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I’ve Seen Love Die, Way Too Many Times by t4baccteriophage
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jan 2026
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Kinda AU where Shane and Ilya are forced to discuss their mental health issues before TLG?
Shane goes to surprise visit Ilya a month after he’s moved to Ottawa only to find that his mental health isn’t great. Shane’s isn’t either after a health scare and he’s forced to focus his exercise behaviors with Ilya. (TW ED/discussion of suicidal thoughts).
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26 Feb 2026
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Everyone has bad shifts, bad days, bad weeks even. Dennis can handle that but when he loses two patients from heart complications he should’ve caught, he’s left crawling back to bad habits. Trinity’s always been the understanding type.
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21 Feb 2026
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Anyway, he thought as he drove to the rink. We were never together, and we’re extra not together now. He would not be letting that man see every inch of him and carry him to bed from his shower floor. He would not let him kiss his earlobe, which he liked to do every time for some reason. He was certainly not going to let him scan every inch of his body anymore. So whether there was something under the surface, spilled out messy guts getting stains on everything, Ilya wouldn’t know about it.
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Strong CW for eating disorder behavior and description. Content is of someone in active disorder and not in recovery, and specific behaviors and routines are mentioned.
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18 Feb 2026
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SUPER long shane hollander ed fic but obvi i wanna read eventually
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All of You and More by Postalcupcakes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Feb 2026
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A Hollanov retirement fic in which Shane has an eating disorder, autism, and wildly complex emotions around weight.
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Shane’s heart dropped out of his chest when he saw that his abs were covered in a layer of soft fat. He couldn’t believe that he hadn’t noticed just how chubby he had gotten. The subtle tightness of his clothing was completely foreign to him, despite knowing that this problem must have been mounting for months. Since they retired and started coaching, they had both been busy, less strict about exercise, although they both still worked out pretty regularly. His eating habits had gotten less strict since he wasn’t a professional athlete anymore, but he hadn’t been eating unhealthily. At least he hadn’t thought so.Still staring at himself shirtless in the mirror, Shane had an even more horrifying thought. Ilya had seen him like this, had been seeing him like this, for God knows how long. He’d watched Shane’s abs disappear. He’d fucked him like this. He had judged every inch of his body and never said a word. Shane could barely breathe as he put his shirt on, changing his plans for the day and heading for the gym.
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I Think I'll Regret This by joonslittle
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Jan 2026
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Shane drops.
and drops.
and drops
or: Shane drops after the infamous "we didn't even kiss" text, and it spirals deeper than he could have ever expected.
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16 Feb 2026
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ilya shows up at shane’s door and it’s much worse than he thought