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    Oscar Piastri✔️

    You know when youre watching a show and there's a broken up couple and they get back together? DON'T GET BACK TOGETHER WITH YOUR EX OH MY GOD

     

    | ↪ Lando Norris ✔

    Uhm-

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    02 Jul 2025

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    “I’m difficult,” Max repeats. Sebastian strokes the back of his head, running his hand through his messy, ash-blond hair.
    “Do you think I was easy? Being a teenager is tough—you go through so many changes. It’s a hard time.”
    “But you’re such a good dad—it’s unfair.” Seb’s heart aches as he feels Max’s warm tears soaking into his shirt. He keeps stroking Max’s hair.
    “Oh but, Liebling!” He slowly rocks his son back and forth. “It’s not unfair at all! I love being a dad. I love being your dad! Sure, being a father is hard sometimes, but I’m living life for the first time too, just like you are. We’re figuring it all out together.”
    It seems like Max nods, but maybe it’s just because he’s started sobbing even harder.

     

    or, Life has been hard on Max and Charles, but now they have each other, maybe things will become better?
    or, Sebastian never realised just how much trauma his adopted son was dealing with.

     

    This fic is gonna be long and angsty, the tags will be updated as i post more chapters, content warnings will be in the notes.

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    12 Feb 2025

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    Ten years.

    2025 marks an official decade of Max Verstappen driving in Formula One, and after the near-disaster that 2024 seemed to be, the break was much needed. Max adjusted his glasses, a sigh already passing his lips as he adjusted himself on the couch, legs thrown onto Charles’ lap like they belonged there – they did.
    “Ah, yes, Cheri, make yourself at home,” his boyfriend says jokingly, Charles’ hand coming to rest on the bones of Max’s ankle, the warmth of him grounding and comforting. Home.
    “I deserve it, I’m practically an old man now, plus all the karting we did as kids? I’m surprised I’ve survived this long.” Max says, settling himself further into the plush couch, Jimmy and Sassy lounging next to them.
    Charles laughs at him, a golden and crisp sound, “How in the world did you manage to make it?”

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    A collection of the rules and guidelines Max Verstappen had to live by to stay alive on the F1 Grid.

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    10 Feb 2025

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    As the world begins to heal with the vaccine, Joel finds himself edging closer to death.

    [the one where joel doesn’t make it in time]

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    16 May 2023

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    Marlene gives Ellie a choice and it seals both her fate and Joel’s.

    Or, in the end, Ellie had loved him, but it wasn’t enough to sway her decision. And Joel loves her, but it’s not enough to keep his promise.

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    08 Apr 2023