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Silence by Tania885
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
15 Feb 2024
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Suffering alone in silence you endure years of an abusive relationship with your husband John Walker. Until one day your former best friend Sam Wilson comes back into your life. But he’s not alone either, with him is your first love. The man you still truly love and wished he would’ve loved you the same. James Buchanan Barnes.
The two men help you out of your situation and put you on a road to recovery. Eventually you learn the truth about why Bucky left you in the first place. Maybe the two of you can find your way back to each other.
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24 Jan 2024
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You're My Favorite Kinda Night by alpineFrost
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Marvel, Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Movies), Marvel (Comics), Captain America (Comics)
22 Aug 2025
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I stared at my blood-covered hands, wondering how I'd gone from from a normal software employee to someone I couldn't even recognize. My life was forever tainted, robbed of all its innocence. All it took was one person. A ghost.
Resting my head against the window of the car I was being taken in, I tried to take mental pictures of my city for the last time. Calm, beautiful Bristol. Because as of that night, I was going to do one of two things- kill or die trying. There was no other way out.
"Ready?" the man asked, his hand snaking around my waist, making me almost gag. As if he had a right to even touch me. That right belonged to someone else. The man I had already given my everything to. The man who was the sole reason I was even in the car that night, ready to fight.
"Fuck you."
"Gladly." He said with a grin which made me want to knock his teeth out. I had to kill him.
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23 Sep 2023
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Friends by Chibi06
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
07 Mar 2024
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They had been close friends for years, always there for each other and always able to confide in one another without judgement. So when Sophie is faced with an unusual dilemma, she asks for Bucky’s help. She wants him to say yes. She wants him to say no. It won’t change anything, she tells him. But how can things stay the same when everything is different between them now? [BuckyxOC]
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20 Sep 2023
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24 Aug 2023
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The Theory of Repetition by Desertwoods
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), Doctor Strange (2016), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
12 Jan 2026
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"History repeats itself endlessly for those who are unwilling to learn from the past."
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- English
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- 202,306
- Chapters:
- 35/35
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- 167
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- 229
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06 Apr 2023
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Are You In Or Out by Solarhn59
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), MCU, Captain America - All Media Types
26 Sep 2022
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The Avengers find a woman, she finds herself and maybe a little bit of peace.
This happens, timeline wise around the time of Age of Ultron, but imagine Civil War has happened and Bucky is part of the team.Mature 18+
Violence, triggering subject, self-harm, rape, death, torture and a whole lot of horrific things.It gets better, I promise.
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05 Apr 2023
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Sunshine on My Soldier by orphan_account
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, X-Men (Movieverse)
05 Mar 2023
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On what was supposed to be an ordinary day, Sergeant James Buchanan Barnes shows up at Cold Cones, the ice cream shop you work at. Both exhilarated and flabbergasted, you do everything you can to make sure he leaves with a good impression of you and your work. Only, he has a different agenda when visiting. By the time he leaves, it sets into motion a series of events that will completely change your life.
Like... for example... the Avengers, Earth's Mightiest Heroes, aren't as different from you as you might think. But don't worry, you'll fit in just fine.(Life just loves to fuck with posting days, doesn't it?)
Now on Hiatus. Explanation in Last Chapter.Bookmarked by psullivan95
02 Apr 2023
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Bitter Medicine by sellitonceremony
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers - Ambiguous Fandom, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
20 Apr 2023
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Bucky doesn’t want a personal nurse. He’s a perfectly capable super soldier, so why is Stark assigning a medic to him? He literally has to run away from you so you won’t waste his time patching him up.
You, meanwhile, are just trying to do your damn job. You might have had some violent or uncooperative patients in the past, but Barnes has actually taken to hiding from you. It’s petty, immature, and you resent him maybe just as much as he resents you.
This might be the stupidest game of cat and mouse ever played, but both of you are determined to win. The only thing is, neither of you expected to get your aggression out so… physically.
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- English
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- 16/16
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01 Apr 2023
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Cocoa in Winter by JackWhisperer1011
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Captain America (Movies)
15 Jul 2024
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Bucky is just recovering and meets someone who makes him feel normal again. By the time he gains the nerve to try anything, he thinks he lost his shot. Until the government realizes they need to put a positive public image on Bucky in order to keep him on the team. They pair him up with her, as a PR move, but his feelings bubble under the surface.
But things get complicated quickly.
(I wrote this because I know babyfics are always like ‘yup and then they had a baby and everything was fine’ and this is how I think our fave man would really handle a pregnancy pre-FATWS).
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- Part 1 of Cocoa in Winter
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- English
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- 94,611
- Chapters:
- 34/34
- Comments:
- 378
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30 Mar 2023
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our shadows are ghosts that we grow attached to by igniteyourbones
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
18 Apr 2023
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There's something different in your head now, something dangerous. Unable to trust yourself or anyone around you, you find yourself with no other option than to take up Tony Stark's offer to stay at the Avengers Tower until you can figure out the mess inside you.
You're not the only one.
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- English
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- Chapters:
- 43/50
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05 Mar 2023
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Dr. Anastasia Hayek's research in neurocybernetics was supposed to help people. Instead it was used to control and kill by Hydra. When she discovered that her life's work was used to improve the Winter Soldier program she vowed to make things right, even if she loses everything in the process.
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- English
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03 Mar 2023
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A Birdie Lost in Time by Steve_writes
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
07 Aug 2023
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After the battle against Thanos and his armies, Marlow Hendrix is tasked with helping Steve Rogers return the Infinity Stones to their rightful times. When her mission goes awry in 1970, she keeps her resolve, waiting to find a way out of an increasingly dangerous situation while being stuck away from home and away from help.
Back in 2023, Bruce picks up her signal and pulls it to the present, unaware of the danger that lurks in the past, but it is only when an unexpected threat steps off the platform that they realise just how badly the mission went.
And when Marlow finally returns, she struggles to come to terms with her past in order to accept her future—but with the help of a familiar face, she might just do it.
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Time-travel, canon-compliant, Hydra, slow-burn, trauma, brainwashing, friends to lovers.
Timeframe is mostly between Endgame to FATWS with time-travel at the beginning of the story.- Language:
- English
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- 209,065
- Chapters:
- 55/55
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01 Oct 2022
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13 Mar 2022
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Calm In Chaos by BloomInBlood
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel (Comics), Marvel, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
22 Aug 2023
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Amelia Andrews is in her final year at Yale School of Medicine, eager to help out with the war efforts as World War II rages on. It is on the commute from the hospital that her and James Barnes crash headfirst into each other, becoming reluctant acquaintances.
Amelia is struggling to get the recognition she deserves in the medical field until profound German scientist, Dr. Abraham Erskine offers her a position with the mysterious Strategic Scientific Reserve. As Amelia works closely with the Howling Commandos, Howard Stark and Peggy Carter, she uncovers the scientist's secrets, and begins to suspect that it could cost the lives of not only her, but the people she cares about.
Will James and Amelia be able admit their feelings' before it's too late?
Book one of 'The Amelia Andrews Series', set during 'Captain America: The First Avenger'.
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07 Mar 2022
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The Captain, the Sergeant, and the Nurse by theunfabulousauthor
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies)
01 May 2024
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One falsified his enlistment forms. One was going off to fight. One was on her way to a basecamp.
Life hadn't always been kind to the Rogers siblings. Steve and Allison Rogers had been orphaned as teenagers, constantly working to prove that they could take care of themselves. James "Bucky" Barnes found himself always in the company of the two, much to both his and Allison's delight.
When the country was plunged into World War II, each one of them found themselves drawn to the war effort. When all three began to go down their own paths, they had no idea what was to come.
The Captain. The Sergeant. The Nurse.
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- Part 1 of The Captain, the Sergeant, and the Nurse
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- English
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- Chapters:
- 24/24
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- 135
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- 88
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06 Oct 2021
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The Darkness That Binds Us by Mrsxfredweasley for LucindaAM, GSBDeVilleneuve
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
27 Feb 2022
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The first time you had met Bucky, he tried to kill you. Years later found you in Wakanda on the run with him. It was inevitable that you would fall for each other. But then you had to endure 5 years without him, and now that the world was getting back to a somewhat normal place, you and Bucky seemed to be drifting further apart.
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06 Oct 2021
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After the events in DC, Bucky needs a place to lay low, recover, and figure out what he needs to do next. Lily is the lucky girl whose house he breaks into when he's too hungry and tired to keep running.
'I debated just locking myself in my room and hiding under the bed until whoever it was went away but as a devotee at the altar of Insomnia I knew how time could stretch almost infinitely when you were waiting for something to ‘not’ happen and I was tired of waiting and would rather have a harrowing life experience than just sit there panicking in my bathrobe.
What can I say? I was exhausted and making bad decisions.'Series
- Part 1 of Sanctuary
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- English
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- 139,362
- Chapters:
- 38/38
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31 Mar 2021
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blueberry pancakes by sxveme2
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Marvel
24 Apr 2021
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a single mother. juggling being a mom, a full time pediatrician, and a difficult ex who believed now would be the best time to finally be a father.
a soldier ripped out of time. ex-assassin turned superhero. learning how to balance a new domestic life with handling demons of his past, while facing the trials of the future.
a love story began over something as simple as chocolate chip pancakes with hidden blueberries.
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takes place after endgame. I have elected to ignore Tony's death and Steve's leaving. Did not happen.
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- Part 1 of Blueberry Pancakes
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18 Mar 2021
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Bucky didn’t make a sound as he held out a hand for you to hold.
"Omega, I know what I agreed too." Bucky tried to smile but it looked more like a grimace. "I would agree to it all over again because it means I can come home to you."
"Alpha." You snapped stubbornly.
"Omega," His voice stronger, "I am thankful to live in this Compound where I met you. If I'm to be studied in medical or sent to harm HYDRA that’s the price I'll pay."
You felt your sinus burn as tears began to cloud your vision.
"The price is too expensive, and you are too valuable." You mumbled as you crumbled.
Bucky pulled you in close, cuddling you against his chest he buried your nose in his mating gland. The scent of pine enveloped you, calming you down from your heart to your fingers and toes.Part 2 of Bucky and his Housekeeper in the Avengers Compound.
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- Part 2 of We Fall Together
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- English
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- 57,065
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- 30/30
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10 Mar 2021
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08 Mar 2021