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  1. Public Bookmark 10

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    A gust of wind blows past, sending ripples through the grass around them. Zhang Hao stands up and looks at Hanbin.

    It’s overwhelming to see Hanbin’s history displayed before him like this, generations laying in quiet beneath their feet. Zhang Hao thinks about his own ancestral line—the remains that lay scattered across provincial China in graves and columbariums. It feels weighty to be present here with Hanbin, more intimate than anything else they’ve ever done.

     

    (or: hanbin brings zhang hao home for chuseok)

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    05 Aug 2025

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    this fic is the esteemed winner of fastest speedrun to me sobbing my eyes out actual tears from my eyeballs

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    At twenty-three, Sung Hanbin and Zhang Hao made a promise:

    “Hanbinnie,” Zhang Hao half-whispers, eyes fixed on him. “If we’re both single at thirty… let’s get married.”

    Now, seven years later, an ocean of distance between them, Zhang Hao thinks Hanbin has forgotten.

    That is, until gets a text—a selfie. Hanbin on his knees, wearing cat ears and a tail, holding a balloon with the number 30, along with words Zhang Hao never thought he’d read:

    You’re thirty, hyung. And I’m thirty. We’re both single. Aren’t we supposed to get married?

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    21 Jul 2025

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    i'm gonna have a heart attack. thank you for saving me

  3. Public Bookmark 21

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    Zhang Hao falls ill with food poisoning, and Hanbin stops at nothing to ensure his comfort—from sneaking out to get Hao a drink to holding him close through the night. In these tender moments, in the night, their love for each other shines brightest.

    Or I’m a little crazy about Hanbin getting Pocari Sweat for Hao and then Hao getting giggly about it on his live

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    11 Jan 2025

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    (visibly on the verge of tears) i'm fine

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    This is a love that has hooks in him, lodged in bone, and Hanbin doesn’t know how to extract them. Doesn’t even know if he wants to. He’s so angry at Zhang Hao for leaving and he’s so angry at himself for breaking the little of them that was left, but the love lingers.

    The love—the tattered, agonizing, echoes of it the bond sustains—is all he has now. He’ll cling until it finally crumbles to dust between his fingers.

    Eight years ago Hanbin and Zhang Hao formed a soul bond that wasn't enough to keep them together. Now here they are, crashing into each other's orbits again.

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    02 Jan 2025

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    i'm insanely not ok about this