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  1. Public Bookmark 39

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    “Nat,” Lottie interrupts, sounding vaguely amused. “Is this something you want to try?”

    “I asked you first,” Nat says petulantly.

    Lottie is quiet for another moment. Half-hidden by her hair, Nat can see her ears slowly going red, the way they always do when she’s embarrassed.

    “It’s not that I don’t want to,” Lottie says eventually, almost shy. “I’ve just never done it before.” A pause. “Like, been on the receiving end, I mean.”

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  2. Public Bookmark 87

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    “I’m not doing porn. Did Paul Thomas Anderson do porn? No.”

    “He did Boogie Nights,” says Lottie. Nat snaps her fingers.

    “Exactly, Van. He did Boogie Nights.”

    “And this movie you’re making is going to be comparable in quality to Boogie Nights?” When Lottie and Natalie say nothing, Van sucks her teeth, nods, and keeps stocking. “That’s what I thought.”

    Northampton, Massachusetts, October 1999. Down on their luck Smith College seniors and best friends Nat and Lottie concoct an unorthodox plan to pay their rent, one that is sure to have no reverberating effects on their relationship.

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    01 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 62

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    “Integrity?” Nat laughs. “Where’s the integrity in making assumptions about me? This is like, the biggest fucking newspaper in America, not fucking Teen Vogue or something! Where does she get off writing this shit about me?”

    “It was bound to come up in some of these interviews, whether it’s with someone we know or not.”

    It being Charlotte Matthews.

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    four years after breaking nat's heart in their senior year at princeton, lottie and nat meet again at the 2004 olympics

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    15 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 57

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    “Don’t be sorry,” Natalie murmurs, her hands still outstretched but a bit closer to her own body now, growing confident that Lottie can hold her own as long as the brick remains sedentary. “You don’t remember me, do you?”

    The corner of Lottie’s mouth turns upwards in the aftermath of a sick and twisted joke. Salt pricks at her eyes like fine-point needles. She meets Natalie’s gaze, her own leaning body making the two of them equal height. She smiles sadly.
    “I don’t remember anything,” she says.

    or; a side effect of the switzerland therapy is memory loss. after years of being separated, lottie meets natalie for the second time

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    09 Nov 2025

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    People cope with grief in ways they know and can.

    [Sequel to 'Ghosts.']

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    03 Nov 2025

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