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    Wake up. Take a lukewarm shower. Have breakfast that tastes like shit. Workout. Eat. Shit. And go back to sleep.

    An easy schedule, boring if he dares say. Days melt between each other and it all has become just a long day of nothingness. A penitence.

    And he is, under penitence that is. He is in prison after all, and has been for the last four years of his life. Valuable time that he will never see again.

    But that day there’s a change to his boring routine, Gojo knows today some new fish are being brought in. A fish that will change the trajectory of his penitence forever.

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    09 Sep 2026

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    wow i cried so hard in the last few chapters

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    “How do you do that every day?”

    Suguru raises a brow. “Do what?”

    “Smoke. You’re always smoking,” Satoru says like it’s obvious. Like it’s weird.

    Suguru laughs. “You’re making it sound like I’m an addict.”

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    Stoner Suguru converts a nonsmoking Satoru.

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    22 Jul 2026

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    Suguru begins to wonder if it’s lonely for Gojo. Keeping an inch between him and the world.

    Not an inch, a voice that sounds suspiciously like Shoko reminds him. Infinity.

    But does it feel like infinity? When summer’s humidity swells to its peak, can Gojo feel the pressure? When a barrage of low-level curses ambushes them in Roppongi, can he sense their velocity, the twist of the wind? When Suguru grazes the immovable space between them – hands him a test paper, shoulders past him in the corridor, reaches out, unthinking, to slap him on the back – does Gojo know the warmth of Suguru's skin?

    Then, on July 12th, in a sour-smelling alley in Katsushika ward, Suguru catches him. Hunched over, spindly legs crouched, a street-worn cat pressing her nose to his fingertips. It licks her sandpaper tongue over his knuckles. Rubs the flat of her forehead against his palm. Gojo hums, pushing a tangled cowlick back with his thumb, a serene little smile on his face.

    Yes, Suguru thinks. It must be lonely.

     

    (Trauma is complicated, brains are strange, and Satoru Gojo is not immune to either of these truths.)

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    07 Jul 2026

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    so so so beautiful. i cried ~65% of the time. i love this so much

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    He’s started to understand what he wants from him. The one thing Suguru got from everyone else — taken by charm or by force — was pure and undivided attention.

    And Satoru’s endless, and apparently impenetrable, indifference was driving Suguru up a fucking wall.

    He just doesn’t know that yet.

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    quiet new kid gojo x degen geto
    title based on 'orange soda' by baby keem

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    01 Jul 2026

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    “Bury him.”

    When they first met, Toji had been young and vicious, unrestrained in a way completely at odds with how stifled he truly felt pinned under the Zenins’ thumb. At the time, he reminded Sukuna of a wild animal.

    Let him sink back into the earth, Sukuna thinks to himself. Let him bloom with the spring flowers.

    Sukuna deals with the inevitable grief that comes with loving a human.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Megumi only stares as the Adam's apple in his throat bobs up then down. At first, Yuji keeps his eyes firmly locked with Megumi’s. A testament to his will. He holds up longer than Megumi thought he would, but soon Yuji cracks. His eyes flick down, then back to his eyes, before dropping down once again. Down the entire length of his back, over the curve of his ass and thighs. In that instant, Megumi can see the higher functioning of Yuji’s brain clicking off in real time.

    The way Yuji stares, so hungry that it makes him stupid, has Megumi feeling deified. All at once, an object to be consumed and a sculpture on a pedestal. Something to be cherished and torn apart. Megumi tries to keep his breathing even so that Yuji can’t tell that his heart is racing. To keep his face blank so that he can’t see straight through him and know how good it feels to be eaten by someone else’s starving eyes.

    “Can I help you?”


    Super buff gym employee helps customer "de-stress" after hours in public showers and gets a LOAD more than he bargained for. 

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    27 Jun 2026

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    To say Megumi is a tough read is one hell of an understatement. They only met the night before and now they’re supposed to spend three hours on top of each other. Awesome. Or it would be awesome if the guy didn’t so obviously hate his guts.

    “I mean…” Yuji shuffles in place. “I’m fine with it, but if Megumi isn’t then maybe I can take the train—”

    “—I don’t care.” Megumi crosses his arms over his chest and looks Yuji dead on. Which sends an immediate crawling sensation up Yuji’s spine.

    Those eyes are… intense. Scary.


    Four frat dudes attempt to make the treacherous trip to uni with a car full of junk and only one available backseat. Yuji has no problem with having a guy on his lap for a few hours to spare them all a second trip. The only problem is that Megumi is incredibly, incredibly hot. And also happens to hate his guts.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Yuji’s head hurts from trying to make sense of the whole situation. It’s obvious that Megumi likes that what they’re doing is wrong, but at the same time, having to hide it is precisely what breaks him up inside. It’s a strange contradiction that Yuji can’t quite bring himself to understand.

    He thinks that Megumi must be using the lack of morality in their actions as some sort of justification for something. Like, if what he and Yuji are doing is nothing but them being horrible people and bad boyfriends, then it can never go as deep as true intimacy and love between two individuals—two boys. They’re just two people who are doing bad things.

    Fuck, but there’s still something incredibly intimate about that. To share such a secret, to be the only people in the world who know what they’ve been doing, is something that feels so deeply personal, that it’s almost romantic.

    In which Yuji and Megumi make a series of drunken mistakes.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    "He was here again today.”

    Nobara paused on the other side of the phone. If Megumi hadn’t been intently listening, drowning out the strangers grazing him, brushing him, he might have lost Nobara’s sigh to the busy city and pattering rain around him.

    “Did you say hello this time?” she asked.

    Megumi scoffed loudly into his phone and rolled his eyes.

     

    Or: Megumi, and his journey to love.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    It’s like this— maybe Megumi has made mistakes in the past, errors in judgement, moved purely on impulse in a way that had a domino effect on Yuuji’s life, dragged him into a world of curses and violence. Maybe if he had the choice to go back, Megumi would be faster, smarter, make better choices and avoid every hospital in Sendai. But he can’t. What’s done is done. What he can do is be there for Yuuji now, when he needs him, so that he’d never have to look over his shoulder and find himself alone.
    Just like he said he would.

    “Okay,” Megumi says, relaxing his hands. He places them on the tabletop in front of him like he’s got nothing to hide, and stares straight ahead at the stove. “If you need help cleaning up your undercut, I can help you trim it. If you want.”

    Yuuji goes maddeningly silent for a moment, long enough for Megumi to regret even offering, until he blurts out a delighted “Really?”


    Two months after Shinjuku, Megumi helps Yuuji cut his hair.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    When Yuuji pulls a joke on Megumi, he gets a proposition in return. Unfortunately, this is how he finds out how much skeletons you can hide before the closet bursts open.

    Or; Ladies and gentlemen, Itadori Yuuji has done it again.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    just so lovely

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    “Am I dirty?” he asked before he could think better of it.

    Suguru looked him up and down with a curious expression, squinting, searching for something that could explain whatever the hell was going on. “Huh? No… you look fine to me.”

    That’s not what I meant. Am I filthy, or am I pure?

    “Are—are you sure?” It came out weak, brittle. He lightly unclasped the hand from Suguru’s jacket which he was still holding, leaving it just hovering over the fabric. He was scared he’d burn Suguru again, but he was more scared about being unclean. “What about my hands?”

    Without reservation, Suguru gently took Satoru’s hand from the jacket and then lifted the other, still pressed to Satoru’s chest, into his own small palms. He turned his hands till his palms faced God, and Lord, did they burn, but before he could pull back, Suguru held them firmly, thumbs brushing over the lines and grooves of his palms, steady, careful, unflinching.

    “All clean, ‘Toru. I promise. See?”

    Satoru did not believe him.

    Or, Satoru wrestles with God, the Bible, and the slow, undeniable realization that he is in love with his best friend, Suguru.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    holy shit i cried through maybe the entirety of this fanfic i love these beautiful boys so much

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    There’s nothing scary about haunted houses, Satoru thinks - the only things he has to fear in life are the impossible standards his parents have set for him, the sell-by dates on his favorite desserts, and bad hair days, and so he reluctantly agrees when the rest of the group decides to get together for Halloween.

    But then Suguru shows up to the party with his fucking girlfriend in tow, and Satoru realizes maybe he’s not so fearless as he’d like to believe.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    I CRIED SO MUCH

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    “Suguru,” a voice that sends him into a feverish state, like it’s his body’s muscle memory, “holding my hand after telling me we can’t be friends? How forward.”

    Suguru turns on his stool and stares, heart all broken open. He’s too tipsy and filled with too much want, all spilling out from him, something no timed smoking break can contain. When did it ever? All his careful lies, all the rules he has lived by, tumble down inside him when he meets Gojo Satoru’s eyes again for the first time in almost two years. It feels like the first breath he has taken in a very very long time.

    “Oh,” Suguru manages, vision swimming with cerulean and snow white, “there you are.”

    Gojo smiles at him, smirks at him, and a crashing wave of sense memory washes over Suguru at the sight.

    “Here I am.” Gojo agrees easily, slides onto the stool in front of Suguru, eyes gleaming. He doesn’t let go of Suguru’s hand, just plays with his fingers as he leans in close, a faint scent of amaretto and something citrus. “Now,” he murmurs, taps his foot against Suguru’s gently, “what are you going to do about it this time, hmm?”

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    29 May 2026

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    “We have a problem.” Satoru announces, slamming into Suguru’s studio two days later. He feels guilty. Like so so guilty.

    “That so?” Suguru asks from his bed, lounging in a pair of sweats, his shirt hiked up. He scratches at his happy trail and glances over at Satoru. His demeanor changes instantly at whatever he sees on Satoru’s face. He swings his feet off his low bed, sitting up and leaning forward. “Satoru, what’s wrong?”

    Satoru situates himself on the bed next to Suguru, crossing his legs and sitting so they’re facing each other. He meets Suguru’s eyes and cannot speak. Totally blank brain. Suguru touches his knee gently, probably about to say something helpful and kind like take your time or whatever you need.

    For some reason, Satoru panics.

    “I can’t come.” He announces, much louder than he needs to. “Unless I’m thinking about you.”

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    27 May 2026

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    Suguru dead-eyes him across the table.

    “Please listen to me, man.” Satoru says.

    “No.” Suguru responds in that long suffering way that means he’s going to listen to Satoru but he’s gonna be pissy about it first. “It’s, fucking, 7AM.” Suguru adds. Suguru is not a morning person. It’s why Satoru went and bought the fancy coffee Suguru likes and breakfast sandwiches and red bean buns. He had to go to the bakery across town to get those.

    “It’s so important.” Satoru tells him.

    “Your opening gambit at 7-fucking-AM was ‘say I’ve gotten into anal play lately, why do I leak cum before I cum?’” Suguru says with a glare.

    “Yeah.” Satoru says.

    Suguru glares even harder.

    “Well, you could answer me at least.” Satoru huffs, crossing his arms over his chest.

    “I hope you fall off a bridge and die.” Suguru tells him, but he’s unwrapping a breakfast sandwich and pulling the lid off one of the cups of coffee, so.

    “I hope you do too.” Satoru says amicably, taking a seat. He pushes some napkins toward Suguru and switches out the breakfast sandwich. Suguru likes the ones with avocado better. “So why do I?”

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    27 May 2026

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    “Hang on. Let me get this straight. You’re sleeping on the couch -”

    “Right.”

    “- because Satoru snores like a fucking chainsaw. And instead of talking to him about it, you’re just… abandoning him in the middle of the night.”

    Suguru at least has the grace to look a little ashamed. “Yeah,” he admits. “Pretty much.”

    Shoko does not have a large enough liver to metabolize the alcohol she needs to deal with these two chucklefucks.

    Nor does she have a large enough heart to hold their hands and gently lead them in the right direction, which is why she just sucks down a mouthful of smoke, holds it in her lungs until it starts to burn, and then turns her head to the side and blows it all out in one harsh plume before she announces, “Satoru thinks you’re going to dump him.”

    Suguru blanches. “He what?”

    Shoko Ieiri cannot emphasize this enough, but - her best friends are idiots.

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    26 May 2026

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    "Alright, alright," Satoru waves his hand. "I won't sleep with your friend," he promises.

    Like a liar.

    It's not his fault that ship has already sailed.

    or, Satoru and Suguru lie about not sleeping together, whilst definitely sleeping together

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    26 May 2026

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    Emergency.

    Satoru's hurt.

    The messages come rapid-fire. There's nothing but blind panic and a steady stream of Satoru, Satoru, Satoru, echoing in his mind.

    or, Satoru gets hit by a curse. Suguru tries to deal. They figure it out.

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    24 May 2026

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