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    Ilya thinks he plays hockey. Why else would he be in Canada? Why would he befriend a hockey star, Shane Hollander? Ilya must be an MLH hockey player. And a good one, too, if he's still in Canada, some ten years after being drafted. He guesses Shane is his teammate, they are friends, close friends probably, and Yuna loves him so much that he is like a second son. She cried at his hospital bed and everything. He has a family here, in Canada. Ilya Rozanov, at twenty-eight, is a very lucky man.

    Or: Ilya wakes up to find out that all his dreams came true.

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    09 May 2026

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    Shane lifts one eyelid again to look at Rozanov. His eyes are red-rimmed. Like he’s been crying. “Why…why aren’t you in Boston?”

    Rozanov’s brow furrows. “Why would I be in Boston?”

    “You, you’re captain. Raiders. Boston.”

    The room is silent except for the beeping of monitors.

    In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit on the ice. When he wakes up, the last thing he remembers is a tuna melt.

    There’s a lot to get used to.

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    05 Apr 2026

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    “I just… I want to know, you know? I’m, like, almost thirty and I don’t know. It’s pathetic.”

    He’s years away from almost thirty, but their sports careers make them feel older than they are. Ilya understands the feeling of being far behind other people.

    And he couldn’t stand the face Shane was making, his I’ve only ever wished I could be like everyone else face. Ilya couldn’t fucking stand it, would do anything to make it ago away.

    Which is why he, against his better judgement, said, “I can take you somewhere.”

    Or; shane turns to his bisexual best friend to help him find a casual hookup and ilya swallows his yearning to make it happen.

    featuring a gloryhole and ilya talking him through it

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    03 Apr 2026

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    The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed. 

    Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.

    Reentry is harder than expected.

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    17 Mar 2026

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    Ilya had learned things today. Hollander is warm while he sleeps; he takes deep breaths and sighs and holds his hands near his face. He eats one food first before moving onto the next and is constantly wiping crumbs from his fingers. It is impossible for Ilya to unlearn these things, so he acknowledges them and then lets them run down the drain with the shower water.

    It had only been an easygoing nap in the middle of the day, with the sun coming through the window and quiet in the house. It wasn’t supposed to be a big deal. Ilya likes a party, but he appreciates a quiet house. He’d hoped Shane would too.

    He leans his forehead against the tile.

    Hollander. Hollander.

    ~

    Ilya thought he knew everything, but has so much to learn about Shane Hollander. Takes place after tuna melts in episode 4 and through Tampa All-Stars.

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    11 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 59

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    His eyes are intent on me, scanning my body again, lingering on the bulge under my pants, because of course I’m already half fucking hard. It’s kind of invigorating, kind of a rush, the way he’s looking at me.

    Hungry.

    So. I lift my hands from where they’re holding the edge of my desk, and I start to unbutton my shirt.

    // 'Later tonight. Come to my room.'

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    08 Mar 2026

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    “You really wouldn’t mind if I had sex with someone else?”

    Ilya does mind. Hearing it said back to him, almost makes him flinch, a sudden and brittle sound right next to his ear that he fails to recoil from in time. But he swallows back the bitter truth and replies, “Of course not. If that is what you want.”

    He waits, sitting on his living room couch, phone pressed painfully against his ear, his other hand gripping his knees till his knuckles blanched. He could feel his own heart rattling behind his ribs, pulse rockingloudly. His mind was an echo of alarm, demanding of him: Why isn't Shane saying anything?

    It was the loudest silence he’s ever lived through, until Shane finally said, “Okay.”

    OR: inspired by the fight in TLG where Ilya tells Shane he can sleep with other men. But this time, Shane actually takes the offer.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Shane does not pull away, does not speak, does not kiss him again, just holds him like it is easier than letting him go, rocking them slowly back and forth on the edge of the mattress. There is a damp patch on his very nice new shirt where Ilya has failed to swallow back his tears, but he is cradling Ilya to him, anyway, like it doesn’t matter. Like it costs him nothing to do it.
    Nobody has touched Ilya this way in a very, very long time. He had forgotten that it was possible to be handled with care—to be treated like a breakable object, instead of a broken one.

    OR: What happened in the hotel room after the Tampa Bay All-Stars Game.

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    29 Jan 2026

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    “Happy winner,” Rozanov says, kissing Shane’s hip. “How does it feel? Good, yes? Such a strong alpha.”

    Despite the teasing lilt, a soft, rolling r in strong, Shane can tell that Rozanov is being sincere. He has never gotten the impression that Rozanov uses it as an insult with him—unlike every time he whips it out mid-game to taunt an opponent, or to provoke someone in an interview. Shane blinks down at him, and is reminded of what this is. Of why, in every way, they are implausible.

    Rozanov adds, “What?”

    “You just never call me that,” Shane says. His grip on Rozanov’s shoulder tightens.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    Shane’s whining beneath him, head thrown back, exposing the long column of his neck and rutting up against Ilya. Ilya licks up his throat, nibbling at Shane’s jaw, before his lips brush the shell of Shane’s ear.

    “Tell me what you want.”

    The reply is instant.

    “You.”

    or: after his drunken confession, shane keeps avoiding ilya. at a student party ilya finally gets the chance to speak to him.
    part 2 to Close to Me

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    23 Jan 2026

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    "There was omega at the shoot. Shouldn't have been there, smelled like pre-heat." Rozanov's nose wrinkles as he remembers it. "It was so… sweet."

    Shane fights to keep his grip loose around Rozanov's neck. "You didn't like it?"

    "No, gave me headache. Too needy, too desperate."

    The rejection should make relief spread through him, but instead Shane thinks hysterically, I'm needy. I'm desperate. He barely keeps the words from escaping out of his mouth, biting down on his lip hard instead. Something in his scent must change despite Shane's best efforts, because Rozanov's nostrils flare and understanding flashes across his face.

    "Not like you. Omega would have thrown themself at any alpha they saw. You only throw yourself at me. Da, Hollander?"

    Or; the sequel to bad idea, right? where Shane finally gets knotted

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    17 Jan 2026

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    ‘Who’s the freak stealing Ilya Rozanov’s game-worn jerseys?’

    A series of targeted thefts turns into a league-wide mystery. The entire league is obsessed. Ilya is unconcerned. And Shane…

    Shane is locking himself in empty bathrooms, sniffing and stroking himself raw over the stolen fabric like a total pervert.

    He thinks it’s a secret. Ilya knows better.

    Translated in Russian

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    08 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 57

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    His men would usually set up traps around the perimeter of their base camp of the week in order to catch any stragglers. Sometimes, they’d catch a Lunare foot soldier. Most times, it’s less exciting. A deer, a fox, a boar. That’s what Dane was expecting to see as he patrolled the woods that lie proximal to their camp that night.

    What he wasn’t expecting to see Finn Lunare caught in a net up a tree.

    Finn gets caught in a trap during a solo midnight reconnaissance. Dane finds him.

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    01 Jan 2026

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    The name Ilya has become a sharp, insulting tool, used only to lash him. A swear word — spat at him over harsh phone calls.
    Shane’s voice had cradled it like a precious thing.
    “Ilya.”

    aka Shane leaves, Ilya hurts. Episode 4 missing scene of Ilya after the tuna melt(down)

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    24 Dec 2025

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    The locks on Ilya’s car clicked, and he waited for Shane to look up at him. “Get in,” he ground out between clenched teeth.

    Shane was hardwired to follow Ilya’s every command. It was coded into his genetics, he thought, because the deep pull in the pit of his stomach to follow the accented order couldn’t be normal. He hated that part of him that was so willing, so ready to submit. Maybe it could be explained away by some sort of psychological terminology he was unfamiliar with, a desire to relinquish control, to relax and let someone else take the wheel for once in his rigid life.

    And maybe it was just Ilya.

    In Episode 4, Shane leaves the nightclub with Rose. In the book, he leaves alone.

    But what if he had left with Ilya instead?

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    17 Dec 2025

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    Every time Ilya saw Shane, he felt a lurch in his stomach. It had started before he dared to put a name to it, at the very first eager introduction he'd brushed off — a sudden welling tide of affection when he noticed the dark eyes alight in anticipation, freckles shifting with whatever expression was on Shane's face. Like a fool, Ilya had thought not naming it for a long time would keep the emotions at bay.

    Ilya still didn't want to put a name to it, but he knew the danger there.

    --

    The aftermath of Shane's fight gives Ilya a surprise at his doorstep.

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    07 Dec 2025

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    “Do you want to know how it feels?”

    Shane let his hand fall back to the couch. He pushed himself up onto his elbows and lifted a brow at Rozanov. “What – holding the Cup? You’ve already made that joke once.”

    “No.” Rozanov’s fingers encircled Shane’s wrist and then he was pulling Shane’s hand between his legs.

     

    Or: Shane tops.

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    01 Dec 2025

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    A story cycle for my take on two of the evergreen joys of (drama) Guardian fic: the idea that Zhao Yunlan spent (a lot) more time in the distant past than the drama showed us, and how the time loop results in there being no time in his and Shen Wei's relationship when one of them wasn't already in love with the other.

    Bonus: fun with Dixingren biology!

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    06 Nov 2024

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    "Marriage," Zhao Xinci said. The terse word hit Shen Wei like a blow driving the air from his lungs. At once, he knew what this was about, and he knew why Zhao Yunlan had been summoned.

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    18 Oct 2024

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    Instead of falling asleep, Shen Wei gets to experience the millennia of longing, year after a lonely year.

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    01 Sep 2024

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