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    Ilya likes when Hollander is around, he really does. But this is different. This is him taking an unprecedented layover in the city Ilya’s staying in for a game. This is Shane Hollander pulling an expressly non-Shane Hollander move. And that’s the type of thing that fucks Ilya up if he lets himself think about it too hard. So he doesn’t think about it. He fucks Hollander and it’s great as usual and everything is fine.

    And then both their flights get canceled due to a blizzard.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    When Shane is injured in the game with Boston, routine medical testing reveals an unexpected surprise. He has to navigate difficult choices including telling Ilya, dealing with the league, and navigating the public.

    The story will follow Shane, Ilya and other canon characters and minor OCs through an entire journey to sorting themselves and their unexpected situation out, grappling with the world and each other for their happy ending.

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    25 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 85

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    Eight years of Ilya Rozanov taking whatever he wants.

    Eight years of Shane letting him.

    The fights. The hotels. The way Ilya looks at him across the ice like Shane is the only thing in the world worth ruining.

    Some people call it hate. Shane knows better.

    (He also knows he's pregnant. Ilya doesn't. Not yet.)

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Ilya is relieved to get out of Montreal and forget he ever saw Shane at the nightclub. That is, until his plane starts to go down and he's forced to confront everything he's tried so hard not to think about.

    Or, what if this specific event occurs earlier on than it did in The Long Game?

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    24 Feb 2026

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    The MLH, tired of being the smallest of the Big Four sporting leagues in North America and seeing an “opportunity,” attempts a novel approach to boost its international appeal.

    In a partnership with the Australian Football League, Canada receives a few Australian athletes to promote the sport of Australian rules football. Most importantly, though, is the MLH sending a couple of their finest hockey players to Australia in exchange for two weeks to try and promote ice hockey in a hot, dry country with zero cultural connection to the sport.

    And who better to send than star players Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov, of course.

    What could possibly go wrong?

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    24 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander decides to show off the progress he has made with Russian. Ilya goes nuts over it.

    Set in Ilya's apartment during Episode 4.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    Then. After the face off, after he's hit from behind, sliding across the ice, an explosion of pain and confusion. Once everything goes dark and confused, he's there, too. Il y a Ilya, il y a aucunne secondes. Il n'y a pas jamais qu'Ilya.

    There's talking, and he's being moved, strapped down, lifted, jostled carefully, rolled.

    "He's gonna worry," dribbles out of his mouth.

    "Your coach called your dad," one of the medics says calmly.

    "Not him," Shane feels slide through his teeth. "Ilya."

    In which Shane Hollander is personally victimized by the French language.

    OR

    Why no one questions Shane saying Ilya's name.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    “Shane,” Ilya pops his head inside the sliding glass door, “am I allowed to have a cigarette?”

    Shane looks up from where he’s sitting at kitchen island, texting Hayden about the new baby. “Allowed?”

    /

    Ilya's only allowed to smoke if he's shotgunning with Shane, it's a good compromise.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    "Nothing is running. It is a fucking blizzard," Ilya tried to sound calm, but he was still kind of freaking out.

    "What time is your flight back?" Hollander asked, still facing the window. It was hard to read his tone without seeing his face, although far be it for Ilya to complain about the view.

    "Probably not until afternoon, if planes take off at all tomorrow," Ilya admitted.

    "What hotel are you staying at?"

    "The Hyatt over by the rink,"

    "Yeah, you'll never make it back there tonight," Hollander muttered.

    They didn't stay. It just wasn't something they ever did. As soon as they were done, one of them was out the door and back to wherever they were supposed to be in the first place. But surely Hollander wasn't about to send him out into a literal blizzard with no way to get back to his hotel. Ilya put his phone on the nightstand and stood up, tentatively approaching where Hollander remained frozen staring out into the snowy abyss that had once been the city of Montreal.

    "Is it okay that I stay here?"

    "Well yeah, you're gonna have to, man, there's no way you're getting back tonight," Hollander replied like Ilya was being slow.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    When a visit to his father turns violent, there's only one place Ilya wants to go.

    set post-rose breakup and pre-all stars game.

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    23 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 26

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    Shane never had any vices until he met Ilya Rozanov.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    When Shane Hollander stormed out of Ilya Rozanov’s Massachusetts house (deep in the boondocks, of course), he hadn’t quite premeditated that his rival-slash-situationship-to-end-all-situationships’ home would come with a few… logistical challenges.

    Namely, not a single rideshare within a twenty-minute radius.

    Because of course Rozanov—not exactly one for subtlety—would live on a fucking compound in the middle of nowhere.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    “Come on,” Comeau says. “Are we all just supposed to pretend it's normal that you’re still playing house with Ilya Rozanov?”

    “Gil—” J.J. says, but Shane doesn’t want him to finish that sentence, to pull Comeau gently off the ledge he’s steering himself toward. Shane wants to push him, kicking and screaming, to make them say it to his fucking face. That after all this time, they still hate him for the heinous crime of falling in love.

    “We’ve been married for two years,” Shane says. “I’m not sure that qualifies as playing house. I mean, it’s longer than you were with your first wife, isn’t it?”

    Or: Shane reunites with his former teammates at J.J.'s bachelor party. He's finally ready to say (and maybe punch) his piece.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Ilya did not want to die. It’s a natural thought as the plane seems to fall around him. He’s twenty-nine, he does not want to die. It’s the intensity that surprises him, the desperate need clawing at his heart, pressing against his ribs, surging in his throat. He’s choking on it, aching with it, burning with it.

    The plane is falling around him, and he wants to live so badly it’s all he can see.

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    Or, The Plane Crash nearly goes as wrong as possible when Shane's game is cancelled, and he sees Ilya's messages in real time. To make matters worse, Ilya spends fifteen minutes falling out of the sky and mourning all that he would never have. Or, Ilya's pov of i pray this love changes me (this grief will) ft. the very confused but supportive Centaurs

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Shane put God on a back burner sometime between the ages of eleven and twelve. It was around that time that he barely stepped foot off the ice. His dad would joke that he was born with skates on, while his mother cursed out a grown man for a bad play. God, religion, faith came second to the rush of adrenaline as he flew on the ice.

    It takes seventeen years and the love of his life being dead for twenty-eight minutes to relearn how to pray.

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    Or, Shane's game is cancelled and he reads Ilya's would have been last messages in a tiny hotel room with JJ and Hayden at his side.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    And so Shane steps into the Voyageurs' locker room, Luca on his heels, leaving the door open just a crack so Ilya and the others can hear what's going on.

    The room goes quiet immediately, all faces turning to Shane in shock.

    Hayden's the first to react, scrambling up from his stall, eyes wide. "Shane? What's going on?"

    "I just wanted to see if any of you were willing to talk? So quiet on the ice today. I thought you'd have things to say to me, all things considered." Shane sweeps his gaze over his former team, uses his disappointed-Captain-voice and feels a smidge of smugness when it clearly hits them as it always has. "So say them to my fucking face, not behind my back."

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    Shane needs to clear the air with the Montreal Voyageurs. Post-Book 6: The Long Game.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    “Rozanov, back up.”

    “Backing up,” Ilya said evenly, “But if he touches my husband again I will explore violence.”

    The reporter cleared her throat. "Thoughts on playing against Montreal again?"

    "They did not deserve Shane’s leadership." Ilya paused. "Certainly did not deserve his jawline."

    Shane exhaled, resigned. "You are sitting next to me for a reason.”

    “Yes,” Ilya agreed solemnly. “Leash.”

    @DownBadInOttawa
    There are FOSSILS less down than Rozanov. He is WHIPPED and PROUD of it.

    @MontrealDefenseSquad
    we are getting destroyed by a guy who just publicly admitted his husband controls him. this is the worst timeline.

    When Ottawa faces Montreal again, Shane keeps it professional. Ilya absolutely does not.

    Featuring: one infamous Hollanov Wikipedia page, a professional athlete with a marriage kink, and a fanbase losing its mind.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Shane reached out without thinking, his fingers brushing against the rough fabric of Ilya’s jacket sleeve.

    Ilya flinched away. “Dun’ touch me!”

    Shane blinked, thrown. “What the - ”

    “I already have boyfriend!” Ilya declared, pulling his jacket around himself like a shield. “Are practically engaged!”

    Shane just stared. “Ilya. It’s me.”

    “Only my boyfriend may unwrap me.” Ilya announced. “Is respect.”

    Ilya gets drunk and refuses to be touched by anyone except his boyfriend. Unfortunately for Shane, Ilya does not realize his boyfriend is the one taking him home.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    “I want to know about Mexico. And your nervous blowjob in LA.”

    “Like,” Shane said, blinking like he hadn't understood immediately, “you want me to tell you what happened?”

    “No.” Ilya’s fingers knit in a loose cradle behind his head, elbows bent out wide, making a big show of him against the headboard. Of his chest. Shane's eyes dipped and came back up shining. “You will show me.”

    Shane laughed. Like he was nervous again. He got the way he always got in front of something he badly wanted and knew he shouldn't: played shy. Looked away. Squirmed until want swelled into need.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    It wont come out.

    Ilya is one of the last left in the locker room. Gear half-stripped, gloves off but he’s still clumsy wrestling with his phone on the bench.

    What do u mean

    No question mark, just the blunted grammar that he usually corrects, brushing right past a come on or suck up to insist Ilya shouldn't know that word. He all the time ignores the effort Ilya puts in, the ways he tries and tries, how he’s getting better. When Hollander responds with barely a three second delay, Ilya misses the criticism.

    It won't. Come out.

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    22 Feb 2026

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