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“Working out for anxiety makes sense, actually.” Taerae speaks slowly, so slowly. “I thought you were just insane and narcissistic and you like the way you look in tight-fitting shirts.”
A laugh sputters out of Matthew’s lips, a real one. “I mean, that too,” he jokes, and even through the darkness, he can see Taerae’s teeth when he smiles. “But yeah. I… yeah.”
Taerae’s thumb makes a careful circle around his nipple again. Matthew shivers but before he can push into it, Taerae murmurs, “Arms above your head, Matthew-yah.”
Matthew's having a bad night. Taerae helps him through it.
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14 Aug 2023
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until tomorrow comes by hellodeer
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), Boys Planet (Korea TV)
14 Jun 2023
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“Why are the parts changed, Hanbin-ah?” Jiwoong asks.
“Like we agreed yesterday,” now Hanbin’s the one frowning. He thought they already went over all of this the day before. “We moved Matthew to Sub-vocal 2 and Seungeon to Sub-vocal 1.”
“When did we agree to that?” Matthew asks.
“Yesterday,” Hanbin insists. What the hell is going on?
“No, we didn’t,” Matthew argues.
or: Hanbin gets stuck in a time loop, repeating the day they changed the Say My Name parts over and over again. The only way to make it stop is to sit down and talk to Matthew. Which is easier said than done.
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13 Aug 2023
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“Oh Hanbinnie-” Hao coos, gently picking him off the floor with both hands, lifting him up to eye level. Hanbin can see everything on his face up close like this, each eyelash in detail, the little stubble on his chin, and all the details only make him all the more heart-throbbingly perfect. “My poor baby,” he says, and Hanbin’s littler brain immediately lights up and starts chanting yes yes yes yes I’m Hao-hyung’s poor baby yes yes yes yes heheheheheheh, “you must’ve been so stressed out.”
Hanbin nuzzles his face into Hao’s palm.
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12 Aug 2023
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It's like Hanbin and Kuanjui balance him out and make him feel whole, rounded, like he wasn’t a person for real until they were both in his life.
He needs to talk to Kuanjui about it, needs that soft ripple of affection and understanding, needs to hear his closest friend's opinion, because even if it’s not what he wants to hear, it’ll be what he needs to hear.
But for now, he’ll close his eyes and let Hanbin’s hands do as they please with him. For now, he’ll feel whole and not think about what it means.
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07 Aug 2023
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There is a figure in the doorframe behind Zhang Hao. It might be a ghost, or something worse.
Or it could, if ghosts were corporeal enough to steal clothes from Hao's closet. Right now, the ghost leans against the doorframe in a loose blue sweatshirt that reads FUJIAN NORMAL UNIVERSITY across it.
The chat erupts into motion.
[junejuly: you guys are stupid it’s probably just his brother or something]
[myjjangguri: um… hao doesn’t have any siblings]
[bingbing: idk, their face is out of frame but they have some tattoos… doesn’t that remind you of someone we all know?]
[skyking: come on it HAS to be hanbin don’t tell me you guys don’t see the connections]
[zhakgae: oh here you fucking haobinists go again. IT'S BEEN FIVE YEARS, MOVE ON]Series
- Part 2 of how to make a home
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06 Aug 2023
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Hanbin is only a thirteen hour flight away, if you don’t count the thirteen years that have passed in the meantime. Matthew certainly doesn’t.
(or, Hanbin invites Matthew to his wedding, and Matthew finally puts this ghost story to rest.)
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28 Jul 2023
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turn the page together (we can live forever) by tragicomedy (kantae)
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), Boys Planet (Korea TV)
13 Jun 2023
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In the three years since ZEROBASEONE disbanded, Hanbin knows that he's got three things: a successful solo career, a home that he shares with a dog that loves her other dad more than him and said other dad, and six best friends that he wholeheartedly believes are his brothers from another life.
It doesn't get any better than this.
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23 Jul 2023
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famous and happy by allindans (sonnyangel)
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), Boys Planet (Korea TV)
21 Jul 2023
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Zhang Hao has wanted children, in the vague way that people do when they’re in their early twenties – has considered it with a wave of his hand and a comment along the lines of: “Sure, they’re cute. Maybe when I’m older.”
But kids are out of the question when he becomes an idol. It’s a given that he thought he’d never regret.
That is, until he sees Sung Hanbin with a three-year-old.
Or; Zhang Hao watches a future he never dared to imagine unfold right in front of his eyes.
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- Part 3 of how to make a home
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22 Jul 2023
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“Where are you when you’re not with me?”
“I’m always with you, Zhang Hao,” he answers. “Silly question. My eternal half.”
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30 Jun 2023
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“Horrifying,” Minho would describe it to their friends, “after completely exhausting me in a two-man game of tag this mooch demanded I make him breakfast. Can you believe?”
(“We have sex, then he cooks. It’s like a fantasy.”)
or, Jisung gets himself into situations. He and Minho are not-dating together. It goes as well as you’d expect.
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15 Jun 2023
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Try not to tease (I don't know when you're kidding) by MindelanWolf
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
10 Apr 2021
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"It didn’t seem fair that Minho could dangle him on a pendulum like that, swinging him back and forth between emotions. It was always like that— a relaxed conversation, a breathless realization that he had said something he shouldn’t have, the lightning moment of exhilaration and fear, and then the drop when Minho didn’t react.
He couldn’t really blame Minho, though. Minho wasn’t the one who said stupid things like 'let’s go on a date'; he was just willing for some ungodly reason to ignore them for the sake of their friendship. Jisung had to get his act together."Alternatively: It would be easier for Jisung to get his act together if he knew what he was supposed to be acting like. Even easier if he knew who the hell Minho was dating.
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15 Jun 2023
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"The day Hyunjin’s glorious return to matchmaking plants its first seeds, he’s slated to guest on Lee Felix’s ASMR YouTube channel."
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The trials and tribulations of Hwang Hyunjin: influencer, young twenty-something, and gold medalist in making messes where they didn't exist before.
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28 May 2023
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heart it races by howlmodel
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), Boys Planet (Korea TV)
02 May 2023
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Jiwoong really has no idea what he says in his speech. He fumbles his way through it, and when he drops down onto his surprisingly uncomfortable third-place seat, he stares at the back of Seok Matthew’s head, at his shiny, tousled brown hair.
He has a new goal for Boys Planet, and it’s to make Matthew smile.
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24 May 2023
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to whom it may concern: i’m in love with zhang hao by cherrari
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), Boys Planet (Korea TV)
10 May 2023
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And then underneath that sticky note was a pink one that said—
I think I’m falling in love with Zhang Hao.
Wait, what?
An anonymous confession box takes the Boys Planet dorm by storm. It’s all fun and games until Hanbin discovers he has competition—and he doesn’t mean on the show.
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23 May 2023
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sleepless in seoul by hutazone (hangyulgod)
Fandoms: Boys Planet (Korea TV), ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
04 May 2023
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jongwoo’s pulse jumps quick and heavy under his fingertips. jiwoong digs his nails into the skin there, then grips around jongwoo’s wrist and lifts his hand, placing it over his chest. do you feel it? he wants to ask, do you feel my heart beating for you, but the words dry on the tip of his tongue.
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19 May 2023
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Going Down Swinging by halotolerant
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), Boys Planet (Korea TV)
08 May 2023
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“You’ve stopped. With Hanbin,” Zhang Hao says, because Jiwoong has made no attempt to start conversation and their time for this could be limited.
“Well good morning, Hao-yah,” Jiwoong looks directly at him for the first time since Zhang Hao joined him in the kitchen. “And I could say the same to you.” He holds out the open Tupperware box he’s been rooting through: “Matcha latte pod, or mochaccino?”
Series
- Part 2 of From under the cork tree
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17 May 2023
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on videotape by cherrari
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), Boys Planet (Korea TV)
26 Apr 2023
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This should be the happiest night of Zhang Hao’s life, but instead he’s moping around alone. Hanbin can’t let that happen.
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16 May 2023
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“Any notes?” Jiwoong asks, looking at Matthew’s face instead of his phone. It’s weird, having two Jiwoong’s in the same field of view—the Jiwoong on screen is looking at the love interest with absolute adoration, and the Jiwoong on Matthew’s bed is looking at Matthew the exact same way. “Thoughts, comments, questions?”
Matthew can’t look away from Jiwoong’s face, but he knows if the tension persists, then he’s going to die. So he does the next best thing; “Why do you kiss with your eyes open?” Matthew blurts stupidly, half-laughing as if it’s a joke and not a desperate hail mary.
Fortunately, it works; the teasing smirk freezes on Jiwoong’s face and slowly cracks away. Unfortunately, the cracking reveals an expression that’s somehow worse; affronted, hurt, and challenging. “Why don’t you?” Jiwoong asks, and Matthew knows right away that he’s fucked it all to hell.
Or; Matthew thinks it’s weird to kiss with your eyes open. Jiwoong is determined to change his mind.
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- Part 1 of Fever Pitch
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16 May 2023
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Jisung steals Changbin's perfume, laments feelings, and gets kisses. In that order.
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16 Apr 2023
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“Your sleep schedule is shit,” Minho said. He held up the bag with the earrings inside, swinging it in front of Jisung’s face. “Got you a present.”
Something slithered in Minho’s chest that was either an impending heart attack or nerves.
“Really?” Jisung looked between the bag and Minho’s face, eyes widening from half-closed sleepiness to their usual woodland creature size. “Why?”
Minho shrugged, and bounced the bag up and down. “Just because. Thought of you when I saw them.”
Minho maybe, sort of, possibly—accidentally—became Jisung's sugar daddy. He could stop, or... well, it's totally not a bad idea to see what would happen if he kept going, right?
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12 Feb 2023