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    Shane fucking Hollander. Hockey’s Golden Boy. Long-time crush of Ilya Rozanov. Long, looooong time. A decade of being a fucking simp for this man. God, he was in trouble.

    It should be pretty much illegal to go from their only contact being at face-off across the ice, to suddenly hosting Shane in his exclusive club—during a fucking event, no less. Ilya’s event.

    He would never admit it, but he’s been stealthily trying to get Hollander to show up at his club for years now. Hell, Shane was the whole reason he invested in the club in the first place. Bought a fucking house here. Maybe that was an insane thing to do, but he didn’t care. Ilya was insane. Insane for Shane.

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    20 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    He has almost all of doors off by the time Eddie comes in through the back door, his hair up in an untidy bun, smears of dirt on his hands and a smudge on his cheek, “what have you been doing baby?”

    “They put a sold sign on the old house. Someone is going to move in,” Eddie tells him, like that’s an explanation.

    “Okay..? So what were you doing?”

    Eddie scrubs his hands at the sink, “replanting the trees.”

    “What...trees?” Steve asks, a vague inkling starting to form. He stands, leaning past Eddie to be able to look out of the window and...sure enough, a new row of saplings are at the end of the yard, “Eddie...what did you do?”

    “They’re my pear trees, I couldn’t leave them there.”

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    20 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 45

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    Eddie doesn’t like seeing others touch what’s his. Simple as that.

    Tommy Hagan being the ‘other’ in question doesn’t make Eddie want to be any nicer.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    “Ilya,” Shane whispers. “Ilya, baby, can you open your eyes?”

    He’s met with silence, and the frantic tremor of his heart turns into an earthquake. The ice beneath him seeps into his veins and freezes his blood. Panic claws at his chest, scaling his ribcage like a ladder and lodging in his throat. He can barely breathe around the terror.

    “Ilya, you need to open your eyes. You need to look at me.”

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    18 Feb 2026

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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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    18 Feb 2026