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    The grin is wide, all sharp teeth and sharp edges, and she knows that outsiders have found the expression to be unnerving. Menacing even. The red, glowing eyes, the teeth glinting in the dark, the corners of his lips pulled up sharply. Yes, she can see how it could be considered threatening.

    But not to her. Nami only sees an unending hunger for life. For joy and adventure. The red in his eyes is not the red of a hell yet to be unleashed on this world, it's the red of a sunrise breaking over the sea. His grin is not warning her to stay away, it is taunting her to join him.

    'What? Scared?', it teases as he takes her hand and leads her into a new era.

    'I haven't been scared since the dust of Arlong Park settled at my feet.' Nami thinks as she flicks at the cloud and watches him softly laugh in reaction. 'I will never be scared again.'

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    23 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 70

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    After a date ends with Jack being sexually assaulted, he finds himself completely adrift, questioning his masculinity, his sanity and his capability.

    Robby is there to help him find his way again.

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    09 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 91

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    Fuck Jack Abbot. Fuck Jack Abbot. Fuck Jack Abbot. Fuck Jack Abbot. Fuck Jack Abbot. Fuck Jack Abbot.

    All those nervous habits turn on again all at once, the bouncing the tapping the everything everything everything— He can't fucking breathe.

    Fuck you, Jack, fuck you fuck you fuck you.

    Why the hell did he have to go and get shot at whenever he's not fucking running around trying to save everyone's lives down here? Too fucking noble, too fucking selfless, too fucking kind for this fucked up world. Robby's nose stings, and he sniffs, blinking hard to keep himself under control.

    Fuck Jack Abbot.

    He can't lose anyone else here. He can't lose anyone else.

    Least of all, Jack.

    Fuck.

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    Dr. Robby returns early from his sabbatical, having avoided telling anyone but Dana. His first day back goes smoothly, until it doesn't, and he is forced to face the impact his leaving had on the man he cares about most.

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    08 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 69

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    "Things started to gain momentum near the end of shift change, in that strange pocket of time when chaos loosened its grip just enough for exhaustion to settle in. Robby leaned against the counter beside Jack, shoulder brushing shoulder and neither of them moving away.

    “You busy tonight?” Robby asked lightly, eyes on the board instead of Jack.

    Too light. Too casual. Too deliberate.

    Jack didn’t look at him immediately. He finished signing off a chart and set the pen down carefully. Let silence stretch just long enough to make the question real. Then, calm and simple:

    “I’m available.”

    Robby went very still. Jack turned then, just slightly, and met his gaze.

    Something flickered across Robby’s face. Surprise, relief, fear, something almost like grief, before he covered it with a crooked half smile.

    “…Good,” he said quietly."

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    Or the one where Robby tries to ruin a friendship so it would be easier to disappear, but Jack would never let that happen.

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  5. Public Bookmark 47

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    He looks at Jack, decision made. “You’ll come to mine. I still have all the stuff from when you stayed while they were fumigating. And that way I can keep a better eye on you.”

    Jack is feeling under the weather. Robby is very invested in getting him well again. There will be feelings.

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