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    Dr. Shane Hollander is in trouble. Working as a criminal psychologist means he has seen some pretty terrifying stuff. Deaths and dismemberment is an everyday thing. However, amorous letters from the very same serial killer he's been trying to capture for the past 4 years? Not an everyday thing.

    Enter Detective Ilya Rozanov. His transfer to Ottawa from the Russian special forces was super hushed, but one thing is for sure. He has friends in big places. And enemies too.

    Shane hates everything about Ilya. His stupid tattooed body, his cocky demeanor, the way he seems to bleed violence even when he stands still. And Ilya is not Shane's biggest fan either. This is just a mission for him. In and out, as always. Nothing personal.

    But again, a dead body holding a rose on Shane's doorstep at midnight is starting to feel pretty personal to him.

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    25 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 75

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    He was the balance of his group.
    He was the calm that his boyfriends needed.
    He was the only beta and it suited him.

    But it only takes one evening for everything to change and for all to collapse.

    He discovered that everything he thought he was, was in fact, far from the truth.

    Seungmin then loses control, and sinks deeper and deeper into despair.

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    25 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 8

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    Amidst bullets, blood, and truths that could break them, Jimmy and Sea will have to learn to trust each other. A story of action, lies, revenge, and a romance between worlds that should never have crossed paths.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    Everybody else on earth was born with a manual on How to Be. A sort of silver spoon already tucked into their mouth.

    Shane wishes he had gotten one.

    After an exhausting day of masking and overstimulation, Shane has a panic attack. He loses the ability to speak. Thankfully, Ilya is there to help him through.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    "You are doing this on purpose," Ilya accused.

    Shane looked up, perfectly innocent. "Doing what on purpose?"

    "The—" Ilya gestured. "This. The—the organizing."

    "The organizing that I do. Every Thursday. Like I have for the entire time we've been together."

    "You know what you're doing."

    Shane's lips twitched. Just barely. But Ilya saw it. "I'm folding a hoodie."

    BREAKING: Local man gets pavlov'd by the KonMari method, more at 11.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Shane has a meet-cute in the produce aisle. Ilya briefly contemplates murder via shopping cart.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Sarah
    Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.

    Jackie
    Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.

    Jackie has added Lily to the conversation

    Lily
    what
    what is this

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    His father would accuse him of being weak, of letting his heart lead him to stupid places. But for once in his life, Ilya can’t bring himself to care about this. He wants Shane. He wants to coax his boyfriend into ordering takeout from that place they like around the corner from Ilya’s apartment and cheating on his diet a little. Then he wants to blow him on the couch, and he wants Shane to ride him. They can shower afterwards and put some highlights on the TV before falling asleep and ignoring Shane’s alarm the next morning. He wants the peace they had at the cottage during the season, to steal those moments and get to exhale.

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    Inspired by this tweet by @paulasoldestson: ilya actually love having a strict boyfriend. like no his bitch do not let him have friends NO he not allowed to be out past 11 and NO U CANNOT SIT HERE!!!

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Shane’s whining beneath him, head thrown back, exposing the long column of his neck and rutting up against Ilya. Ilya licks up his throat, nibbling at Shane’s jaw, before his lips brush the shell of Shane’s ear.

    “Tell me what you want.”

    The reply is instant.

    “You.”

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    or: after his drunken confession, shane keeps avoiding ilya. at a student party ilya finally gets the chance to speak to him.
    part 2 to Close to Me

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    22 Jan 2026

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    “He was fucking all over you,” Shane growls, fire raging at a very specific point in his chest now.

    Ilya’s amused smile is fucking diesel.

    “You jealous, Hollander?”

    Shane scoffs, which isn’t much of a helpful response. So instead, he catches Ilya by surprise and shoves him against the wall, choosing his words carefully.

    “I’m not jealous, because I know exactly who you belong to. But do you?”

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    21 Jan 2026

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    “Is disappointing, no?” Ilya hummed thoughtfully, dragging a thumb lightly over the slit. “To be so close to something you really, really want.”

    “Fuck you, Rozanov.”

    “Mm. You would like that. But no. Tonight is important lesson in humility.”

    "Big word there. Don’t hurt yourself.”

    "You played good game tonight, Hollander." He punctuated his words with a firm stroke, earning him a small groan that tumbled through Shane's lips before he could catch it. "Must have been too easy."

    "Oh, screw you-"

    "In here, it will be different." Shane opened his eyes to glance up at the other team captain, who sported a wicked grin on his face.

    "Tonight, I remind you what it's like to work for what you want."

    Ilya Rozanov does not like to lose, especially to Shane Hollander. And when the Montréal Metros crush the Boston Raiders in a humiliating 8-3 score, a certain team captain shows up at his door with a toothy grin and little too much pride in himself. So now, off the ice, it's Ilya's turn to show Shane just how fun it can be to settle a score.

    A.K.A my take on the "one goal for each inch that you want" texting scene, with a twist :p

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    21 Jan 2026

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    When the Hollanders face a financial crisis that might end in bankruptcy, Shane finds himself agreeing to a deal that forces him into proximity with his archenemy to save his parents' legacy.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    When Ilya proposes he could marry Svetlana to get citizenship, he did expect Shane to be a little surprised. However, what he didn't expect was for Shane to look away from him without saying anything.

    Ilya had never regretted anything more in his life.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    “Oh, fuck.” Ilya says, running his hands along Shane’s lower back and the top of his ass cheeks. He’s covered in thin, soft white stretch marks that are making Ilya’s mouth water.

    or, Shane and Ilya have sex in the daytime.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    "Wait," Shane pauses, suddenly feeling more exposed than he thought he was still capable of feeling in front of Ilya. He leans his head over his shoulder to get a peek of Ilya, who's staring down lovesick at—apparently—his stretch marks. "You're licking my stretch marks instead of eating my ass right now?"

    "What? I like them."

    or, you're not special, Ilya, Shane's stretch marks are really deeply personal and beloved to me too

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    15 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander knows he’s not a small guy. Years of hockey and workouts have built up his muscles, and lucky genetics from his father’s side places him just shy of six feet. He’s checked hockey players half a foot and several pounds more than him, knocked Scott Hunter into the ice in the one fight he’s ever actually thrown hands in. But as much as Shane loves the game, the fast movements, passes, and team camaraderie, there were times where he could only feel regret at following the path of athletic fame. He puts on the media smile he practices in the mirror as he brushes his hair each day, uses the bright lights of press conferences to erase his view of the audience, and keeps his answers simple and focused on hockey.

    The number of people outside the arena still makes him feel crushed in on all sides, small. Eyes trained on his face, cameras flashing, pens and cell phones being passed into his hands. The itch of it all settles under his skin.

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    @OttawaPoliceDispatch: Police have been dispatched to a house alarm in Galetta, On. Possible break in, destruction of property.

    @OttawaOfficialPoliceDepartment: Recent Missing Persons Report filed for Shane William Hollander at 9:25 pm in Galetta, On

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    12 Jan 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 55

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    Shane has many routines. He has never hidden the fact that he treats his body like a temple; he's often seen sipping a green vitamin drink or practicing yoga. But his skin care routine is Ilya's favorite. Ilya finds it fascinating when his husband puts on a headband and applies countless creams. One day, inspired, Ilya decides to buy more headbands as a gift for Shane, and a new ritual is born: their couple's skin care routine.

    "You've turned me into a bore, Shane Hollander-Rozanov," he joked.
    "You love being boring, Ilya Hollander-Rozanov," Shane countered.
    "Wrong, I love you. Ya nye magú jêty bes tyebyá.” Ilya said quietly in Russian. As if it were something only Shane could hear.
    Ilya had few certainties in life, but this was one of them. He wouldn't live without Shane. After all, Shane is your heart, and you can't live without one.
    “Ya nye magú jêty bes tyebyá.”, with a heavy accent, Shane repeated what Ilya had said. Word for word engraved in his heart.

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    11 Jan 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 64

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    Shane: We didn’t even Kiss

    Shane would laugh at the irony of the text he just sent if he wasn’t fucking pissed. It was all too similar to the message he didn’t send to Ilya all those years ago. 

    But this wasn’t then. Back when they were stealing moments, when Shane didn’t know where they stood, when Ilya didn’t owe him a kiss or an explanation.

    Things were different now.

    They were married. And playing for the same team. And right down the hall from each other. But his husband, his usually sweet husband, couldn’t be bothered to kiss him goodnight.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    au where Shane is a hockey player who has a secret fan account about a rising Russian model Ilya Rozanov & one day he forgets to switch accs and posts from his official, verified page.

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    11 Jan 2026

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