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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    Seongje grieves.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    they werent kidding about the no comfort

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    10 Mar 2026

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    Seongje talks. About the fight with Eunjang’s, about Baekjin no longer being Choi’s golden boy. About Humin. Baekjin just closes his eyes and grits his teeth. Bears it all like he bears the pain. Thinks that he would rather have died than be this weak, and maybe that's it's his ultimate punishment. To live through every humiliating, agonizing second of it.

    “You want help with your bandages?” Seongje asks eventually. “Say please, I might even be nice about it.”

    “Fuck you.”

    It comes out soft. Hoarse. Weak. He knows Seongje will do whatever he wants anyway.

    Seongje smirks.

    Baekjin closes his eyes. Tries to breathe through the aching in his ribs and the burning in his gut.

    A moment later, something thumps on the coffee table. Baekjin looks.

    The first-aid kit.

    Seongje is kneeling, sleeves rolled up.

    “Forgot my sexy nurse costume,” he says. “I’ll bring it next time.”

    Baekjin doesn’t reply.

    He just sits still and lets Seongje start with the cut above his eyebrow. The antiseptic stings. The bandage is tight.

    Next time, Baekjin thinks.

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    Or my version of a love story between these two losers

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    07 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 32

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    They both stood still, staring at each other with something that seemed on borderline need. They didn’t have the courage to grab one by the collar and slam their lips together.

    It’s much easier said than done.

    The two knew they mutually wanted each other, knowing they were too afraid to make the first move.

    Si-eun exhaled softly.

    Fuck it. He’s going to address the elephant in the room.

    “If you’re gonna keep being annoying, just kiss me and get it over with.”

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    Si-eun and Su-ho gets freaky in Baku's closet at a grad party during seven minutes in heaven.

    Also side ship of Bakutak for the second chapter!!

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    03 Mar 2026

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    Sieun’s breath caught in his throat. He looked away, blinking once, then again, as heat spread across his cheeks and down the back of his neck. His voice, when it came, was barely more than a breath.

    “Yah…” he mumbled, a protest in name only.

    But Suho just chuckled, letting his hands fall. His eyes stayed on Sieun’s face, glittering with a kind of lazy happiness.
    And that was the moment the next line slipped out of his mouth—

    “Say baby, you shall kiss me tonight…”
    It was soft. Almost absentminded.

    And the second they passed his lips—
    Sieun’s steps faltered.

    Aka, Suho and Sieun slow-dance in the hospital and somewhere between clumsy steps and stolen glances, their hearts stumble as well.

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    20 Feb 2026

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