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The steady, persistent pressure of Rozanov’s thick cock sinking into him is unlike anything Shane has ever felt before. He feels impossibly full, impossibly exposed, but more than that, he feels good.
Fuck, it’s good.
It’s so good that he forgets to feel awkward as he begins to rock back into Rozanov’s thrusts. He forgets to feel ashamed as Rozanov draws sounds out of him he didn’t even know he was capable of making. As Rozanov drives him out of his mind and deep into his own body, holds him there, forces him to feel everything and think nothing at all—
Shane forgets to feel anything but good.
(In which Shane has a dirty fantasy, and Ilya runs with it.)
“Ah,” Ilya says softly, brushing a finger along the column of Shane’s throat. “Is that what you want, Hollander? To be humiliated?”“Yes,” Shane says, the word a guttural moan. “No? I don’t know. Maybe. Fuck.”
“To be put to good use? To be told what to do?”
“Yes,” Shane gasps, relieved to be asked a simpler question. “That’s what I want.”
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16 May 2026
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Two-Four-Eight-One-Oh-Eight (Ilya Hollander. Shane Rozanov.) by callmeautumn
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
06 Feb 2026
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“Maybe—maybe Lily is sleeping,” she says. Bargaining, she realizes numbly. She’s bargaining for more time. And for whatever is unfolding here to stop unfolding and in fact fold itself back up. Her thumb shifts away from the call button. “And you should be sleeping too, mister.”
“He’s not sleeping.” Shane flares his nostrils—another gesture Yuna hasn’t seen in so many years. “He’s waiting for me to call a third time. Mom. Please. He’s—he’ll be so worried.”
Yuna shifts her thumb and lets it drop. Is Yuna a bad mother if she hopes "Lily" doesn’t pick up?
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or: Shane needs to call someone the night he's laid out by Marlow, and Yuna reflects on her quietly, obsessively devoted son.
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- Part 1 of sailing, sailing
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- 1/1
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26 Apr 2026
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Because I Liked A Boy by outroscenery
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 May 2026
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When Shane needs help landing Troy Barrett, he turns to his best friend, Ilya.
Or the one where oblivious Shane asks Ilya to be his fuck buddy so he can get experience. What could go wrong?
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25 Apr 2026
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Shane works in a world where bodies are accessible to everyone. He is the exception.
Ilya Rozanov has spent his life in a world where nothing stays out of reach for long.
In Shane’s world, the rules change. For the first time, he can look, pay, return, obey, and still be left outside.
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23 Apr 2026
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Ilya understood at once that what was being sold on that stage was not access but refusal, not warmth but control, not invitation but the deliberate spectacle of a body that could be looked at and still remain, in every way that mattered, untouched. Other men might have wanted the body. Ilya had wanted the refusal.
The one where Shane dances and tries to take care of the elements in his world.that are.structual.
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The week before the 2017 All-Stars Game, Ilya Rozanov is placed on IR. Ten days later, he disappears from the league entirely. Boston says nothing, and for once, a notoriously fickle league closes ranks.
Every attempt Shane makes to find him hits a wall. In one last desperate, life-altering bid to reach him, Shane comes out to the world, only to be met with Ilya’s silence.
By the time the 2020/21 season begins, Shane has nothing left but hockey and regret. He builds a dynasty, guts his life, and pins the last scraps of his hope on the Metros’ newest transfer, the dangerously hot-headed Cliff Marlow.
Stepping back into the public eye after the worst three years of his life, all Ilya wants is to find some kind of purpose. Shane is done with him, he made that much clear. Ilya isn't about to try to convince himself otherwise. He just wants to prove he still has some use left in him.
Fortunately for both of them, they're still fucking stupid for each other.
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11 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander has chemistry with his new American linemate. Montreal fans are thrilled. Ilya Rozanov is not.
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06 Apr 2026
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If Shane had had a good, close friend, a confidante, somebody he could talk to about whatever was happening between him and Ilya Rozanov, and that good close friend got it in their head that maybe Shane liked Ilya, had feelings for him, one of the first things Shane would say to refute it would be: but he smokes.
Shane, Ilya, cigarettes - a love triangle for the ages.
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- Part 7 of perfect from now on
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05 Apr 2026
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Getting weird about orgasms.
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05 Apr 2026
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Leash by a_good_soldier
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Jan 2026
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Ilya loves being Shane's dog. He hopes he's good enough to earn it.
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- Part 2 of Dog
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- 1/1
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03 Apr 2026
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Hollanov from the Outside by a_stray_thief (ashtraythief)
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Mar 2026
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30 Mar 2026
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Shane gets permission to do whatever he wants to Ilya while Ilya sleeps off pain meds.
Ilya isn't expecting Shane to use that as an excuse to finally be tender with him.
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29 Mar 2026
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CHAMP by a_good_soldier
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander: Captain of the Montreal Metros.
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- 3/3
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28 Mar 2026
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Ilya is a young man in America. Here he is in the off hours.
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23 Mar 2026
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There is so much light in the cottage. He can see so much of Shane’s body, so much he couldn’t see before, little moles and stretch marks and scars, almost enough for a glutton like Ilya.
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"Stop asking me if it's okay. If I want it. You're always, like—whatever. I'm not one of your fucking girls, okay? If I don't like it, I'll stop you. I can make you stop."
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20 Mar 2026
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To only ever know the cold by IbecomewhatIbelieve
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Apr 2026
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Svetlana knows about Jane. It's frankly insulting for Ilyusha to think otherwise.
She just never expected to have to call him for help. During the Olympics. In Russia. In the dead of night.
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Or, it's Sochi 2014 and Russia has lost to Latvia. Grigori Rozanov, not yet compromised by illness, punishes his son for shaming the family. When Svetlana finds an injured and emotionally fragile Ilya, she knows she needs somewhere safe for him to recover. And there's only one person in Russia who Sveta trusts with her Ilyusha: Canada's Golden Boy, Shane Hollander.Series
- Part 1 of To know the sun
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- 12/12
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13 Mar 2026
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Scott Hunter is just trying to make the most of his closeted NHL career, keep his head down, wait until he retires before he tries find his person.
He doesn't want to know anything at all about these two dumb rookies and what they're getting up to behind the facade of their so-called rivalry... but they're making it really hard for him to ignore them.
Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are not Scott's problem. That's all there is to it.
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13 Mar 2026
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At the 2021 All-Star Games in Winnipeg, Manitoba, Ilya comes to Scott with a proposition.
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12 Mar 2026
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Shane and Ilya, in the cottage, trying new things. Like being in love. And foot jobs.
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- Part 1 of Cottage Stories
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11 Mar 2026
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Ilya fucks Shane in—and on—his beautiful, expensive, shiny, custom baby blue convertible. That's pretty much it.
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08 Mar 2026
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Shane's having a hard week. Rozanov's obsession with his chest is making it harder.
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- Part 1 of Pretty Boy
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07 Mar 2026