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It’s easier for Hoseok to pretend he doesn’t see it, because Jeongguk is his friend, and he’s a good boy. A sweet boy.
(Jeongguk is a murderer. Hoseok? An accomplice.)
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28 Jul 2020
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She tries to pull away, tries to kick at him and escape, but Hoseok holds tight, rubbing the back of his neck.
“Sorry, Auntie.” Jeongguk touches his waist as he goes by, pleased, and Hoseok pretends he doesn’t feel the little thrill of heat it sends up his sides, because he’s doing this out of necessity. He’s doing this because Jeongguk can’t help himself. He’s not doing this because he wants to. “He can’t help it.”
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In 99 percent of circumstances, Jeon Jeongguk is one of the scariest men in this entire city.
During the remaining one percent, Kim Namjoon is there to be the scariest for him.
(or: Jeongguk is the head of an organized crime group. Namjoon is just his bodyguard. Jeongguk tells himself that it's enough, and it is. Until it's not.)
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- Part 1 of adapt
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14 Apr 2020
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Jeongguk swallows. He wants to reach up and caress Namjoon’s cheek. Hold him together, trace his eyebrows, his nose, his lips. Instead, he nods. “Tell me more,” he says, like earlier.
Namjoon smiles just for a second. “Remembering old friends. People you knew in lives already past. And then you meet someone new, and it’s like—like you don’t want to tell your new friends about your old ones, I guess because the old ones are gone and they only exist in your memories. So how could you just give them away, put them in someone else’s brain? How could you take someone who only exists in the neurons of your head and just—just let them go like that, to someone who doesn't even know them? To someone who doesn’t know how to care about them at all, doesn’t know how to cherish them.”
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"good afternoon," jeongguk says. "do you have a few moments to listen to the word of god?"
the young man in front of him crosses his arms, tilts his head in thought. "depends...what's he saying these days?"
(jeongguk spends the final days before the rapture trying to turn lost souls to the word of god and comes across seokjin who challenges all of his beliefs).
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- Part 1 of casi cielo
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06 Apr 2020
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It turns out that the world does end and it ends more than once. It ends at least three times in a single day. It ends every single time Seokjin kisses him, the gentle caresses against Jeongguk’s skin — be they on the back of his hand or the side of his neck — serving as the signs to Armageddon. A fire the size of the earth starts up each time Seokjin leans in and, by the time their lips are together, the world is alight with skyscraper flames.
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Sometimes, Jeongguk gets so lonely he doesn't even feel alone anymore. He's practicing, and he's very good at it. Loneliness. Being alone. It's blustery cold, and the leaves are falling from the branches of trembling trees, and Jeongguk is alone in a big city, shivering without a jacket, trying desperately to keep himself warm.
There is no one, and then there is someone. Two someones. The lovely winter boys from Daegu, Taehyung and Yoongi, opposites and equals, so loving and in love.
It would be ridiculous, really, if Jeongguk didn't fall for them, too.
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- Part 1 of November
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27 Dec 2019
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Tangled up on the couch, the velvet rays of snow-laden sun shining in the windows at midmorning. “Yeah,” Jeongguk whispers, awash with daylight, all golden and brand new. He sighs, and practices holding on, instead of running away or letting go like he always has. He’s good enough at those things already. “I can stay.”
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Namjoon is hot and Jungkook has to do physical exercise to cope with it. Namjoon is oblivious. Jungkook does 100 pushups.
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10 Dec 2019
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All those muscles but now the only thing getting swole is his dick.
If only there was a way to exercise his penis, Jungkook muses to himself later that night as he slurps ramyun and stares idly at the back of Jimin’s head. If only there was a way to put his stupid dick through its paces so it would tire itself out and stop making Jungkook picture Namjoon dressed as Widowmaker.
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When his arms slide over Jeongguk’s shoulders, dropping a kiss safely on his temple, away from the gore, Jeongguk doesn’t even flinch. He giggles, head rolling backwards, and coos, “Hey, hyung.”
Namjoon kisses him sweetly, ignoring the damp fingers that curl in his hair. “How’d you know it was me?”
“Haven’t you noticed yet?” Jeongguk turns to look at him, haunting under the pale moon, something straight out of the horror movies and novels that he reads; Namjoon marvels at him for too long and feels as if he’s been seduced, sentenced himself to death at the hands of a beautiful monster.
He’s not surprised at how little it bothers him.
“Noticed what?” Namjoon asks, thumbing blood away from his eyes and mouth, wary of injuring him. Jeongguk grabs his wrist, fingers stained and pruned like roses, and Namjoon loses himself in the shape of them.
“The birds don’t sing when you’re around, Hyung.”
ie. Namjoon needs bodies. Jeongguk needs him.
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- Part 1 of RE: Birds Don't Sing
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21 Nov 2019
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Jeongguk is ill, and he needs help, but--somewhere else, closer to his heart, a deeper wound than help can heal, he feels as if he deserves this. Watches paper thin skin split open under the curve of his nails and wonders, if he digs deep enough, can he pull the guilt out?
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Jeongguk is Spiderman. Jeongguk is also catastrophically crushing on the one and only Kim Namjoon. Somewhere along the lines, worlds are colliding between nightly adventures and shared café dates and the two of them figure out how they fit together.
And of course, the hyungs love Jeongguk very much.
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05 Nov 2019
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It’s intimidating to have Namjoon watch him that closely. It’s happened before, the first time Jeongguk thought Namjoon was irritated by something he had done. When he asked, Namjoon had assured him that that was not the case. He just got a little distracted, he’s sorry, he didn’t mean to stare him down like that. He just loses himself in his thoughts sometimes.
But it still makes him nervous. There is something very intimate about that look, and Jeongguk has to try really hard to keep calm.
“You have a mole just underneath your mouth,” Namjoon says in a breath, words almost too quiet for him to hear.
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prized golden squid boy of many talents by jeonbenet
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
01 Sep 2019
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He hears a gross, slithering sound echo through the bathroom but it must be his imagination. Maybe it’s his ears trying to correct themselves after constant ringing from the pain. He steadies his breathing, clammy hands pressed up against his burning, flushed face. And then feels something wet and warm twist around his wrist, pulling a palm away from his face with a light but dominant strength.
His stomach drops when he sees it.
A slick, flesh colored, tentacle-like thing wrapped around his wrist. He feels like he just got punched.
“W-what the fuck are you?” he asks out loud.
(Or: Jungkook has bad takeout and sprouts some tentacles. Desperate for help, he calls Namjoon.)
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02 Sep 2019
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It feels like it’ll go on forever like this, the constant blinding pain as growths slice open his skin more, cutting impossibly bigger, making more room for them to birth out of his body, feeling like his entire back slashed to shreds. Jungkook continues to scream helplessly as the pain is all too consuming for him to bear until it just overtakes him and he falls to the ground in a heap. He feels like he’s gonna pass out, breaths coming out in heaves, and he coughs, the pain at his back stretching and ripping through him with no signs of stopping.
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Park Jimin is a rookie detective at the flashiest department in Seoul Metropolitan. When he's tasked to work with Min Yoongi - an apathetic, disgraced cop handling the ineffective cold case division - he doesn't expect the murder case they're working on to turn intensely personal.
For both of them.
(Superpowers AU with mysteries! Taegimin)
(Turkish, Russian, Portuguese translations available.)- Language:
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10 Aug 2019
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Taehyung’s mouth twists. He looks sad, Yoongi thinks, wrenched and wrecked and holding all of his pieces in faltering hands. “What,” he whispers, his voice a warm, curling thing tangling tendrils through Yoongi’s thoughts, “is the king of the birds, hyung?”
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I Bloom (Just For You) by miss_begonia for raintofall, mostlyjustgoose
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
16 Oct 2018
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“Are you doing what you need to do?” Hoseok says. “You know. To feel good?”
Jungkook’s breath gets short.
“Hyung,” he hisses, and Hoseok cups his chin, an affectionate gesture.
“I know it’s not easy,” Hoseok says. “But it’s okay to ask for it when you need it.”
“When I need what?” Jungkook says. His voice cracks.
“For people to help you feel good,” Hoseok says. “It’s okay to ask for that.”
In which Jungkook has an extremely vivid imagination, being an idol is lonely, and Jin is the Batman of hook-ups.
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10 Jul 2019
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So many ways to be alone. So many ways to fall in love.
Here, in this dressing room in New York, halfway around the world and so far from home, Jungkook feels his pulse race.
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Seokjin breaks up with his boyfriend, and Jungkook just wants to help.
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06 Jul 2019
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And it feels familiar, so familiar, settling in and curling up, covering themselves with blankets and trading snacks. But then he crooks his head up to see better, brushes against Seokjin as he readjusts. Seokjin, who looks down at him with something on his face, coated in the shifting TV light, that Jungkook doesn’t think he’s seen before. And all of a sudden it feels really, really different.
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Jungkook’s going to say that he wasn’t scared, but he literally screamed and was about to throw down with a pan so he says instead, “How’d you get in, anyway?”
“Door was unlocked. Didn’t think anyone was home. Be glad I’m not an actual creep.”
And then this amazing thing happens.
It’s small and simple, quick as can be, but it leaves Jungkook stupefied, mind melting, like he’s lost on a wave.
Jung Hoseok winks at him.
Oh, no.
(Or: Jungkook falls in love easily, Hoseok doesn't open up easily, and somehow they manage to meet in the middle.)Series
- Part 2 of Perfect Places
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18 Jun 2019
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“Okay,” Jungkook says softly with the smallest nod. “Okay. But still. It’s nice to see you, hyung.”
Jungkook spots the surprise cross Hoseok’s face; but then the corners of Hoseok’s mouth begin to curl upward, his face filling with warmth, and Jungkook hadn’t realized just how wrinkled he felt until a dimple peaks out and Jungkook’s chest rearranges itself into something that actually resembles the human anatomy and not some kind of crazed etch-a-sketch.
“You too, Jungkook-ah.”
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those nights (when you crave someone to be there at dawn) by bellamees
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
12 Aug 2022
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he meets yoongi’s eyes for a moment before pulling his shirt a bit down, leaving the crook of his neck exposed, the patch of skin possibly flushed.
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15 Jun 2019
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“i wasn’t always like this,” the words are shaky, as if jungkook’s cold, and yoongi gets closer involuntarily. they must look weird, standing with no space between them, holding hands. they must look— more. “i was really happy when you,” he shrugs. “when you put the blood next to the milk.”
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yoongi tries to find a compulsion to calm an obsession.
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- Part 2 of no worries
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11 Jun 2019
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exhausted, he stares at his screensaver, a picture that jungkook took in sweden. ducks in a pond. birds have hollow bones.
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He knows they have to stop doing this some time. He thinks about the day he’ll have to reply with “actually, I can’t,” or a solid “no,” but he sees flashes of what it’s like; Namjoon underneath him, his breath on his neck, what he looks like when Jungkook peers over his shoulder at him and lets himself get run into the mattress, his hand in his hair, pulling hard. A flame licks up his spine and he stifles the smallest of shivers.
He knows they have to stop doing this some time, but if that time isn’t today, then it just isn’t today.
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24 Apr 2019
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He thinks he could kiss him forever, stay right here beneath him until he’s nothing but stardust scattered across the bed.
When he’s got Namjoon touching him, he forgets to feel guilty.
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31 Mar 2019
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He wishes he were dead.
Well, that's not exactly true. The universe is leaking, down into his ears, collecting at the back of his throat and making him gag, and it wants him to die. There's multiplication, new growth, a new universe within him, and it wants him to die.
It's sorrowful, it isn't even raining.
He feels the creation in his mouth, bubbling up around his molars, like Pop Rocks.
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here, and all places in between by namjintellect (starlitsequins)
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
20 Nov 2018
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His life had dissolved into this cycle: cross into a timeline, look for Namjoon, lose Namjoon, repeat. There was no such thing, in Seokjin’s mind as, soulmates. Fate gave them no easy way out. No, perhaps star-crossed was a better definition than soulbound.
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Or, in which Seokjin is a time traveler, and Namjoon seems to be snatched out of his grasp no matter which timeline he chooses.- Language:
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23 Mar 2019
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Seokjin opened his eyes. He was standing on the cold pavement of a secluded gas station. The sky above was starless.
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And then he realizes, quite belatedly, that he’s not supposed to be shaking the hand of the barista. Because that’s weird. And uncalled for. And really, really weird.
So Jungkook draws back his arm, grips the straps of his backpack, and promptly flees the building without a word spoken. Which is fine. Sometimes you have to get out of awkward social situations and blacklist particular cafés and adjust your route to school to avoid said café and the barista with the heart shaped face and his sweet pea scented hands. It happens.
“Jungkook-ah, meet Kim Namjoon.”
And sometimes during your bi-weekly dinner one of your good friends introduces you to said barista with the terribly soft hands who also happens to be getting his masters in social work to help underprivileged youth in inner city neighborhoods. Which is fine. This is fine. Jungkook is doing just fine.
(Or: Jungkook adores everything about Namjoon except that the man can't catch a clue.)
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20 Mar 2019
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Namjoon makes this broken noise and Jungkook sucks in a sob. “I love dogs and helpin’ people and I keep all the plants alive even though I don’t really like plants but you like the plants,” he cries as fat tears roll down his cheeks. “And I work out at least five times a week. And ’m really good at making soups. You love my soups. You say sensitivity is jus’as important in men as it is ‘n women. ’M super sensitive. I cry, like, at least once a day. Most of the time cuz I just, like, think about my friends? And how much I love ‘em? Sometimes because I see a bird with only one foot? I cry a lot about you, too. How much I love you. I love you so much, hyung, why don’ you want me?”
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“He’s the most beautiful man I have ever met in my life,” Namjoon said in a slow, empty voice. “And I am going to make an utter fool of myself.”
“You’ve already made a fool of yourself a few times,” Yoongi pointed out. “He seems fine with that.”
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Namjoon had never met Taehyung, and after he does, he doesn't know how to recover.
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16 Feb 2019
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Taehyung, as usual, acts like Namjoon is a normal human being, despite all evidence to the contrary. Namjoon’s thinking of ditching his “Taehyung is an ethereal fairy from the deep mythical woods” theory in favor of a new, bold theory, that Taehyung is a benevolent, sexy alien from outer space who hasn’t yet mastered normal social interaction well enough to know that Namjoon is fucking horrible at it.
“Come on in,” Taehyung says, and Namjoon really wishes he would stop saying the word come.
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such stuff as dreams are made on by vxmins for tendershipping
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
18 Jan 2019
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"sir no one, may i have this dance?"
or: kim taehyung, a kitchen boy, sneaks into a royal masquerade. park jimin is the prince he never expected.
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04 Feb 2019
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there’s a moment where he lets himself think, lets himself dream, that it might go the way the stories go. the dashing kitchen boy and the charming prince fall into each others’ arms, and the kingdom rejoices.
“i will,” seokjin says. “but, jimin-ah, i can’t make any promises for him.”
the moment shatters.