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He’s going to die, he thinks. He can’t believe that this is how he goes — drowning at the Bandee Community Pool on a busy January day. He can almost hear Hunter and Macca's laughs, and the humiliation seems to sink him further beneath the water.
Suddenly, he feels an arm wrap around his torso, yanking him upwards with ease.
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Naim can’t swim. Ryan, a lifeguard at the Bandee Public Pool, makes it his mission to fix that. Naim cannot for the life of him understand why.
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31 Aug 2026
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The pleasant dissociation of the weed turns the key to the gate of Ryan’s mind. His darkest secret comes tumbling out. “I've wanted you ever since I saw you for the first time at the dam. When Hunter and Macca were… you know.”
Naim pushes himself up on his elbows to look at him. “What?”
Ryan remembers it perfectly, the first time he sees Naim Reid, almost naked in the frigid mud. He can't stop staring at Naim, shirtless and shaking, surrounded by bullies on all sides. Naim entrances him with his narrow, slouched shoulders and big hazel eyes, his soft looking dark brown hair. From the second he sees him Ryan wants him so, so badly. Ryan's never hated himself more.
A Uni classmate gifting Naim a pair of short shorts leads to first proper beach date. Lulled by the safety of shore and sand, they finally share some of their darkest secrets.
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- Part 8 of All that's holy
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27 Aug 2026
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Ryan had only been gone for a week. It should’ve been survivable, but Naim felt sick every time he went to school, sicker every time he texted Ryan but couldn’t see him or touch him. A week felt like a chasm he couldn’t cross, something dark looming over his head.
or: Ryanaim are down bad, and Naim has a breakdown when Ryan goes on holiday for a week.
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- Part 8 of leviticus healings
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14 Aug 2026
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ryan visits naim in the middle of the night.
or, naim gives ryan a hand job.Bookmarked by out0ftouch
12 Aug 2026
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Somehow the blonde boy had completely hypnotised him. That was how Naim felt about it, for lack of a better word.
Otherwise he would not be so worked up over the fact it had been nearly two months and he still had not so much as grazed a hand beneath Ryan's waistband.
How absurd was that?
Or, Naim gets to the bottom of why Ryan never lets him get him off.
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10 Aug 2026
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“I think people underestimate how stupid the human brain really is. It’s all very simple, the way we work. Remarkably so, honestly. If something causes us pain, our brain tells us to avoid it. Fear is one of the most singularly powerful motivators for survival we possess.”
Cardboard bites into Naim's palm. Fingers open, then close, crumpling it smaller and smaller, the coffee soaking between his fingers where the bloated paper releases it.
"So what happens when someone betrays you so thoroughly? How does your brain decide to process that? You’re fighting back against your own base instinct.”
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Naim steps off the bus into a new life- but that doesn't garuntee it'll be easy.Bookmarked by out0ftouch
09 Aug 2026
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“Is it really you?” Ryan clutches the lighter in his hand like a lifeline.
“Fuck, Ryan, what’s all this? Why are you alone?” Naim sounds exactly as exasperated as he’d expect, dropping his backpack unceremoniously onto the floor and kicking it off to the side.
It’s all perfectly normal, but it isn’t enough proof yet. They talked about a secret code, a handshake, a phrase, anything to let the other know it’s really them, but the entity would know it the second they do. They decided on giving each other a call, sending a text, something the entity couldn’t possibly emulate. It’s not yet a tried and tested method, but he supposes there’s no time like the present.
Ryan holds out the lighter, trying to keep his bearings. “You know what to do,” he says, voice trembling pathetically.Series
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02 Aug 2026
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“You’re so eager to make it up to me, hm?” He chirps, biting at Naim’s bottom lip. The brunet whimpers, scratching at the nape of Ryan’s neck. “Bet you’d let me bend you over right here.”
Naim nods, desperate, eyes teary.
“Yeah,” Ryan laughs, shaking his head. He lazily strokes Naim’s cock, not enough to get him there, but enough to keep him feeling insane. “You’re such a slut. All f’me.”
Naim wants to bristle at being called a slut. Really, he does. But Ryan’s not wrong. The things he makes Naim feel, he’s never experienced before. He wants everything with Ryan. He wants to let Ryan do whatever to him. He’ll like it, knows he will. He’s hard pressed to find something he wouldn’t like about Ryan, being fucked by him.
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01 Aug 2026
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University will be filled with men who have trust funds and expensive internships, ones who could afford to take Naim to dinner and museums and on romantic dates. Men who didn’t smell like motor oil and clay dust and cigarettes, men who could take him to parties in polo shirts and nice clean cars. Naim would never have to take the bus again. Roiling, hot jealousy fills his head for this nameless, faceless man, Naim’s future boyfriend. He’d probably play the guitar or something. Write Naim stupid songs. Shit like that. Ryan feels sick.
Since leaving Bandee an over a year ago, they’ve never spent a single night apart. Naim’s University orientation might change that.
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- Part 7 of All that's holy
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01 Aug 2026
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I’m The Closest To God, When I’m With You by Bug_spray03
Fandoms: Leviticus (Movie 2026)
28 Jul 2026
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Right now as he's sitting on the grass, feeling the blades between his fingers, and the wind on his back.
Right here, watching Ryan's hair blow minutely, the remaining sunlight casting a ring of light around his head like a halo. The pink on his nose that always appears when its the tiniest bit cold, and the flush on his cheeks that seems constant. If God we're real, then every single thing here would be one of his creations.
The joint that Ryan's twisting between two of his fingers, the smell that it causes to linger. The heavy feeling of his own limbs, the dryness of his mouth, and the urge he feels. The urge to crash forward into Ryan's lips—An urge he listens to—Right here with Ryan, is the closest to God that he would ever be.
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Just a random fic on a random day of Naim and Ryan’s new life outside of Bandee. They’re in love, and they’re working it out
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- Part 2 of Ryanaim post canon fics
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01 Aug 2026
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Ruffled, Naim stands taller. "What'd you mean 'a guy like me'?"
Those ice blue irises dip, lazily dragging down to the front of his converse before taking the same path back up again. When they meet Naim's eyes again, there is a glint in them that makes his stomach flip.
A smirk overtakes the blond's expression. "Dunno. That's what I'm curious about."
The night begins as just another party that Naim is being dragged along to. However, that changes the moment that Ryan Whelan notices him through the crowd.
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28 Jul 2026
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holes in his sneakers (and his eyes all over me) by sonwar
Fandoms: Leviticus (Movie 2026)
26 Jul 2026
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There is something impossible and bright growing in Naim’s chest, like someone has reached inside him and shone a light in him, warm and all consuming. Ryan is dazzling, pink cheeked and white gold in the light, run down converse and a soft mouth, his calloused hand in Naim’s.
A series of firsts.
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27 Jul 2026
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“Naim is an absolute vision in the strobing lights, glitter catching on the ridges of his cheekbones like stars. They sway to the music, not quite really dancing yet, but Naim keeps moving his head side to side, the beat moving him in a way Ryan’s not quite privy to yet. Give it time, Naim would tell him. Listen to this other playlist. You’ll get it.”
Ryan’s never believed in the idea of providing for anyone before his relationship with Naim. Preparing to attend their first rave together changes that.
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- Part 5 of All that's holy
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22 Jul 2026
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After the handjob on the bus, Ryan and Naim try something new without knowing the Entity is watching them.
Turns out, Naim doesn't care whether it's the Entity or Ryan touching him. All he knows is he wants it now.
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17 Jul 2026
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She really doesn’t look like a threat; as unassuming as her husband and sporting a kindly face, but the threat lingers, of letting Naim off with a stranger, of that stranger potentially leaving him alone anyway, of Naim getting hurt. They are both 18 now; no one can call the cops to take them away back to Bandee, so he supposes he should take comfort in that. Ryan is just so loath to leave him. Naim’s too trusting, too sweet, despite being burned again and again and again by adults acting in bad faith. They separate without touching, an unfamiliar sensation that sits under Ryan’s skin and buzzes with wrongness like flies in a trap.
Ryan hopes their house is warm. Naim gets cold so easily.
Naim falls ill. Ryan has to leave him with a stranger and go to work anyway.
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- Part 4 of All that's holy
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16 Jul 2026
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Years on from Bandee, part of him was still scared of how Ryan made him feel. The things he made him want. Maybe he'd never be able to let go of that fear entirely, ruined by what they'd been through in more ways than a murderous shadow. But tonight there was an ache inside of him like a bruise and Naim needed desperately for it to be pressed.
Naim and Ryan go to a friend's birthday, and Naim lets himself want without fear.
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- Part 2 of i want it to look like you
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14 Jul 2026
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naim and ryan smoking together, freshly after they've escaped their suffocating town
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06 Jul 2026
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take me to the feeling (boy, you know the one!) by huacheesecake
Fandoms: Leviticus (Movie 2026)
04 Jul 2026
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“You good?” he asked again, reaching for Naim’s hair. “What’s wrong?”
Nothing. Naim wanted to say. Nothing at all.
Instead, his eyes caught on the coloured bottles on his nightstand, some of them tipped over on their sides from the mattress bumping the nightstand. Naim squeezed his eyes shut, feeling his cheeks grow blotchy with embarrassment as he rolled over, pressing his face into Ryan’s chest,
“It’s stupid,” Naim said, muffled, slowly lifting his head and threading his fingers through Ryan’s mussed curls, “It’s not even-”
Ryan smiled, the cold metal of his rings kissing Naim’s flushed cheeks as he cupped his boyfriend’s face,
“Just say it, dickhead.”
Naim swallowed around the words, forcing himself to slow down,
I want you to fuck me while I'm high.
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Ryan and Naim fuck at a rave!
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05 Jul 2026
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Nobody knows Naim is the only male omega in their conservative town. Nobody except Ryan, who smelled him one day and suddenly can't get enough.
Or, omega Naim has an "unrequited" crush on alpha Ryan.
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04 Jul 2026
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The truck stop sits squatted beside the highway, chipped paint and dusty windows, rusted metal and peeling signs. The bathroom is filthy. It smells like piss and industrial cleaner and stale air. But Naim doesn't care, not with Ryan's hand in his hair, not with Ryan's cock heavy against his cheek.
“Can you…,” Naim says, fingers moving to pinch at Ryan’s tip. Ryan squirms at the touch, back arching against the wall, “Can you put it in?” Naim says.
Ryan blinks, dazed. “What?”
"Just the tip," Naim says frantically, like if he says it quicker then Ryan won’t realize the weight of what he’s asking. All he knows is he needs Ryan. He feels empty, rolling his hips against Ryan, chasing something he doesn’t know. "I mean— just a little. Please, Ryan.”
Ryan looks around the filthy bathroom, pants down his ankles, cock sprung out, Naim pressing into him, hard cock against his leg. “Here?” Ryan asks, but it’s without judgement.
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or, Naim and Ryan fuck in a truck stop bathroom.
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02 Jul 2026