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daebak (3:22): whats up with your ass
i have no idea what ure talking about
is it about my vocals today?
daebak (3:24): no i mean like
daebak (3:24): literally why can i see taesan and leehan staring at your ass
or: the 4 times jaehyun tells himself it doesn’t mean anything—and the 1 time where he finally connects the dots between a bassist and a drummer all at once.
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17 Jun 2026
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Jay thought he had a harmless crush on his best friend.
Then he met her older brother.Now he's caught between guilt, desire, and a dangerously hot secret he can't stop chasing.
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30 Apr 2023
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He reaches forward with a shaking hand, clutching Jongseong’s sleeve. The living room is alive with the sounds of all of their friends screaming and laughing. There is life in the house— life that makes a house a home— and yet Heeseung is still lonely.
It swallows him up. Wanting and longing and yearning, all blending together into the same thing. Synonyms for one another that don’t contrast. Doubt and fear and confusion.
Jongseong wraps his arms around him and sighs into his ear. “I’m right here, Hyung. You can relax now.”
Heeseung’s never been any good with words, and sometimes it kills him.
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(Heeseung and Jongseong are "just friends" — or something like that.)Bookmarked by ourhavens
26 Feb 2023
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Jay wakes up. He goes about life as usual. It’s second nature, now; when dreaming, Heeseung is his. When awake, Heeseung is also his, but in a different way. He’s careful to keep them separate; careful to appreciate both, because he knows that the second the dreaming world becomes too much more tempting than the waking one, that’s when he has to stop.
And he does not want to stop.
It’s like this: suspiciously similar lucid dreams haunt Hogwarts’ students Park Jongseong and Lee Heeseung.The catch?
In these dreams—no, these universes—they’re together.
(an ode to enha’s oldest members, enha’s oldest friendship, and the underrated appreciation for the careful, gentle intimacy of 7yearz’s dynamic.)
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20 Jan 2023
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we are guardians of a rare thing by talanipjs (sprinklednana) for minagustv
Fandoms: ENHYPEN (Band)
11 Jan 2022
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“I was saying that it’s a universal fact that we were all at least a little in love with Heeseung hyung at some point.”
Jay chokes on his food in cinematic timing. Niki unhelpfully slaps at his back.
His gaze shifted to Heeseung who was still looking at him with an unreadable gaze. There was interest there and something else Jay couldn’t quite put a name to.
Maybe that’s why he clears his throat and casually says “sure,” looking down at his food and shrugging like this wasn’t causing his hair to prematurely grey.
It wasn’t a lie per se, but it wasn’t the whole truth either.
The whole truth was that Jay was completely, irrevocably, and horrendously in love with Heeseung still.
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- Part 1 of the second star to the right
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20 Jan 2023
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Jungwon has been engaged to Park Jongseong for years. Tomorrow, he's finally going to meet him.
For a long time, Jungwon's engagement didn't feel real. It was something far on the horizon, an intangible concept outside his field of vision. It was almost too easy for Jungwon to ignore his future, given he lives inside a comfortable bubble. But now that he's leaving at sunrise, beginning the journey to a foreign kingdom he's only heard stories about, Jungwon's reality is setting in. His fate snarls at him, no longer a beast of the distant future.
. . .
Or, Jay and Jungwon are princes brought together in an arranged marriage. Slowly, they fall in love.
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19 Jan 2023
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There's absolutely nothing wrong with admiring an old friend, Jay thinks.
But there is something different in the way he sees him now. Lee Heeseung, a resilient, beautiful person - with a chiseled jaw, bright eyes, strong arms, and a fluffy mop of brown curls.
God, Jay wants to kiss him.
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18 Jan 2023
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Jay is a single dad, busy with his career. Not wanting to leave his seven year old daughter by her lonesome all too often, he's looking for a residential caretaker.
Jungwon is a struggling student. He hates his dorm, how he has to share a kitchen and use the communal showers and bathrooms. He spends most of his time working, but flipping burgers all night isn't ideal.
That's when he stumbles upon an ad for a babysitting job. Living costs are included, it's close to the university and the only deal is to take care of a seven year old. As a prospective teacher, what else could he ask for?
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16 Jan 2023
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"So you… uh, stare at his sleeping face?"
Jongseong’s Americano sounds like it goes down the wrong way. "It's not—I don't—you mean the protagonist."
"Yes, yes, the protagonist," Jake agrees.
(in which editor Jake Shim tries to stop esteemed gay romance novelist Jay Park from digging himself into the typecast grave of "authors crushing on their roommates")
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16 Jan 2023
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i swallow your heart (you make me spit it out again) by strawberrymoon (minmangomin)
Fandoms: ENHYPEN (Band)
28 Mar 2022
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Sunghoon has never been a lucky guy. He considers that falling in love with Jay is also derived from his ongoing bad luck streak.
Maybe in another scenario, Sunghoon wouldn’t consider it as such but in this one… Jay’s eyes are fixed on Heeseung, and there’s that unmistakable fondness and brightness blooming in them.
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16 Jan 2023
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A recent survey in their high school newspaper states that forty-three percent of students believe in love at first sight, and half of those students have experienced it. Park Jay thinks he's become part of that percentage.
(or: in pursuit of love, jay eats asphalt, suffers from nosebleeds, and tends to a whole lot of scrapes and bruises that aren’t his own. spring’s shaping up to be far more interesting than originally anticipated)
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12 Jan 2023
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“Let me make it clear, in case you’ve forgotten: you do not rile me up into owning you, Jongseong-ah, because there is no world, no state, no moment, where you are not already mine.”
Heeseung, one of the ruling triumvirs of the city of Seoul, hunts down a coven of troublesome Gwangju vampires. In the aftermath, he comes home wired, high off of blood, and violence.
Luckily, Jongseong knows just what to do to take care of his hyung.
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23 Dec 2022
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just a little bit, just a little bit (i can't stop) by littleyeonbin
Fandoms: ENHYPEN (Band)
20 Apr 2026
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"Are you falling in love with me, Wonie?" Jay asks in a chuckle. "Be honest."
"Ha!" Jungwon retorts. "You wish! What about your boyfriend then?"
A reply not even a heartbeat later. "I'd dump him for you."
Jungwon scoffs, giving Jay a funny look, "That's ridiculous."
or, being married to Jay isn't as bad as Jungwon initially thought. except for the circumstance: they both have boyfriends outside the marriage. (or so Jungwon thinks.)
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08 Dec 2022
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What The Hell Is Your Problem, Kim Seungmin!? by orphan_account
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
29 Dec 2018
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Kim Seungmin is always daydreaming. His overactive imagination has him battling dungeon goblins or becoming an Olympic fencing champion when he really should be paying attention in class. In his daydreams, everything goes exactly the way he wants it to and he can get whatever he desires. But when he decides to actually do something about his real world crush on Lee Felix, Seungmin will soon discover that falling in love can be more fun, more epic and more unexpected than anything he's ever dreamed of.
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30 Oct 2022
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Mystery Work
Part of evewhereyouarechive
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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17 Oct 2022
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“Do you know who I am?” He waited for some flash of recognition, maybe a flicker of disgust that would confirm that Jay remembered who he was.
“Did it hurt?” Jay mumbled, still looking at him in awe.
Sunghoon blinked. “What?”
A loopy grin bloomed on Jay’s face, and Sunghoon felt apprehension building in his gut. “Did it hurt when you fell from heaven?”
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28 Jul 2022
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“Good for you,” Jongseong tells him. “You know. Telling me. Thank you, I know it couldn’t have been easy.”
“Being gay?” Sunghoon asks, his brain and mouth equally numb now.
“Ummm,” Jongseong drags out uncomfortably, unsure if Sunghoon’s pulling his leg. “I meant the telling me part.”
Oh. Of course.
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Sunghoon begins navigating the possibility of being more than just occasional rivals with Park Jongseong. Problem is, that would mean having to face his fear of losing his only friend, and there's nothing he hates more than losing.Series
- Part 1 of enha badmintonverse
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07 Jun 2022