19 Bookmarks by quaintly

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  1. Public Bookmark 35

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    Sometimes, he wishes he was something else, someone else. He’s a coward who wants to covet the heart of a lion, who wants to love a boy but can’t help it when the words rot on his tongue. He’s all longing and long limbs, not someone who is strong or capable of salvation.

    The world, according to Kim Gyuvin, is hot, saturated, and beautiful. Ricky is in every little corner, stuck under his nails like clementine skin. He loves him, and he’s terrified.

    And then Ricky’s gone, in a way. One failed suicide attempt leaves Gyuvin trying to rebuild their relationship after having messed it up almost entirely. Meanwhile, Ricky tries to ignore the elephant in the room: Gyuvin is fully committed to loving him whole this time around.

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    09 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 53

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    three years after ricky leaves his hometown, he gets the call no one ever thinks they’re going to get; he’s been orphaned, a car accident. his childhood home is just a thirty minute drive from his apartment. he’s there by nightfall.

    there’s something viscerally disconcerting about being in a place he knows he’s not welcome. being back in his hometown, being around kim gyuvin pushes him constantly to crossroads. in the wake of his family’s deaths, as he grapples with his resentment over the circumstances that forced them apart years ago, ricky faces the dilemma of embracing his cardinal sin, or leaving old wounds behind.

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    03 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 18

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    There’s no such thing as ghosts.

    Except, he could feel the weight of Ricky’s gaze. He could see the way the mattress dipped beneath him. He could hear the quiet, steady rhythm of his breathing.

    "...but they can’t move on because something is keeping them here," the words echoed in Gyuvin’s head.

    Gyuvin inherits a mansion from someone he barely knew, let alone liked, and is required to live in it for a full year. Weird. The someone in question—Ricky—is haunting the mansion. Weirder.

    (or: boy inherits a haunted mansion and develops a deeply inconvenient attachment to its resident ghost.)

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    20 Jun 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    The stage lights were blinding, but Zhang Hao could still see him- the timid boy sat at the back of the small campus theatre, ambient light bouncing gently off the tears streaming down his face. Hao stole another glance as his bow slid across the strings of his violin during the final notes of his solo.

    (I wanted a haobin abo college au so i decided to write one.)

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    05 Jun 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 18

    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    04 Apr 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 3

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    "Aren't you supposed to be in class right now?"

    "Nope, my professor canceled." Gyuvin leans his cheek against Ricky's shoulder, pressing even closer to his side. "I'll have to do a make-up class on Friday, which sucks, but for now—" he draws the last syllable out, grinning up at Ricky from beneath his bangs. "I'm free!"

    "Congrats," Ricky says dryly, patting Gyuvin's knee.

    Gyuvin scrunches his nose and sits up straight so he can give Ricky a look. "I'm free," he repeats, "so let's go somewhere!"

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    28 Mar 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 8

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    In winter, Hanbin discovered the most beautiful melody.
    One he longed to carry into the colors of spring.
    But it faded before autumn could arrive.

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    28 Mar 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 8

    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    26 Mar 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 13

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    friends with benefits. thats what google had told ricky. it didnt seem like the perfect description of him and matthews relationship. but no amount of furiously googling “what does it mean if i have sex with my roommate sometimes but im kind of in love with someone else” would bring him to a satisfying conclusion.

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    01 Feb 2025

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    Just then, a thought appears in Ricky’s head, one so mortifying it makes his ears burn. He condemns himself silently for even entertaining such an idea. The younger man only stares at him, eyes shifting around his face and Ricky’s sure he’s noticed the sudden color to his cheeks.

    He looks at Gyuvin a little harder then, really looking, ignoring the way it causes him to stiffen up in response. Despite being as rigid as ice, his eyes still have that little sparkle to them, cheeks rosy and Ricky can feel his self-control slipping.

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    01 Feb 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 18

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    Gyuvin doesn’t ask. He never does, no matter how badly he wants to. Because if Ricky wants to tell him, he will. They’ve had a system figured out for quite a while now, and although Ricky openly voicing his feelings doesn’t happen very often, the younger boy does his best to ease the worries even a little. He’s the only one Ricky can be fully open with, and that warms his heart just as much as it troubles him.

    He wants Ricky to feel the warmth from Hanbin’s hugs of reassurance, or the responses Jiwoong carefully arranges that always managed to be the one thing you wanted to hear, but he’ll wait as long as needed. In the meantime, he’ll try his best to adapt every good habit, giving Ricky bits and pieces of his members’ comfort in the only way he can.

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    30 Jan 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 63

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    Ricky smiles at the idea but shakes his head. “You got to have a girlfriend for a day. Let me have one too.”

    Gyuvin bolts up. “Excuse me?”

    He loves Ricky. More than he loves anyone. He would do anything Ricky asked of him and more. But sharing is definitely his one absolute no. 

    Ricky only giggles, crawling closer to Gyuvin until their noses are almost brushing.

    “C’mon, Gyuvin-ah, be a good girlfriend for me.”

    Or: Gyuvin seems to end up in dating scandals with everyone—except his pretty boyfriend.

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    15 Jan 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 83

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    Ricky blinked at him, silent for a beat, his lips pressing into a thin line before they curved upward, ever so slightly. It wasn’t quite a smile; it was more like he couldn’t believe what he was hearing. “Wait, is this… are you confessing or something?”

    Gyuvin’s mouth snapped shut. “What? No!” he blurted, his face going scarlet. “I mean—ugh!” He raked a hand through his hair once more, glaring at the floor before forcing himself to meet Ricky’s bewildered gaze again. “Yes, okay, I was going to confess. But not after you first admitted you’re a vampire!”

    or; something is going on with his best friend Ricky, and Gyuvin won't stop until their relationship is back to normal

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    15 Jan 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 51

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    The Holy Father lays his hand back down on the duvet, still clutching the thorny stem. He looks up at Benítez knowingly. Then, all at once, it dawns on Lawrence. He finds his tongue unstuck.

    “This is a dream,” Lawrence says aloud. “This is a dream.”

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    07 Jan 2025

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    “I mean, we’re two straight guys,” Gyuvin says, and Ricky nods assent. “I’m not gonna like, make out with him.”

    Hanbin snorts, then coughs out a laugh, then chokes on air before sitting up. “Sure,” he says, voice drowsy. “Sureee,” he drawls out again, presumably because he thinks they didn’t get the message the first time.

    Ricky is straight. Gyuvin is straight. They are best friends. They have been just best friends for years.

    And yet, everyone still doubts their undeniable heterosexuality.

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    01 Jan 2025

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    So anyway, as far as alphas go, Ricky's never really wanted one.

    But if he had to pick, Gyuvin doesn't really seem like a particularly great choice.

    [ omega!ricky who has (for unknown reasons) never had a heat and his meet-cute with alpha!gyuvin who doesn't realize ricky is an omega ]

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    25 Mar 2024

  17. Public Bookmark 20

    Mystery Work

    Part of archive
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    29 Jan 2024

  18. Public Bookmark 22

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    "You changed your hair," Gyuvin points out, ignoring the obvious tension rolling off of Ricky's form. It was harder to gauge from farther away, from a distance where Ricky couldn't metaphorically and literally hurt him (not that he ever had -- again, it was romantic business. All part of the bit). "No more cute little Strawber-Ricky, eh? You're all hot and blonde now."

    Alternatively; Ricky and Gyuvin make a cup of coffee together.

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    08 Jan 2024

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    MY LOVELY WUVLEY GIFT

  19. Public Bookmark 19

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    Amongst even the hundreds, perhaps thousands, of people Hanbin has met, Zhang Hao is a breath of fresh air.

    Not for the first time, a jab of sadness pricks at Hanbin’s heart as he mourns how most people will never even know someone this cute exists.

    The first time Hanbin meets Hao is on a rooftop.

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    Comments:
    19
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    119
    Bookmarks:
    19
    Hits:
    1,453

    31 Dec 2023

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