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    Emmy: When did you first hook up with him?
    Jane: 2010
    Caro: WHAT
    Megan: GIRL
    Tia: SEVEN YEARS??
    Megan: My jaw is borderline unhinged rn

    Or: In 2017, Shane finds a place where he can talk about his sex life...a group chat for girls who have slept with Ilya Rozanov

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    16 Oct 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 96

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    What was Luca supposed to say? That he’d kissed many people, mostly girls and a few boys, and hadn’t ever been able to get out of his head either way?
    “You should have told us,” Dykstra added. “We would all help.”
    “I don’t think a team blowjob is the kind of bonding Coach was hoping for,” Shane mumbled.
    ***
    Luca loves love. He’s surrounded by it, in the locker room and on the ice. When his secret is outed to the team, Luca wonders if maybe his crushes aren’t as off limits as he thought. Is there a place for Luca in their arms? Or does Luca’s comfort rely on being the artist instead of the subject, leaving this love triangle/quadrangle/dodecahedron doomed to fail?

    AKA the classic sexuality do-be-do-be-do complex, but with individuals and couples. Can Luca find his own HEA like or with his teammate(s)?

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    12 Oct 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 67

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    It started with a slumber party in Ottawa and now it seems the Game Changer boys can't get enough of one another.
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    Pairing up Ilya / Shane, Kyle / Eric, Scott / Kip, Fabian / Ryan & Troy / Harris.

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    28 Sep 2026

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    Ilya is the youngest-ever captain of the Boston Raiders at 22 years old, and is pretty sure he is straight. Shane was injured before he could go pro, and became a dancer instead. Now, he’s out, and the most in-demand male pole dancer in Montreal.

    Then, on a random Friday night, Ilya and the Raiders walk into his club. And now Ilya can’t stop thinking about him.

    OR - What if Shane was Ilya’s bi awakening, and it began at a club where Shane was performing? And what happens when this Shane Hollander meets this Ilya Rozanov?

    (Don’t worry, Shane still plays hockey for fun in this, because I’ll be damned if Shane isn’t still a bitchy jock who is really good at hockey in my AU.)

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    20 Sep 2026

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    The night Ilya Rozanov learned 3 things:

    1) Canadian Club is fucking gross
    2) Hurricane shots are fucking awesome
    and
    3) Shane Hollander is a fucking babe

    (…and the months of yearning that followed!)

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    Chapters:
    2/5
    Comments:
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    4,765

    19 Sep 2026

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    Retired hockey player Shane has been lying to his mom about having a boyfriend, but now he’s agreed to take said boyfriend to the family reunion.

    Ilya Rozanov is Shane’s friendly neighbour. Maybe he can help!

    “Okay, so this is my plan: I re-download Tinder and make a profile that has one photo of me, with the caption ‘I need a fake boyfriend for my family reunion. I will pay you $30,000 and cover travel.’ That’ll work, right?”

    Or: The smutty fake dating fic with no miscommunication! They said it couldn’t be done, but I have done it.

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    14 Sep 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 70

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    “If I wanted to explore things with men. Would that be okay?” Luca asks, wringing his hands in front of his body with nerves.

    “You are asking me, if it's okay for you to explore with men? Of course, it is.” Shane wonders if this is an ESL moment for Luca or actually what he wants to ask.

    “No, I mean,” he huffs trying to find the right words, “would it be okay to explore with you. You and Ilya, maybe?” Luca is looking at him, so open, so vulnerable and Shane can’t help but smile at him.

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    Chapters:
    8/8
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    60
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    10,331

    10 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander was the number one draft pick and is now captain of the Boston Raiders. Ilya Rozanov quit hockey after his mother died and now owns a bookshop in Boston. When Shane moves into a new apartment down the street from One Good Memory, he finds more than just a convenient place to grab a new book.

    Or...Shane is lonely and closeted and reads a lot; Ilya is charmed and quotes books at him.

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    Chapters:
    18/18
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    04 Sep 2026

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    Shane is more fucked up than Ilya ever realized, and he's fucking obsessed with it.

     

    Or, Ilya Rozanov wants to have his cake and eat it too, but Shane Hollander has other ideas.

     

    THIS FIC IS NOT FOR EVERYONE. If it's not for you that's fine. But I'm just warning you now lol

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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
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    66,386

    01 Sep 2026

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    Heat spread across Ilya's face. His mouth fell open slightly. He let out a short, stuttered laugh of disbelief. This couldn't- he was straight, he wasn't-

    “Finally got you at your own game.” Shane's smirk widened to a smile, his hand clapping down on Ilya's shoulder to squeeze it slightly. For once in his life, Ilya was unable to find his voice.

    “Damn.” Shane laughed, jostling him a bit. “If I had known this was all it took to get you to shut the fuck up, I would have started flirting back years ago.”

    ----

    When old college friends Ilya and Shane show up to their mutual best friend's wedding, they are ready to fulfill their duties as bridesmen. Even after years of not seeing each other, they fall right back into their usual banter.

    Ilya loves to flirt with Shane. Shane loves to tell him to fuck off. It's a running bit. Nothing more than a joke between two friends; because Shane is gay and Ilya is straight and it doesn't actually mean anything…until Shane finally decides to flirt back, and Ilya's world suddenly tilts on its axis.

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    Chapters:
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    16 Aug 2026

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    “You know how girls always say I hate men, I wish I was gay so I could just date women?" Marleau said, out of nowhere.

    “Mhm.” Ilya replied. He took a long sip of his drink.

    “I think they’re fucking on to something.” Marleau said. “It’s less drama, right? Like, cause it’s two girls.”

    “What the fuck are you talking about?” Ilya asked.

    “I’m saying that if I were gay, none of this shit would’ve happened.” He exclaimed. “Like, it wouldn’t be so… messy. I’d just fucking play video games and workout, and then we’d fuck.”

    Ilya said, bewildered. “You’d be having gay sex. Sex with a man?”

    “Yeah.” Marleau sighed. “But a guy wouldn’t do this to me.”

    ———

    Cliff and Ilya are both going through breakups, and everyone knows the best way to get over someone is to get under someone else.

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    Chapters:
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    11 Aug 2026

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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

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    Chapters:
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    07 Aug 2026

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    SwissBoy11 is Shane and Ilya Hollander-Rozanov's favorite camboy. Likewise, BigR_1410 and his husband are Luca Haas' favorite viewers. When Luca, the best player in the National League, gets signed to the Centaurs, he's equal parts nervous and excited to get to play on the same team as his childhood heroes (and crushes), Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov. And while Shane and Ilya are ecstatic to have a rookie like Luca on the team, they can't help but feel that there's something familiar about him...

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    Comments:
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    35,320

    26 Jul 2026

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    Now, when Luca found out that Ilya Rozanov, his captain and friend, was in a relationship with none other than Shane Hollander, their friendship only became stronger. It also helped that Luca needed someone to go to for support and advice when he got tangled in a complicated relationship with his teammate's brother.

    Isak had decided to spend his year abroad studying at the University of Ottawa, to be able spend time with his brother, who had moved to Canada to play professional hockey. Never would he have imagined that a night with his brother’s teammate would result in his heart on the line.

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    The follow-up to the future, right here. A story about how Luca tries to find his place among the Ottawa Centaurs while also falling in love.

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    Chapters:
    16/16
    Comments:
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    08 Jul 2026

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    What if Shane and Ilya are so young and dumb that they accidentally fall for each other like immediately and are too uninhibited to get in their own ways?

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    Shane fell first! No Ilya fell first! WRONG! They tripped at the same time & hit their heads together so hard they forgot they were supposed to be chill. The people yearn for soft! sexy! hockey! boys!

    (If you want more soft hockey boys this is a sequel to The Early Days)

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    Chapters:
    16/?
    Comments:
    483
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    1,999
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    657
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    71,833

    04 Jul 2026

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    What if Sasha was outed and had to come to Canada? What if Luca's Russian crush was just on the wrong Russian?

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    250
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    09 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 61

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    "Fuck Scott Hunter. Fuck him for waiting three god damned years to use Rozanov against Shane like that. Fuck him for not knowing how to take a fucking chirp and blowing this whole thing out of the water. And fuck him for still being so unfairly fucking hot, all those sharp edges and that rugged handsomeness front and god damned center as he makes Shane see red."

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    26 May 2026

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    Scott Hunter wasn't supposed to overhear Ilya Rozanov being cruel to Shane Hollander in a bathroom. Now he's decided to show Shane exactly what it means to be actually wanted.

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    14/?
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    25,386

    26 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov/Kip Grady/Scott Hunter AU set approx. 7 years after the end of The Long Game. An exploration of the lines between friendship and partners in queer communities and the difference (or not so difference) between kissing your bros and polyamory.

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    19 May 2026

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    “Should we make Shane watch, Haasy?” Ilya asks. “Show him what he is missing, how talented my rookie is for me?”

    Shane should leave. His chest wants to crack open and blood is rushing in his ears and the door is right fucking there, but he doesn’t move. Because this—twisted and unbearable as it is—is the closest Shane’s been to Ilya in almost four months. Something is better than nothing. Even this.

    Shane dips his chin in a small, deliberate nod. Yes, make me watch. Punish me, Ilya. Please.

    Ilya’s lip curls. “Say it, Hollander. Say you want to watch him suck my cock.”

    (Canon-divergent TLG. Shane and Ilya broke up after their Christmas fight. Four months later, Shane sneaks into Ilya’s backyard and sees more than he bargained for: Luca Haas, on his knees. He gets caught, and an angsty, messy threesome follows, forcing them both to reevaluate their choices and what they're willing to do for love. There is a Hollanov happily-ever-after, and one for Luca, too.)

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    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    1,834
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    1,016
    Hits:
    113,524

    11 May 2026

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