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my momsold me to Scott Hunter, a Shane Hollander fanfiction by luulapants, mockspeed
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
04 May 2026
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rpfactorfiction
Oh my god, I didn't know there were any copies of this left on the internet. For those who don't know, this is like. This is a foundational text of hockey RPF. This is from before hockey RPF was really a thing even. It's from the mid-aughts and wasn't posted to a fanfiction website. Instead, OP dropped this insane RPF manifesto onto a normal ass hockey fan forum (which no longer exists) then deleted their account like two days later. Just handed this to a bunch of jocks and hockey bros and dipped. Legendary shit. Like, I don't think this kid even knew what fanfiction was, the fucking hand of god just compelled him to write about being an MLH player's sex slave and show it to the world. I pray every day that this insane child actually made it to the MLH and got to meet Scott Hunter.
So maybe Shane had a little crush on Scott Hunter in his younger years. So maybe he anonymously posted online about it once. So maybe it had become an internet legend and a running joke in the MLH.
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- 5/5
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09 Aug 2026
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Always, Ilya Rozanov. by rozsonata
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jun 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is disappearing one day at a time and no one is close enough to notice.
He goes to practice. He scores. He says he's fine.
He writes it all down in a notebook his therapist told him to buy, in a house that feels too big and too quiet. Someone will find it eventually.
He just doesn't expect it to be Shane.
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OR: A Week in Ilya Rozanov’s Journal as he battles with depression. And everything that comes after almost losing your life and having to learn how to live it.
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- Part 1 of Always, Ilya Rozanov
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- English
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- 30,171
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- 5/5
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06 Jul 2026
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The day after attending a charity event in Vancouver, Shane, Ilya, Scott, and a few other players board a plane to take them to Tampa for 2017 All Stars.
The plane goes down somewhere in the wilderness, in the middle of a storm.
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- 4/4
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05 Jul 2026
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The View from Halfway Down by supersillynewt
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Sep 2026
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It went something like this:
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On January 10th, at approximately 3:29 a.m., a single-vehicle collision occurred on the overpass of Charlesgate over Commonwealth Ave. Witnesses at the scene and surveillance footage indicate a an orange Porsche 718 Cayman traveling northbound on Charlesgate, in the rightmost lane on the Phillip G. Bowker Overpass. Footage shows the vehicle veering suddenly off the overpass at high speeds, colliding with a nearby tree. The driver, male, approximately mid-to-late twenties, was injured and unresponsive when authorities arrived. Airbag w/out seatbelt deployed successfully. Driver was quickly transported to Massachusetts General Hospital for treatment, there identified as Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov. No other vehicles or pedestrians were involved in the collision.
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Ilya Rozanov, before and after.- Language:
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04 Jul 2026
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Protective Factors by Milenia452
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
20 Sep 2026
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Following a near-fatal suicide attempt, Ilya Rozanov is admitted to Calder Ward. He speaks almost exclusively Russian, refuses interpreters, and answers most questions with shrugs or silence. Staff struggle to establish even the most basic details of his life. Why he attempted suicide, who he left a note for, and what he has lost remain mysteries.
Across the ward, Shane Hollander is fighting a different battle. Intelligent, anxious, and trapped by an eating disorder, he attempts to maintain rigid control over food, exercise, and his body even as his health deteriorates. Despite increasing concern from staff, he struggles to recognise the severity of his illness.
As clinicians search for answers, the story reveals that recovery is rarely driven by dramatic breakthroughs. Instead, it emerges through trust, routine, patience, and human connection.Told entirely through clinical documentation, ward notes, emails, assessments, and multidisciplinary discussions.
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01 Jul 2026
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Struggling to recover from a career-ending injury and desperate for a new meaning, Shane Hollander is ready to give up his life's passion: Ice Hockey.
Four thousand miles away, the prodigy of another ice sport faces a different kind of ending; one that forces him to exist as a singular person after a lifetime spent as one half of a whole.
When a coincidence brings the two together in Moscow, they’re faced with the purpose of beginning something, and how it can be just as important as letting something end.
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08 Feb 2026
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they all say that it gets better (but what if i don't) by perchancetosleep
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
25 Jun 2024
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“Coach, what’s going on?” Jeremy asks, his voice shaking just a little. This is so out of character for Rhemann, who would never ask anyone to return to help the team. This is Rhemann acting like he has for Jeremy, and how he wants to act for Jean: like a parent that they don’t have. “Is Jean okay?”
“He’s never going to ask for it, but I think he really could use a visit,” Coach admits. “He’s having a tough time this year.”
Considering that Jean had showed up to USC with more stitches than intact skin, Jeremy fears learning what Rhemann means by “a tough time”.
“I’m on the next flight out,” Jeremy says, and then he hangs up the phone.
(Or, Jean and the no good very bad fifth year).
(title from teenage dream by olivia rodrigo)
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you talk like a man and taste like the sun by foxyexy
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
09 Mar 2025
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Jean had accustomed himself to the Trojans’ easy physical affection for each other.
But Jeremy Knox.
Well, Jeremy Knox was something else.5 times Jeremy Knox touched Jean + 1 time Jean touched Jeremy.
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Jeremy’s brother has a headstone.
Inanely, that is the first thing Jean thinks when he sees the grave. The second, is that it isn’t fair.
Or, Jean grieves.
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Sometimes, when Jean shows up, the soft rev of his motorcycle announcing his arrival, James joins him and they work in comfortable silence together. Other times, James steps into his backyard after a day out of the house, and the only signs Jean has been there are the neatly trimmed bushes, weedless soil, and a basket full of fresh vegetables sitting on the back steps.
5 AM for a student-athlete who had played a tough game the night before is just too early for James to let slide. He sighs and flicks on the coffee machine before making his way outside.
Or, a collection of moments where Jean gardens and Rhemann helps his kid heal.
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“So,” Jeremy says, far too casually considering what his hand is up to, “who do you want to wear the condom?”
Jean blinks.
“It won’t be of much use if I wear it.” He says, a tad more snarky than intended.
Jeremy nuzzles his way around. “So you want me to top?” He clarifies.
They hadn’t discussed it fully when this was scheduled. And it was scheduled; marked on the calendar in red letters as the day they would try for the first time. They both got tested for various STDs and came back clean (shocking, considering the Raven’s intermingling). Jean needed time. Needed to think and plan and prepare for this. But Jeremy switches up expectations anyway, questions things Jean never considered options.
“Would you…let me choose otherwise?” Jean asks. It’s a slow, anxious tone he isn’t used to voicing.
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(Major verbiage & grammar edits made 30/3/25)
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- Part 1 of JereJean Firsts
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Jean pats his cheek. “Good dog.”
It was supposed to be a joke. Speak. Lay down. Stay. Jean had been giving commands the entire time, moving Jeremy exactly where he wanted while he figured out how to take them both apart.
Jeremy doesn’t laugh.
Jeremy trembles, irises wide and bright and euphoric. A high-pitched gasp rises from his throat—Jean would call it a cry if he had to put a name to it.
Jean can’t tell if it’s a good or bad noise.
Time seems to pause. A pit forms in his gut.
“Jeremy…” he says slowly. “What was that?”
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AKA: The trials and tribulations of Jean bottoming consensually for the first time. Complete with: trying to fist-fight your trauma, numerous naked conversations about deep psychological issues, responsibilities of being a dog owner, and calling your partner a good boy while he tops you.
(Edits made 25/4/25)
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- Part 2 of JereJean Firsts
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say my name and everything just stops by adamsrcnan
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
15 Mar 2025
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Testing the boundaries of his own constraint, Jeremy slid his palm further up the length of Jean's back, lost in the way Jean reacted with another gentle exhale of breath. Jeremy couldn't hold himself back as he felt the warm puff of air directly over his mouth, Jean's plush and enticing lips almost brushing his own.
Jeremy's eyes closed again as he tilted his head back slightly, murmuring just shy of against Jean's lips. "Jean, can I...?"
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a little take on a jerejean first kiss during THAT scene in the golden raven
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15 Mar 2025
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through the highs and lows, i'll hold you close by adamsrcnan
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
04 Mar 2025
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Jeremy fought every instinct to scream himself hoarse and instead choked out the only thing anchoring him to the present. The only person he could rely on to lift him back up. One that he had come to depend on as a steady unwavering presence always by his side. A different kind of partner. The only one that mattered.
“Jean. Where’s Jean? I need…” he sucked in a ragged breath between clenched teeth.
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the one where jeremy has a breakdown
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08 Mar 2025
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“You think we should have sex?” Eddie clarified — still in that slow, deliberate tone, like any sudden movement would cause the ceiling to cave in around them.
Buck rolled his eyes. “I mean…not for real.”
“Okay. So you think we should have fake sex."
“Yeah, like reading Our Bodies, Ourselves isn’t the same as watching porn, right? It’d be educational sex.”
“Well if it’s educational sex...”
Or: Buck learns that Eddie's never had a prostate orgasm. Clipboard sex ensues.
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- 4/4
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02 Dec 2024
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A a lot of people die in the mall fire. Including Steve Harrington. Eddie doesn't care, until he does.
Featuring- falling in love with the memory of a dead boy, too many exorcisms, Robin Buckley's love of radical zines, and a heavy dose of religious trauma
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10 Feb 2023