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  1. Public Bookmark 28

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    15 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 26

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    14 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 95

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    When you spend so long mourning someone, what do you do when they come back?

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    12 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 42

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    “Are you family?”

    “I’m–” he isn’t. Derek is just someone he once met. Just someone Avery barely knows. Derek is just someone who saved his life and someone who decided Avery was worth more than his own life. But Avery can’t come up with something good to lie to the paramedic’s piercing gaze. “I’m–”

    “His boyfriend?” The paramedic asks, a glint in his eye telling Avery that he understands the situation and that he’ll cover for the lie. Avery nods, swallowing hard, and enters the ambulance.

    +

    After the events of DAWTDE, Avery finally finds Derek alive. The King is gone, and for the first time, Avery can let himself exhale. When Derek wakes, they have to piece together what happened, but between quiet laughter and fragile smiles, they start to realize that maybe this time, they’ve found each other for good. Even if Derek knows there’s more to it than it seems.

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    Updates on Saturdays!

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    11 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 9

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    Avery doesn't get physics. Like at all.
    It's probably one of the worst subjects ever, which is why he CANNOT just study his way out of it, and actually has to get help from a tutor.
    Luckily for him, his tutor actually understands physics, and has enough grace to not treat him like an idiot. And, he's kinda cute, sue him.

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    10 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 38

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    Derek already won.

    He made the right choice, following the only outcome where Avery survived.

    So why is he back at their first meeting?

    And why does Avery remember everything, desperately wanting to establish a real connection?

    In which something is very wrong with the future Derek can no longer see, and his infinite knowledge begins to develop very concerning blind spots, for better or for worse.

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    06 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    I’m writing this in a haze after watching the end of the series right before i go to work so i apologize in advance for any mistakes, but I have to get this out there NOW or ill evaporate

    MAJOR SPOILERS FOR "DESTROYING A WORLD THAT DOESN'T EXIST"

    After Avery reads Derlord's final message, he realizes something important. 5 minutes later, he's rushing out of the house, in search of a friend who may - or may not - exist.

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    04 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 68

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    “I won’t stay for long,” They promise through shuddering breaths, and D3rlord3 feels the dread slowly start to sink in, “I just needed to– see you. That– that sounds selfish,” they laugh, humorless, “It is. I– I am. I’m sorry ███, I really am.”

     

    It hits D3rlord3, then. This sounds like goodbye. No, no, no.

     

    They start to pull away, and D3rlord3 desperately gathers his remaining strength to latch on to anything . Nothing wants to cooperate, his body suddenly aching with effort, but still he– fights. He grabs on to their hand, fighting through the smoke and haze, ignoring how his muscles scream in protest and his eyes sting, but it fades to nothing when D3rlord3 touches them again, something unreachable finally in his arms and he can't lose them, he can't—

     

    “Stay,” he croaks out, begging.

    -

     

    D3rlord3 survives the King in Yellow, but he's forgetting someone important. It doesn't help that the person he's forgetting seems so adamant on staying forgotten.

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    03 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 9

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    The Royal Academy had trained Derek how to deal with many situations. Getting lost in the forest, being captured behind enemies line, various ways to resist torture and interrogation magic. His commander had made sure he was ready for anything Knighthood would throw his way.

    There was nothing that could have prepared Derek for Prince Avery.

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    25 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 15

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    Avery had a knight in his camp. An injured knight. Who was trying to take him back to his father.

    Cool. Cool. Everythings fine. He’ll just let him rest up and then send him on his way. Its not like he’ll catch feelings right?

    Right?

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    25 Apr 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 20

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    Derek Hutchins was once a famed knight of the Carcosa Royal Army. After an undisclosed incident, he was dishonorably discharged from his service and made his living as a sword for hire. One day, King Hastur calls him into the palace and gives him a mission. A mission that could bring his status back and elevate his family to nobility.

    All he needs to do is find the runaway heir to the throne.

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    25 Apr 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 12

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    “You’ll tell me if something’s wrong, right?” Avery asks it lightly, like the answer is obvious.

    And so, Derek thinks, sometimes, that it might have been easier if Avery had never been kind to him.

    If the words had been sharper and colder— something easier to push away.. and easier to forget.

    But.. Avery is gentle in ways Derek doesn't know how to survive, and every soft thing he says settle somewhere dangerous, deep; somewhere that keeps blooming no matter how hard Derek tries to ignore it.

    Kindness, it turns out, can be just as fatal.

    Or: there's something growing inside Derek that shouldn't exist— and the only person who could save him is the one he refuses to tell.

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    25 Apr 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    When Avery respawns after being pushed off the platform, it dawns on him that Derek is going to die, and he can't stand the thought.
    However, before he can do anything about it, the minecraft world around him starts eating itself, disappearing into the void.
    The next thing he knows, he's landed on the ground in a heap of slime-skined limbs and shining armor, and he can't logout anymore.

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    Or, Avery and D3rlord end up getting stuck inside a clean-slate minecraft world together, and they have to figure out what the fuck is going on.

    (Slowish burn bc I didn't want to rush it but I promise it's there. There's not a huge amount of plot, but it is there also. Mainly, though, there's comfort. Lots of comfort. I hope you enjoy these cute little beans falling in love <3)

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    22 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 85

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    This was the true curse of knowing things that shouldn't be known. Out of the millions and millions of people throughout all of time and space, he fell in love with one close enough to see, to hear, but just out of reach. The true curse was knowing every possible way that their lives could have played out, but living in the one where they never got to touch. 

    or, D3rLord3 lives and Avery tracks him down and they heal together

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    21 Apr 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 43

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    Derek somehow lives after merging with Hastur and wakes up on his apartment floor. He now has to recover physically, mentally and emotionally after everything that has happened to him. Atleast he can still rely on Avery, right?

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    20 Apr 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 34

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    To even gaze upon the king's chosen vessel was sacrilege, but lord Derek cannot resist a small peek. After rescuing him from kidnappers, Derek is granted the position as the vessel, Avery's personal guard and finds his control slipping as he gets to know the wonderful man that would someday be taken over by the king. Derek would be powerless to stop such a thing, but for now, he is content to be in Avery's presence. The difficult part is that Avery also seems to be content in his.

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    20 Apr 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 45

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    d3rLord3 is alive. Almost miraculously so. And now Avery has tracked him down in a dubiously legal manner to take care of him after his laptop fried itself trying to make him the vessel of the King in Yellow. After all, how could anyone expect that to work? The thing already ran like a jet engine when he tried to run shaders. Oh yeah, and not moving for several weeks while living alone usually means your bills aren't paid. So his power is out too. But hey, at least Avery's here now.

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    19 Apr 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 98

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    "In your letter," Avery said, "you said you saw the beauty of the universe. Can you tell me about that? If you remember any of it."

    Derek went still.

    The silence stretched out. His gaze remained fixed on Avery, tracing the lines of his face.

    Finally, he spoke, his voice a low, melodic vibration in the dark.

    "I don’t think I can do it justice."

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    Or, a post-canon fix-it where Derek shows up at Avery's door at 2 AM.
    (just some fluff because my heart aches from all the heavy angst)

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    19 Apr 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 7

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    When Avery got hit off the platform, he expected death. He expected a respawn screen, a way back to the start to get back to D3rlord3, and a way to get everything fixed once and for all.

    What he didn't expect, was void.

    Avery didn't fall through the world.

    (or in other words, if Wifies won't give me my happy ending, I'll make one myself.)

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    19 Apr 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 84

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    Derlod stared at the window.

    His wings twitched, scuffed and dirtied. The once shimmering black feathers were dull and messy, their golden shine nowhere to be seen. Some part of him was glad for that.

    He stared harder.

    They itched. The bigger part of him was annoyed about that fact.

     

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    Derlord doesn't know how to ask for help. He learns.

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    16 Apr 2026

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