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a heartache in amber by pushingsian
Fandoms: Dragon Age: Inquisition, Dragon Age (Video Games), Dragon Age - All Media Types
16 Aug 2023
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Just a few short weeks ago, he wouldn’t have passed her without a kiss on the forehead in private or a brush of knuckles where others could see, their orbits intertwined in ways that would have scared her if she hadn’t been completely under the spell of it all. Instead, she was left feeling like the gravity had shifted, every step like she’d had too many ales. To have him within reach, in this place, their place, made her stomach lurch like she had missed a stair and had to catch herself before she fell.
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As the Inquisition readies itself to face Corypheus, two past lovers confront the mistakes they have made.
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marked me like a bloodstain by pushingsian
Fandoms: Mass Effect Trilogy, Mass Effect - All Media Types
15 Aug 2022
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ten years before the events of Mass Effect, a fragile friendship has been struck between a recently graduated Kaidan Alenko and Tenth Street Reds gang member Kida Shepard. After an ill-advised run, Shepard turns to Kaidan to help patch her up.
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- Part 1 of protostar
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A Surprise for Nathaly by pushingsian for Pigeon_theoneandonly
Fandoms: Mass Effect Trilogy, Mass Effect - All Media Types
31 Jan 2021
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In April 2186, in the midst of the Reaper War, the Normandy crew have few ways to relax. When the opportunity to celebrate arises, who are they to pass it up?
A gift for @Pigeon_theoneandonly, using her wonderful Shepard, Nathaly.
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No Man's An Island by pushingsian
Fandoms: Mass Effect Trilogy, Mass Effect - All Media Types
26 Apr 2020
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After an explosive argument with Shepard leads to an evening of thinking and drinking for Kaidan, he tries to vent to an old friend hoping for some advice. If only he called the right person.
Based on a tumblr prompt from many years ago.
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Sandcastle Walls by pushingsian for Pigeon_theoneandonly, valammar
Fandoms: Mass Effect Trilogy, Mass Effect - All Media Types
06 Mar 2020
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Tumblr prompt "your life was my life's best part"
After the destruction of the Normandy SR-1, Kaidan is still trying to handle Shepard's loss and what that means for his future when he receives a message from the past.
Angst, angst, a moment of happiness, then just more angst.
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got me hopin' you'll save me by mirrorofprinces for daltoneering
Fandoms: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
03 Aug 2022
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Porsche clears his throat. “Khun Kinn, if that’s all, can I be dismissed?”
“No,” Kinn says with a slight tilt of his head. “That was some of the worst shooting I’ve ever seen. It shouldn’t take my head bodyguard six tries to hit an easy target.” He glances over at his friends. “I’ll meet you in the living room. Porsche needs a gun handling lesson.”
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- Part 1 of KinnPorsche: The Series (La Fortissimo)
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29 Sep 2025
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An End to Loneliness by Smutnug for sarsaparillia
Fandoms: Dragon Age (Video Games), Dragon Age - All Media Types, Dragon Age II
21 Jul 2023
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Bethany, he mouths in the darkness. Bethany. It's foolish, but he likes the way it feels in his mouth. Lips pressed together, the little huff of air on the first syllable, the tip of his tongue between teeth, and ending with his mouth parted just slightly. It feels like a kiss: the good part, not the oh-dear-sorry-Alistair-this-was-a-mistake part. The part full of soft promise and yearning, and an end to loneliness.
Bethany.
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19 Feb 2025
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An unlikely rescue makes an even more unlikely hero. Isaiah Shepard might not want to save the day, but engineers always get left to fix things.
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- Part 1 of EBIDTA
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14 Feb 2025
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Mass Effect: Labyrinth by Pigeon_theoneandonly
Fandoms: Mass Effect Trilogy, Mass Effect - All Media Types
05 Oct 2025
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Nathaly Shepard wasn't prepared to die. But some fates are worse than death. When her greatest enemy claims she's their only hope to defeat an impossible threat to humanity, she has no choice but to fight. But how is she supposed to contend with a foe that rivals even Sovereign's destruction when she's lost two years of her life and everything she held dear?
As she struggles to reconcile working for Cerberus and find her new place in the galaxy, others will try to make her a pawn. Spectres have always risked losing everything, but this time, it might be too much to ask.
Meanwhile, back in the Alliance, Kaidan Alenko uncovers a secret with dire implications for the past and future- one which will inevitably bring him into a confrontation with the woman he's mourned for two years, and threaten to tear them apart forever.
A re-imagined and canon-divergent Mass Effect 2, that keeps to the spirit of the original while exploring the true costs of resurrection, and how Kaidan Alenko became a spectre.
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- Part 5 of Nathaly Shepard
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06 Apr 2024
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sweet as silk by kurtstiel
Fandoms: รักโคตรร้ายสุดท้ายโคตรรัก | KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
21 Jun 2022
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“Open your eyes,” Kinn says.
Porsche does, his eyes glazed as he struggles to focus on Kinn. His mouth is pink and inviting. Kinn kisses him, only briefly, Porsche’s lips slack beneath his. Kinn pulls back.
“If you look away, I’ll stop,” Kinn’s voice is velvet-soft.
Or: Kinn convinces Porsche that he deserves nice things.
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- Part 3 of i'm the one for your fire
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12 Oct 2022
Bookmarker's Notes
listen I'm obsessed with this fic and you should be too