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The good life never ends by pushdragon
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
30 Sep 2023
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The Flag Smashers are dealt with and the shield is in the hands of a man who deserves it. But it's still not getting better for Bucky. He’s seventy years out of sync with the world, and the one person who understood has vanished to a place Bucky can’t follow. Some days his fingers itch for the order and structure of the reckoning list he left in the notebook in Dr Raynor’s office.
Go out and find yourself some goddamn occupation, his pa used to say, when he was getting up to mischief. Bucky does.
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Until now, Weir had been one man among the thousands who came and went, barely noticed as they fought their parallel wars, each of them turning their unconnected cogs in a much larger machine. He left an indeterminate impression of hard work, and mud, the occasional intrusive question delivered in a good-natured Scottish lilt, and an unwelcome pair of eyes that curiously followed him.
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Emergency repairs and routine maintenance by pushdragon
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
02 Jan 2021
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Bucky's come a long way since he got out of prison, damaged and mistrustful, with twelve years ripped out of his life. It's a constant struggle to get past his own defences and be the sort of human he wants to be. Luckily Steve's worth it.
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- Part 4 of Small Business 101
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Not what you'd call properly submissive by pushdragon
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
28 Feb 2020
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Steve's wholesome take on domination has suddenly become the hottest thing in the business. He should be cashing in on his newfound celebrity, but instead he's distracted by the guy who works odd shifts in the club's bar, fresh out of prison and damaged in ways that don't show. (Sequel to Some Things You Do For Money.)
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- Part 3 of Small Business 101
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Finding the beat by pushdragon
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
09 Feb 2020
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Steve's wholesome take on domination has suddenly become the hottest thing in the business. He should be cashing in on his newfound celebrity, but instead he's distracted by the guy who works odd shifts in the club's bar, fresh out of prison and damaged in ways that don't show. (This new work is extra scenes from the same timeline as the original, Some Things You Do For Money.)
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- Part 2 of Small Business 101
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Small Business 101 by pushdragon
Fandom Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
02 Jan 2021
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The steady, persistent pressure of Rozanov’s thick cock sinking into him is unlike anything Shane has ever felt before. He feels impossibly full, impossibly exposed, but more than that, he feels good.
Fuck, it’s good.
It’s so good that he forgets to feel awkward as he begins to rock back into Rozanov’s thrusts. He forgets to feel ashamed as Rozanov draws sounds out of him he didn’t even know he was capable of making. As Rozanov drives him out of his mind and deep into his own body, holds him there, forces him to feel everything and think nothing at all—
Shane forgets to feel anything but good.
(In which Shane has a dirty fantasy, and Ilya runs with it.)
“Ah,” Ilya says softly, brushing a finger along the column of Shane’s throat. “Is that what you want, Hollander? To be humiliated?”“Yes,” Shane says, the word a guttural moan. “No? I don’t know. Maybe. Fuck.”
“To be put to good use? To be told what to do?”
“Yes,” Shane gasps, relieved to be asked a simpler question. “That’s what I want.”
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16 May 2026
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Two-Four-Eight-One-Oh-Eight (Ilya Hollander. Shane Rozanov.) by callmeautumn
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
06 Feb 2026
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“Maybe—maybe Lily is sleeping,” she says. Bargaining, she realizes numbly. She’s bargaining for more time. And for whatever is unfolding here to stop unfolding and in fact fold itself back up. Her thumb shifts away from the call button. “And you should be sleeping too, mister.”
“He’s not sleeping.” Shane flares his nostrils—another gesture Yuna hasn’t seen in so many years. “He’s waiting for me to call a third time. Mom. Please. He’s—he’ll be so worried.”
Yuna shifts her thumb and lets it drop. Is Yuna a bad mother if she hopes "Lily" doesn’t pick up?
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or: Shane needs to call someone the night he's laid out by Marlow, and Yuna reflects on her quietly, obsessively devoted son.
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- Part 1 of sailing, sailing
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26 Apr 2026
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Because I Liked A Boy by outroscenery
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 May 2026
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When Shane needs help landing Troy Barrett, he turns to his best friend, Ilya.
Or the one where oblivious Shane asks Ilya to be his fuck buddy so he can get experience. What could go wrong?
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25 Apr 2026
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Shane works in a world where bodies are accessible to everyone. He is the exception.
Ilya Rozanov has spent his life in a world where nothing stays out of reach for long.
In Shane’s world, the rules change. For the first time, he can look, pay, return, obey, and still be left outside.
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23 Apr 2026
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Ilya understood at once that what was being sold on that stage was not access but refusal, not warmth but control, not invitation but the deliberate spectacle of a body that could be looked at and still remain, in every way that mattered, untouched. Other men might have wanted the body. Ilya had wanted the refusal.
The one where Shane dances and tries to take care of the elements in his world.that are.structual.
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The week before the 2017 All-Stars Game, Ilya Rozanov is placed on IR. Ten days later, he disappears from the league entirely. Boston says nothing, and for once, a notoriously fickle league closes ranks.
Every attempt Shane makes to find him hits a wall. In one last desperate, life-altering bid to reach him, Shane comes out to the world, only to be met with Ilya’s silence.
By the time the 2020/21 season begins, Shane has nothing left but hockey and regret. He builds a dynasty, guts his life, and pins the last scraps of his hope on the Metros’ newest transfer, the dangerously hot-headed Cliff Marlow.
Stepping back into the public eye after the worst three years of his life, all Ilya wants is to find some kind of purpose. Shane is done with him, he made that much clear. Ilya isn't about to try to convince himself otherwise. He just wants to prove he still has some use left in him.
Fortunately for both of them, they're still fucking stupid for each other.
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11 Apr 2026