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  1. Public Bookmark 16

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    And then, his worst nightmare: a shitty skeleton drops out of a fake panel in the wall, startling him so badly he trips backwards over his own feet and directly into the broad, shirtless chest of a blood-soaked scare actor in a hockey mask. If Naim had the opportunity or the means, he’d probably kill himself right then and there, just to get it over with. The actor reaches up to push the mask back, revealing a handsome face splattered with red, blue eyes piercing.

    If Naim’s face wasn’t so flushed from the embarrassment of tripping twice in two minutes, the blood in his body might have been rushing elsewhere. The actor opens his mouth, probably to release a corny line that’ll scare Naim shitless anyway.

    “Y’alright, mate?” he says instead. “Usually people who get scared like that don’t come in here alone, is all.”

    Naim and Ryan can’t help but feel a certain pull towards each other; it’s an uncontrollable force of nature neither of them has much interest in putting a stop to. It might hurt them, and the people around them, but the fact of the matter is they just can’t resist it.

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    25 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    When he'd bit down, it was a mindless act, his tongue lapping over smooth, sweat soaked skin, his teeth pressing down firmly and tugging as if to say closer, more, mine, all at once. And when he'd realized what he'd done, the soft hiss of pain in his ear bringing him crashing down to earth, he'd flinched back so hard he'd almost fallen off the bed.

    "But it felt good, right?" Ryan had asked once Naim had stopped looking at him in horror, apologies flowing like a leaky tap. As much as he hated that Ryan was so blasé about the willingness with which Naim hurt him, he also couldn't lie to him.

    "It's not about feeling good, Ryan, it's about—I don't fucking know, letting out those feelings. I want to break something, not you."

    "But I want you to break me. If it'll help."

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    24 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 48

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    Since he first met his best friend's older brother, Naim Reid has been unable to stop his eyes from following him everywhere. Only now, years later, are Ryan Whelan's eyes following him back.

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    24 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 20

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    “I thought I could help with this,” Ryan says, hand pressing down onto Naim’s lower stomach, over his bladder, while the other hand holds Naim down.

    Naim lets out a whimper, the sensation overwhelming him. It felt wrong. It felt so good.

    “Maybe it could help with nightmares. With your body doing things you can’t control.”

    Ryan leaned down then, his mouth finding Naim's ear, breath hot and intimate. Naim swallowed, breathing hitching as Ryan pressed a warm kiss against his jaw, hand moving lower, slipping beneath the waistband of Naim’s wet boxers.

    The shame was still there, coiled tight in his chest, but something else was rising alongside it. Heat and want. The terrifying, all-consuming desire to be seen completely, even in this.

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    or, Naim wakes from another nightmare, the mattress damp beneath him and soaked in shame. Ryan is not nearly as bothered by it as Naim thinks he should be.

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    23 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 83

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    As the hart panteth after the water brooks, so panteth my soul after thee, O God.
    My soul thirsteth for God, for the living God: when shall I come and appear before God?
    My tears have been my meat day and night, while they continually say unto me, Where is thy God?

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    maybe they can outrun it, if he just keeps driving

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    23 Jul 2026

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    Years on from Bandee, part of him was still scared of how Ryan made him feel. The things he made him want. Maybe he'd never be able to let go of that fear entirely, ruined by what they'd been through in more ways than a murderous shadow. But tonight there was an ache inside of him like a bruise and Naim needed desperately for it to be pressed.

    Naim and Ryan go to a friend's birthday, and Naim lets himself want without fear.

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    15 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    Fingertips coated in wood-dust, Ryan's thumbs slid uselessly across the glass. He squinted against the burst of pain behind his eyes from the sun's reflective glare, swiping his thumb along the bottom of the screen in the general area his muscle memory dictated would give him what he wished. It took a few tries until the call accepted.

    "Hello?"

    A single ragged sob echoed over the line. 

    It's been months since either of them have seen the entity.

    After a long day, Ryan receives a call.

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    15 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 40

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    The first time Naim told Ryan that he loved him, it was because Ryan was bleeding. The second time Naim told Ryan that he loved him, it was because Naim couldn’t keep it in.

    or: Neither of them can sleep after they leave Bandee, and Ryan tries to stop the guilt from eating them both alive.

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    15 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 14

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    Ryan has returned to his heavenly form, that same angel that showed up in his backyard, that same angel that tumbled in through his window, that some angel that cupped his face, kissed his mouth, took off his pants, and loved his body like it was his own. That same angel that would love every part of his body no matter what. He was not scared of this beautiful, blond, and flawless being kneeling in front of him and straddling his hips. He had never been scared of this.

    Naim nods and the angel pulls his binder off slowly. Naim stretches his shoulders, as if releasing a set of wings from his shoulder blades. Ryan seems taken aback. He kneels in front of Naim for a little while, staring at the body in front of him that is equally as heavenly as his.

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    Ryan shows up at Naim's house for some midday sex and discovers more than he thought he would

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    15 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 59

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    Maybe that's what terrifies Naim more than anything. More than the entity that wears Ryan’s face. More than the feeling of being alone. More than the knowledge that there’s something else out there— something unbelievable and otherworldly like his mom had always told him.

    None of that terrifies Naim as much as the idea that he might want this all any way. Want Ryan with him always. Want them to never be apart. Want him not because of everything, but in spite of it.

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    Post movie ending, imagining Ryan and Naim's life together now and what comes next.

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    12 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 67

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    “They say fuck like rabbits, for a reason, you know.”

    Ryan spluttered, blood rushing south at the thought of Naim, pretty and alone on his bed during his heat, cumming over and over, whimpering and mewling until his throat was raw with tears.

    He wanted to know, so badly, what Naim did when he was alone.

    He had missed a week of school about a month back, right after they’d kissed for the first time. Ryan remembered giving Naim his jacket on the way home, unable to watch Naim shiver in the evening breeze. Ryan remembered how empty Naim’s chair had looked at the front of the classroom. When Naim had come back, he hadn’t really offered the information, and Ryan hadn’t asked. Ryan had opened his locker to find his jacket, crisp and folded, smelling of generic scent masking detergent.

    Now, he could ask.

    And Naim would probably answer.

    Or

    Bunny Naim!

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    11 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 79

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    “You good?” he asked, searching for something, anything in Naim’s expression, “You’re not feeling sick or anything?”

    Naim shook his head, slowly rolling his hips into Ryan’s thigh,

    “No, I’m good,” he murmured, “I just-”

    Naim let out a stuttery gasp as Ryan flexed his thigh, grinding his half-hard cock into the warm muscle. He could feel precum beading at the tip, smearing messily onto the inside of his boxers as he mouthed hotly at the skin of Ryan’s neck, feeling tears prickled his waterline as Ryan grabbed him around the hips, hauling him across the bed until he was lying back against the pillows as Ryan was on him, hungry hands pushing up the soft navy blue jumper, rings clinking together as he dragged his palms acros Naim’s chest before leaning down to kiss him, licking into his mouth, spit stringing their lips together-

    Or

    Ryan and Naim have each other.

    Please read the tags before you read <3

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    09 Jul 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 72

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    “Naim,” Ryan says lowly.

    “Yes!” Naim whimpers against the tile. “Yes, I fucking like it.”

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    09 Jul 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 49

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    “You good?” he asked again, reaching for Naim’s hair. “What’s wrong?”

    Nothing. Naim wanted to say. Nothing at all.

    Instead, his eyes caught on the coloured bottles on his nightstand, some of them tipped over on their sides from the mattress bumping the nightstand. Naim squeezed his eyes shut, feeling his cheeks grow blotchy with embarrassment as he rolled over, pressing his face into Ryan’s chest,

    “It’s stupid,” Naim said, muffled, slowly lifting his head and threading his fingers through Ryan’s mussed curls, “It’s not even-”

    Ryan smiled, the cold metal of his rings kissing Naim’s flushed cheeks as he cupped his boyfriend’s face,

    “Just say it, dickhead.”

    Naim swallowed around the words, forcing himself to slow down,

    I want you to fuck me while I'm high.

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    Ryan and Naim fuck at a rave!

    Please read the tags <3

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    09 Jul 2026

  15. Public Bookmark *

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    Nobody knows Naim is the only male omega in their conservative town. Nobody except Ryan, who smelled him one day and suddenly can't get enough.

    Or, omega Naim has an "unrequited" crush on alpha Ryan.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the sweet, loyal, quiet househusband omega. His beta husband can't get him pregnant, so he turns to a porn star for help. He discovers he likes a bit of real domination, especially on camera. Over time, their casual arrangement becomes more and more intimate, until they can't deny it any longer ...

    The smut is a vehicle for feels.

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    Fic complete!

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    09 Jul 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 52

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    Aimless and indifferent after her first year of college, Samantha starts working as an adult model.

    Dickgirl-on-dickgirl slow burn.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Seeking refuge, Xilä and her father venture to the lands of the Omatikaya clan in the hopes that Toruk Makto would be generous in allowing them to stay. This is her story about not only finding her strength, but finding love. 

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    14 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 18

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    Neteyam died a hero, but he didn't stay that way. Dragged from the Great Mother and forced into a body built by his enemies, he wakes among the Mangkwan five years later.

    Between the Mangkwan and RDA seeking leverage and a sharp-tongued warrior named Kiara, Neteyam is forced to question everything. If Eywa truly wanted him, why did she let him go? In a land of ash and manufactured transcendence, Neteyam must decide if he is a weapon, a ghost, or something else entirely.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    He was aware of the stereotypes surrounding alpha-omega relations; although no one told him explicitly, one could gleam from societal expectations - or when he was young, from the crass taunts of schoolyard bullies before they were reprimanded by their teacher. Omegas were to play the more submissive role during intercourse, and to follow their partner’s instruction. But why then, did it feel like Shane barely did any work in bed?

    Presently, lying supine on the pile of fur pelts that made up their bed, with countless lovemaking sessions under his belt, Shane understood. It was a give and take, just not in the way Shane expected. Like a potter with clay, nothing was more satisfying to Ilya than seeing his vision come to life, to knead and smooth and mold and carve, to work his omega up to such heights of pleasure until Shane burned from the inside out, firing him in the kiln of his own orgasm so that the whorls of Ilya’s fingerprints remained embedded in his skin forever.

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    or, Shane helps Ilya through his rut (by being a pillow princess). 7.2k words of pure smut!

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    25 Apr 2026

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