again. And Ryan nuzzled against him in return. Maybe it’s wondering if Ryan, too, sees his ghost watching as they pass through an endless, empty landscape.

     

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    They escape with no plan for Step 2.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    3/4
    Comments:
    43
    Kudos:
    438
    Bookmarks:
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    Hits:
    3,147

    15 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 35

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    Naim: *nags over whatever*
    Ryan: ur so pretty haha

    or a social media au where ryanaim are (not so) childhood friends.

    Series
    Language:
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    4,445
    Chapters:
    7/?
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    80
    Kudos:
    290
    Bookmarks:
    35
    Hits:
    3,000

    11 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 47

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    naim had done this a dozen times before, but his heart still hammered against his ribs, still raced with the fear of being caught, of someone seeing him climb into ryan whelan’s bedroom like a stray cat looking for warmth.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    16
    Kudos:
    282
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    Hits:
    2,699

    10 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 23

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    It’s better these days. The further they leave Bandi in their rearview mirror, the freer he feels. Like he can slip out of his restraints. He doesn’t have to twist himself into shapes to fit in, or hide behind silence and small talk. Instead, he can grow.

    or: Naim and Ryan make it to Paris with just the clothes on their back and fragile hope for the future

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    174
    Bookmarks:
    23
    Hits:
    1,417

    09 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 54

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    “you look ridiculous.”

    “you look like you want to eat me alive.”

    or

    ryan and naim dress as cowboys for a halloween party, then they fuck about it.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    16
    Kudos:
    256
    Bookmarks:
    54
    Hits:
    4,060

    09 Jul 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 40

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    naim and ryan smoking together, freshly after they've escaped their suffocating town

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    1/1
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    313
    Bookmarks:
    40
    Hits:
    2,654

    09 Jul 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 14

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    Ryan has returned to his heavenly form, that same angel that showed up in his backyard, that same angel that tumbled in through his window, that some angel that cupped his face, kissed his mouth, took off his pants, and loved his body like it was his own. That same angel that would love every part of his body no matter what. He was not scared of this beautiful, blond, and flawless being kneeling in front of him and straddling his hips. He had never been scared of this.

    Naim nods and the angel pulls his binder off slowly. Naim stretches his shoulders, as if releasing a set of wings from his shoulder blades. Ryan seems taken aback. He kneels in front of Naim for a little while, staring at the body in front of him that is equally as heavenly as his.

    or

    Ryan shows up at Naim's house for some midday sex and discovers more than he thought he would

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    134
    Bookmarks:
    14
    Hits:
    1,316

    09 Jul 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 52

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    “It’s okay,” Naim said. There was still blood seeping from his mouth.

    “No.” Ryan shook his head. He didn’t know where to touch Naim, didn’t know if he trusted himself to. Carefully he reached for his wrist, the closest thing, and pulled his hand from where it clenched white around the railing. “No, fuck. Come here—”

    Ryan could see the ragged skin of the gash beneath Naim’s chin, the blood still dripping freely onto his collarbones. A deep wine-purple was blooming at his brow. And Ryan had done this, the real Ryan.

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    In a moment of panic, Ryan mistakes Naim for the Entity.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    27
    Kudos:
    368
    Bookmarks:
    52
    Hits:
    2,054

    08 Jul 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 18

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    They were living together, almost properly. The dingy motel room had become like a makeshift apartment. Yeah, they had no stove or oven or whatever. But Naim worked on his portfolio at the desk while Ryan folded laundry on the bed. They ate frozen meals out of the microwave together every night. They fell asleep in the same bed at night and Naim walked Ryan to work in the morning. It was domestic. Naim wasn’t supposed to get this. He had thought he’d never get this. He wasn’t sure he really had it.

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    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    15
    Kudos:
    205
    Bookmarks:
    18
    Hits:
    1,764

    08 Jul 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 81

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    As the hart panteth after the water brooks, so panteth my soul after thee, O God.
    My soul thirsteth for God, for the living God: when shall I come and appear before God?
    My tears have been my meat day and night, while they continually say unto me, Where is thy God?

    ***

    maybe they can outrun it, if he just keeps driving

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    Comments:
    18
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    266
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    81
    Hits:
    2,459

    07 Jul 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    Somehow the blonde boy had completely hypnotised him. That was how Naim felt about it, for lack of a better word.

    Otherwise he would not be so worked up over the fact it had been nearly two months and he still had not so much as grazed a hand beneath Ryan's waistband.

    How absurd was that?

    Or, Naim gets to the bottom of why Ryan never lets him get him off.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    66
    Kudos:
    846
    Bookmarks:
    211
    Hits:
    7,349

    06 Jul 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 49

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    “You good?” he asked again, reaching for Naim’s hair. “What’s wrong?”

    Nothing. Naim wanted to say. Nothing at all.

    Instead, his eyes caught on the coloured bottles on his nightstand, some of them tipped over on their sides from the mattress bumping the nightstand. Naim squeezed his eyes shut, feeling his cheeks grow blotchy with embarrassment as he rolled over, pressing his face into Ryan’s chest,

    “It’s stupid,” Naim said, muffled, slowly lifting his head and threading his fingers through Ryan’s mussed curls, “It’s not even-”

    Ryan smiled, the cold metal of his rings kissing Naim’s flushed cheeks as he cupped his boyfriend’s face,

    “Just say it, dickhead.”

    Naim swallowed around the words, forcing himself to slow down,

    I want you to fuck me while I'm high.

    Or

    Ryan and Naim fuck at a rave!

    Please read the tags <3

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,170
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    24
    Kudos:
    311
    Bookmarks:
    49
    Hits:
    3,202

    06 Jul 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 24

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    ryan and naim escape town, but they can’t escape what it’s done to them.

    Language:
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    Words:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    231
    Bookmarks:
    24
    Hits:
    1,337

    06 Jul 2026

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