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    “I feel really good about this kid, I think he could be great on your wing, he just needs some help settling in. Someone to show him the ropes.”

    “Yes.”

    The line went silent for a moment. Ilya wasn’t really sure why his coach felt the need to run this by him.

    “Rozanov,” his coach said at last. “I want him to live with you.”

    Ilya blinked, then nearly shouted into the phone. “What?”

    * * *

    or, Ilya stays in Boston, gets a rookie, and tries to figure out how to make a secret long distance relationship work while there's a Russian teenager in his house

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    17 Aug 2026

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    The day after the CCM shoot, and for the 2nd time in 24 hours, Yuna bumps into Ilya in the elevators and decides then and there that he and her son should be friends.

    5 years later, Ilya gets traded to the New York Admirals a year after winning the cup. Luckily, the Hollanders are there to help him out, no matter how undefined his relationship with Shane is.

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    17 Aug 2026

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    The touch burned: broad strength, casually possessive, callused fingertips dragging across the cloth of his shirt. Shane was six feet and near ninety kilograms of muscle, and Rozanov touched him and steered him like he expected to be obeyed, and Shane-

    He leaned back, caught by the unthinking pull of Rozanov's dominance. Leaned into Rozanov's hand before his brain could even come online and beg for the silence submission promised, body too stupid and touch-starved to know any better. Too easy.

    Shame welled hot in his throat. He controlled the instinctual jerk away and covered it with a step forward, allowing Rozanov's hand to slide off his back as he ducked towards the bar entrance.

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    Shane Hollander, newly free of Montreal and all its memories, is ready to start a new life as the alternate captain for the Ottawa Centaurs. His need to submit, his post-concussion syndrome, his nightmares - he can plan for them, control them, and deny them.

    Too bad no plans survive contact with the immovable object that is Ilya Rozanov, the Centaurs' captain.

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    16 Aug 2026

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    What if Shane realized he was gay sooner? Like, a lot sooner?

    What if Ilya was worried enough about being sent back to Russia to do something about it?

    A re-telling of Heated Rivalry that spirals out of control.

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    15 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 42

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    When Shane Hollander is unexpectedly traded to the Boston Bears, Ilya Rozanov is furious. Shane's been nothing but a pain in his ass for all seven years of his career. Hollander is the only player Ilya can't beat or rattle, and he's thrilled for the chance to finally best his rival. He'll figure out how to play on the same team, but first, he has a score to settle.

    But Shane's not exactly who Ilya thought he'd be. And he's hiding the real reason he left the Metros. And, fuck, his freckles are distracting as hell.

    Prologue and chapter 1 up now!

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    13 Aug 2026

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    Set in HR Omegaverse post-tuna-meltdown. This time, there was no Rose Landry, the movie star, just radio silence between Shane and Ilya. It is Shane’s heart that sinks when Rozanov comes back from the summer break with a female omega by his side, a collared female omega.

    Ilya Rozanov is disgusted by Russia's practice of collared omegas, the fact that it is legal, even a status symbol, to buy a human. It is only an act of desperation, an alpha's need to protect, that has him doing just that.

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    12 Aug 2026

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    Cliff slowly eases the phone out of Ilya's sleeping hand. He answers, putting the call on loudspeaker.
    'Rozanov. Thank fuck. I know you probably don't want to hear from me. But I was just fucking mugged. I don't know where the fuck I am. And my phone is going to die. Can you-'
    'Is that Shane fucking Hollander?!' Brad yells.
    There's a long pause before Shane speaks again. 'I'm in fucking hell.'

    ***
    With Ilya indisposed, the Raiders rescue Shane from a terrible night in Boston.

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    06 Aug 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 61

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    At twelve, Scott Hunter found himself alone in a new country. His parents were dead and hockey was his only lifeline.

    At almost fifteen, Scott Hunter gets to know a kid who is just as ambitious as him, and who is maybe Scott's one chance to have a real family again.

     

    Or: What if Scott and Shane met at a hockey camp as kids and became each other's support systems.

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    05 Aug 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 54

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    “No, no please please,” He begs pathetically, crying more openly than he ever has. He tries again.

    “Roz- please, I need Rozanov,” Shane finally gets out in a fearful voice, like the confession alone is breaking him open. He sees as cogs seem to turn rapidly in Rose's brain, as her eyes gain an almost understanding beneath them. He drops his head quickly back to his arms, unable to watch any longer to see what she uncovered.

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    At the club, Shane realizes how deep his feelings for Ilya are and has a meltdown about the guilt in wanting him. Nobody can soothe his ache like the man himself.

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    05 Aug 2026

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    In the aftermath of a losing battle, a wounded knight takes refuge in a cave. He makes an unexpected acquaintance that will change his story forever.

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    02 Aug 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has spent his entire career making himself impossible to get close to. Between an abusive family in Russia, a brother tied to organized crime, and a lifetime of believing distance keeps people alive, that has always seemed like the safest option. He soon realize he was never really alone.

    Shane Hollander has spent his entire career hiding what he is. The NHL knows him as one of the league's best centers.
    They do not know he's an Omega and they won't ever know if he has any say about it. Life will force him to confront who he is and accept himself fully.

    One almost-bond. One impossible mistake they somehow don't make.
    After that, every mile between Montréal and Boston hurts a little more.

    Instincts become harder to ignore, the media starts asking dangerous questions, fans speculate, and someone decides that hurting Shane is the easiest way to get to Ilya.

    They keep telling themselves to wait, but biology has other plans.
    The question stops being whether they'll choose each other; it becomes whether they'll survive what choosing each other costs.

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    28 Jul 2026

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    “I don’t want you to lie. That’s not who you are.”

    Shane Hollander was a consummate liar, and the twisted irony of his mom’s baffled statement told him more than anything that he needed to tighten up. He was done with messing around, done with letting people down, done with indulgences that he couldn’t afford. The path before him was clear; all he had to do was walk it.

    (This, he would acknowledge later, was the biggest lie of all.)

    OR: Shane learned how to lie with his words and stillness. Unfortunately his body speaks a language of its own, and it's one Ilya Rozanov never needed a translator for. As Rozanov lets Shane get away with anything except lying to him, this causes problems until it solves them.

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    27 Jul 2026

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    They play for the same team now. Is the rivalry dead? Or has it simply changed shape?

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    Shane moves to Boston and the boys begin to navigate a life lived together.

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    24 Jul 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 56

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    When Ilya comes back from the cottage the last thing he expects is a call from the owner of the Boston Raiders. The Admirals had lost Scott Hunter, and now Ilya needs to find a way to make sure that everyone's favorite dinosaur will win another cup, with another team, in another city, and show Crowell how a power-play meant to end his career can be the best thing happening to Hunter after kissing Kip on the ice.

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    21 Jul 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 68

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    We didn't even kiss

    He types out the message, like a letter he’s never going to send.

    A text meant to stay unread, but once it's out there's no taking it back. A hand reaching out, waiting for someone to grab on. Maybe this time, someone will.

    Or;

    Shane sends the text after Vegas and Ilya goes after him. What might happen if they were both a little more earnest, a little bit better at communicating?

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    21 Jul 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 61

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    Shane Hollander is tired of his friends constantly asking about his love life. So, when Rose's wedding comes around, he makes up a boyfriend.

    The only problem?

    Everyone expects him to bring one.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is an escort hired to be Shane Hollander's fake boyfriend.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Submissive Shane Hollander was taken and trafficked three years ago, passed between abusive Doms and clubs. Then he meets Dom Ilya Rozanov, who unexpectedly brings him home. Shane knows better than to trust Rozanov's gentle smile and soft words, after all, Rozanov has a reputation of making subs disappear and allowing reckless doms into his own club back in Boston. The trouble is, Rozanov settles his mind and body. Shane has never wanted a consistent bonded Dom, but he can't escape how much he desires and craves Rozanov's touch and voice.

    This is a story of rebuilding a stolen life, healing from the unspeakable, and learning that it's okay to love yourself.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    13 Jul 2026

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    “So what’s the plan?” Yuna asked as the four of them set up the air mattresses, putting fresh sheets on all of them and a whole horde of pillows. Old Scooby-Doo episodes were playing on the tv. “How are you going to get Roza— Ilya back?”
    “He’s gonna show up to All-Stars looking like a motherfuckin’ snack,” Rose said with a grin as she flopped next to Shane, wearing a pair of his flannel pajama pants and a t-shirt from Juniors.
    David snorted a little, shaking his head in amusement. “I think maybe… maybe the real question we should be asking, Shane… is are you willing to leave the Metros for him?”
    Shane didn’t even have to think. “Yes.”

    Shane Hollander decides to stop being afraid with the help of his new best friend, Rose Landry. He also decides if he's going to ask Ilya to be with him, to give up Russia, then he can't also ask him to give up his team. He decides to reconnect with Ilya at All-Stars, not knowing that Ilya won't be there because his father, brother, and sister-in-law have died, leaving him as guardian of his niece. Oh, well. He'll just say hi to him when he gets to his first Boston Raiders practice.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    It was a Friday when the video dropped.

    “What is happening?” He asked St Simon, who was holding his phone tight to his chest, his expression odd. “Someone has died?” 

    Across the room he could see Marlow moving slowly upright from where he had been doing floor stretches, his phone in his hand as well, his face pinched. 

    “It’s Hollander,” St Simon said. 

    The bottom of Ilya’s stomach fell out, closely followed by the rest of Ilya’s organs. His chest hurt so acutely that he thought he must be having a heart attack. 

    “Not dead,” St Simon added quickly, reaching out to grab Ilya’s shoulder when Ilya’s knees actually buckled. “Jesus, sorry. I should have - no it’s just -” 

    “Someone tell me what the fuck is going on,” Ilya snapped, “and everyone else shut up.” 

    Marlow reached him now, held his phone out to Ilya, open already to an article with a headline huge enough Ilya could easily make out the HOLLANDER blaring out of it even before his eyes focused and he took the phone from Marlow. 

    A video is posted online, for Shane it feels like a death sentence. For some parts of him, it is.

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    08 Jul 2026

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